March 01 2014

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In today’s morning Satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda declares that postponing Inner Awakening only causes the weakening of our inner space because it is feeding our vasana. Vasana is like a disease because it continuously moves us in the opposite direction of our fantasies and goals in life. Postponing Inner Awakening keeps us stuck in the same patterns and the inability to move forward, especially if you want a spiritual awakening. We are missing an immediate inner transformation, causing the weakening of our inner space. Vasana is like a disease and Inner Awakening is the surgery to heal us!

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1st March, 2014 Morning Satsang sub clip "Postponning Is Also An Action" of Paramahamsa Nithyananda

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Paramahamsa Nithyananda, Inner Awakening, spiritual awakening, inner space, spiritual, awakening, disease, surgery, heal.

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Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam

Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |

Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam

Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||

I welcome all of you with my love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars, sitting with us all over the world at this moment through Nithyananda TV, Lotus TV, Sadhna, Janashree, Eshwar TVs, and through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha.

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I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.

Today, New Jersey-Omkareshwar, London-Kashi, Devon-UK, South Africa, St. Julian-France, Paris, in all these places Kalpataru Darshan. I welcome all the devotees who have gathered in New Jersey-Omkareshwar for Kalpataru Darshan.

Let me enter into today’s satsangh. Please listen!

Today I wanted to reveal this important truth to all of you and I wanted this to become part of your immediate cognition. The first thing, human-beings go on fantasizing, go on visualizing, ‘This, this, this, this, this all should happen in my life...’, but go on continuing to have the lifestyle, thinking-style, working-style, completely opposite to what they want to achieve. Listen! Want to have some things as reality in life, but working completely in the opposite direction, the thinking-style, working-style everything completely in the opposite direction! This is what I call “vaasana”. It is like there are some fellows who wanted to melt down in devotion, bhakti. When they see the devotees ecstatic, just lost in ecstasy, they get jealous! ‘See, see, see....see this person’s devotion. What a joy he or she is radiating! They are ecstatic!’ They are jealous seeing the ecstasy of the devotees. But, what needs to be done to achieve that as a reality, they will not do. Their lifestyle, their way of acting, way of thinking, everything will be completely in opposite direction. Same way in the world, they will see the successful CEOs, sitting in a rotating chair, addressing the round-table conferences, flying in private jet, all that they will see, they will feel jealous; they will feel they want to create that as their reality. But if you see their thinking-style, working-style, their functioning-style, they will continue to remain in their default, thinking, feeling, acting, living style which is completely opposite to the reality they want to cause. This is what I call “vaasana”.

Please understand, immediately what binds you is “vaasana”. For example, if you are put in prison, police, judiciary, prison authorities, all of them only largely bind you; but immediately what binds you is the bar, the door, and the lock and key with which the door is locked. That only immediately binds you. Same way, the Maya, ignorance, all that only largely binds you. But “vaasana” is the door gate which immediately binds you. Many a time, you do not know who is that officer who convicted you, or who is that officer who locked you up; but you will feel the suffocation, boundedness when the door is locked. Just like the door is the immediate bondage you experience, in life “vaasana” is the immediate bondage, understand! One good news you have is, in the system of the country law, even if you escape from the immediate bondage, like you break the prison and run away, the largest bonding system, the police or all that system, they will somehow bring you back and put you in another prison. But the good news you have is, in the cosmic law, the moment you break the immediate bondage, the whole cosmos supports you and liberates you once for all! This is the biggest difference between the country law and cosmic law. End of the day, country law is man-made, cosmic law is God-made! Naturally the purpose is different, understand. And ultimately even country law can’t torture you when God wants to protect you! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...!

Listen! God has a space even in the hearts of the people who execute the country law. So he knows! And still he has lot of people through whom he can operate running the country law. First thing you need to understand, the truth I wanted to convey to all of you through this example, if you break your immediate bondage, the “vaasana” – listen – the immediate bondage, the “vaasana”, suddenly you will see the whole ocean of powers opens in front of you! I am giving you one example. People always have this “vaasana” of, ‘How can he get up in the early morning and do Yoga?’ Everyone visualizes themselves with a yogic, slim, lean, powerful, energetic, six-pack body. Every one fantasizes about themselves. But only when 3:30 alarm goes on, all the “vaasanas” wake up! You don’t wake up when the 3:30 alarm goes on; “vaasanas” wake up! ‘Why not just today? Today is after all one day after Shivaratri.’ Listen! Everybody goes on fantasizing about a yogic body. But morning 3:30 when the alarm goes on, everybody wants to be a rogi. ‘No, no, I am feeling sick. See, see, see, I am having a little throat ache. And little I think my back has a pain.’ Understand, just to escape from Yoga, you make yourself a rogi! That is what I call “self-blackmailing”. And after three, four times, actually itself you will start having back pain! And saying, ‘No, no, no!’ Finally what happened? What is the reality you want to cause and what path you are travelling? Completely opposite! And the good news is, even if you break that one “vaasana”, that morning when you try to wake up, the “vaasanas” which come up, if you completely with just those “vaasanas”, not only you will do Yoga and you will have a healthy body, please understand, that will break the whole tamasic nature of your life! Means that whole postponing, inertia patterns of life. Most of the time, postponing works against the reality you want to cause. It is like somebody has cancer, and doctor suggests they have to do the surgery within one month, and they have to take decisions...............

Like this one person came to me. I asked, ‘You say that doctor says you have to decide within a month. What have you decided?’

The person says very unconsciously, ‘No, I have not yet decided. I am postponing.’

I said, ‘Already one month is over. Some decision you have to take.’

‘No....I am postponing.’

Then I told that person, ‘At least be very clear. Don’t say you are postponing; you are deciding not to decide! The disease is not going to wait till you give your order. Every day you postpone the decision, don’t use this sweet word “postponing”; use the right word, ‘I am deciding not to decide!’

Understand, many times your postponing is the automatic decision of opposite direction. But, you take postponing in a very light way, ‘I am just postponing.’ What do you mean? By the act of postponing, you are travelling completely in the opposite direction of the reality you want to cause! Then it is not postponing; it is working in the opposite direction of the reality you want to cause! The reality you want to cause is, you want to get rid of the cancer, and live healthily, happily. But the postponing is doing complete opposite side action. What is the postponing going to do? Make the disease worse and kill you! And you think postponing is not an action. No! Understand, postponing is an action! First thing all of you need to understand: Postponing is not inaction, it is negative action! Postponing is not inaction, it is un-action! Understand, there is a difference between inaction and un-action. “Action” opposite is “un-action”. Postponing is not inaction, it is un-action! Postponing is not neutral, it is working in the wrong direction.

I have seen people suffering with the cancer of “vaasana”. I can say, in a way, “vaasana” is not even cancer. Samskaras can be compared to cancer, “vaasanas” should be compared to Herpes-2 which boils your body all the time! All the navadwaras (nine holes) are burning, suffering! And anybody comes near you, you give that suffering!

“Vaasana”, “vaasana” is literally like Herpes-2: contagious, heavily torturous. Herpes-2 makes you lose your mind and makes you schizophrenic. The recent research papers I was studying on the internet, some of the articles and research papers, when you are under attack, you lose the mind. And you don’t know what you do. You become schizophrenic. It was such a torturous disease. “Vaasana” is like that. “Vaasana” is exactly like that! You will be functioning completely in the opposite direction of the reality you want to cause. You always imagine a very loving image with your father, very caring, loving, friendly, but the moment he calls you, ‘yaaaannnh....’ your response. Understand, you always console yourself. ‘No, no, I will change myself later on....’

Please understand, postponing is the pattern which makes you not to see the stark reality as it is and gives you a kind of consolation. Be very clear, if you don’t do know, when are you doing to? What is going to move you tomorrow, if you can’t be moved today? I have seen even in the people’s decision towards the spiritual initiation..... For example, to attend the Inner Awakening, everyone knows they have to transform, and everyone knows Inner Awakening is THE path. But just by postponing, they console themselves, saying, ‘After all I am watching the satsangh every day. What is there? I will go later on, next week, next year, next week....’ Don’t think if you are postponing Inner Awakening, it is an inaction. If you are postponing Inner Awakening, you are supporting inner slumber, you are continuing to support inner weakening. Don’t think if you are postponing Inner Awakening, you are in some neutral space or inaction. No! You are continuing to entertain inner weakening. Either every day of your life make Inner Awakening happen or inner weakening happen. If you live this Science of Completion, every day makes Inner Awakening happen; or inner weakening happens by default. By postponing the surgery, don’t think you are in the space of inaction; you are in the space of un-action. There is a difference between inaction and un-action. If there is no difference as per the English dictionary, I giving the difference now. Take it! When you need to decide whether to have surgery or not and you are not deciding, it is not inaction; it is un-action. Means, you are deciding not to decide. So, naturally, till you have the surgery, the disease is not going to keep quiet. It is going to spread and take your life and make your life more miserable, make your life more complicated! Listen! I tell you, same way your “vaasanas”. I tell you, same way your “vaasanas”. Before they make your life complicated..... For example, if you are having gas trouble, before that leads to serious complications, use Kadukka Podi and clean it. If it becomes serious complication, after that just Kadukka Podi cannot help. Before it can become a serious complication, use the solution. Listen! Same way, same way, before your “vaasanas” complicate your life, create irreparable damages in your life and body and mind, do Inner Awakening and wake up! Complete! Inner Awakening is like spiritual surgery; go through it before your “vaasanas” make the serious complications. Listen! Listen! Postponing Inner Awakening is not in action, it is non-action, it is un-action. When you postpone Inner Awakening, don’t think your patterns and “vaasanas” are just going to keep quiet.

I read a one-liner:

Wife says to the husband, ‘Look at this computer! It is not listening to my command and working.’

The husband says, ‘Honey, it is a computer; not a husband!’

So, don’t think, when you are postponing Inner Awakening your patterns are just going to keep quiet! No! So, they are going to continuously do their work.

All the difficulties on the Planet Earth is, good people postpone what they want to do, and bad people don’t postpone, act immediately. Terrorists act immediately! Good people always postpone what they want to do. See, that is the worst thing for the Planet Earth, for the world! If you see, always the good people postpone! ‘I wanted to start a school, but I thought I will do next year.’ ‘I wanted to start a Bala Vidyalaya; but I will do after two years.’ ‘I wanted to go for Inner Awakening. May be I will go in December Cruise!’ Till you go for December Cruise, all your patterns are going to keep quiet? Is it a vacation or what? All your nine holes are burning, you don’t understand! Look at the stark reality!

Listen! Good people go on postponing what they want to do! But the terrorists are they going to keep quiet? Are they keeping quiet? Have you seen a terrorist: ‘I wanted to bomb that building, but I will do it after two years.’? No! If terrorists think like that, it is good for the world. But terrorists don’t postpone! But unfortunately, unfortunate to the world, terrorists go on acting immediately without postponing. Good people go on postponing, thinking, ‘After all, postponing is just inaction; that is not a sin.’ No! Many times, un-action is misconstrued as inaction. See, for example, this spear is here. If I don’t move this to this place, if it is just kept here, it can be called as “inaction”, because it is static. But, if the same spear is on a conveyor belt which is moving, dynamic, if I don’t remove, it can’t be called as “inaction”, it is “un-action”, because something else is allowed to happen! Postponing Inner Awakening is not inaction, it is un-action, because you are allowing your patterns to weaken your inner-space every day! Your patterns are making more and more complications! You are led to more and more difficulties and complications by your patterns! Your patterns are doing more and more damage to you. Your “vaasanas” are driving you to a deeper and deeper mess, more and more difficult, complicated situations! Your health is damaged! Relationships are damaged! Your confidence about yourself is destroyed! I tell you, inability to tolerate yourself is “restlessness”. Inability to tolerate yourself! Understand?

Somebody asked me, ‘What is the difference between a spiritual movement and a social or political movement?’

Social or political movement is created by a guy who is unable to tolerate himself. The inability to tolerate himself, he wants to do something and he creates. That is political or social movement. But a spiritual movement is, a guy who is completely settled within himself, when he creates, it is a spiritual movement. Outside, both will look almost same. Understand, the kind of mental set-up I produce on my next generation, the next layer people, that only decides whether we are spiritual movement or political movement. That will naturally have the quality of what I am inside.

If inaction is misconstrued as un-action, and un-action is misconstrued as inaction, you are in huge delusion, you are up to something without knowing how to face it. I have seen, when something which you think you can handle when you imagine, and not able to handle when it really happens, what happens to you, is called “collapsing”. When you imagine you will feel like you can handle it’ when it actually happens, you can’t handle it. And at that time what happens to you is “collapsing”.

Understand, “vaasanas” are like infection. Just like “satori” is an infection, “vaasanas” are infection. If you get “satori”, glimpse of enlightenment, you can take that fabric and weave your whole life with it. Same way, “vaasana”, if that infects you, there is a possibility your whole life you will weave with the same fabric of “vaasana” and get infected. If that infection gets into your system, it can spread to your lungs, kidneys, brain. Once it reaches the kidney and liver, impossible to cure. Same way, if your “vaasana” reaches, infects you with the self-blackmailing pattern and SDHD (Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial), then the complication has become more complicated.

Please listen! So, before the infection spreads and makes you weaken, makes more and more weak, makes more and more weakening happen, please allow awakening to happen! So, postponing Inner Awakening is not inaction, it is un-action, can cause many untold dangers, can lead to untold, unexpected complications in your body, mind, relationships, consciousness. Understand, there are some things I wanted to name it as “diseases of consciousness”, SDHD and SBM – Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial, and Self-Blackmailing patterns – these are all “conscious diseases”. Before your “vaasanas” become conscious diseases, I request you to go through the great spiritual surgery called “Inner Awakening”.

I bless you all! Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching and Causing eternal bliss, Nithyananda! Thank you!