April 21 2012

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In today’s morning satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda (Swamiji) answers our questions. The first questioner states that she feels connected to Paramahamsa’s formlessness but does not know how to connect with his form. Paramahamsa replies that the form is merely part of the formlessness, so there is no need to get concerned with details. The second question addresses how to be unattached within (unclutched) while engaged in external activity. Paramahamsa gives an exquisite description of the unclutching process by explaining that conflict is simply too many thoughts trying to connect at the same time. Unclutching provides space between the thoughts so we have less conflict. Third questioner wants to know how breathing can be balanced during unclutching without causing gasping. Paramahamsa explains that the flow of prana balances the breathing during unclutching. Question four asks how to know whether one is disciple or devotee. Paramahamsa responds that the degree of feeling connection determines the difference. The fifth question is about love. Paramahamsa says there is no such thing as love and as long as we cling to believing in it we evade enlightenment. The final question asks whether energy fields such as Kailash can occur naturally, or whether they must be created. The answer is both: an energy field is most likely to be created in an area where the natural energy is already high.

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Question: With your grace and compassion I am able to constantly connect with you as the formless. I experience you as the very existential energy that runs the entire cosmos and me. However, Swamiji, how can I also be equally connected to you in the form. I am not able to do so. What do I need to do for that? Please guide me and bless me to have this.

Swamiji: If you are able to connect me as a formless that is enough. Why do you want to connect me with the form? There is no need. Actually if you connect me with the form, only then I need to push you to the formless. If you are already able to connect as a formless, you are on the right track or you are achieving what needs to be achieved. So you don’t need to worry that you are not able to connect through form. But one thing I can tell you I smell little hypocrisy in the whole whatever you call as connection. If it is authentic, as you say, as you claim, connection with my formless, you will not even have this craving. You want to connect with form also. Because my form is not out of my formlessness. My form is part of my formlessness. If you are connecting with the formlessness as you claim, you will not even have the feeling you are not connecting with my form. So please understand, in me, my formlessness is form of my part, my formlessness is part of my form, my form is part of my formlessness. So if you connected to any one, you will not feel you are not connected to the other one. My form is part of my formlessness, my formlessness is part of my form. So if you connect even with one, you will automatically connect with the other also. There won’t be any problem, any disturbance. The moment you say you are connected to one and you are not able to connect to the other one, I think there is something fishy. Some hypocrisy. Look into that and correct that hypocrisy. That is all you need to know. You need to only correct those hypocrisy. Nothing else.

Question: Thank you for the out of the world, un-clutching initiation. I have a question about practically un-clutching every moment. The industry I work in thrives on showing the logical connection between two thoughts and ideas. Every moment I am at work, I am trying to establish this rather convoluted yet connected thought flow. Given this situation, how can I un-clutch on the inside mamakara, but project connected thoughts on the outside ahankara. Even if I do this successfully, will it create a conflict in me? Thank you.

Swamiji: Even if you are working in Microsoft, please understand, this question comes before you start practicing. Start practicing you will understand. I only wanted to ask you one question, in your experience you would have seen thousands of people from your birth. Have you seen anybody more coherent, logical, connecting the thoughts and ideas than me. I tell you, I am resting in the ultimate un-clutching. So I am the living example. That somebody can be resting in the ultimate un-clutching, constantly connect thoughts, ideas logically coherently without any convolution, go on presenting it to the world, but go on living in a complete un-clutched space.

Understand, see me, and be inspired and be encouraged be assured it is possible. Logically I cannot give you answer for this question. Only experientially I can give you inspiration for this question.

You would have heard I do not know 100s or 1000s of hrs of my discourses. I may go different different different parts, areas, zones during the discourse. But you will see exactly I will bring it back and connect the whole thing, very logically.  Sometime you will feel I will start with one idea, suddenly I would have gone somewhere else only when I will bring back you will think oh god he left from here know.  You would not have remembered from where I left. But I remember and bring you back and connect to it. This is because complete restful awareness and un-clutching.  If you do this un-clutching as a continuous practice not only you will be successful, you will not have any conflict.  Don’t bother at all, don’t worry at all.  Only when you don’t un-clutch there will be so much of conflict.  See conflict is nothing but too many thoughts trying to get connected to one source at the same time.  Un-clutching is nothing but connecting too many thoughts to the same source one by one.  Un-clutching works on time.  When it works on time, all your thoughts will be connected to same source, but there will be a time gap, so that the emotion from one thought to the other thought is not carried as it is without getting nullified. Please understand when you un-clutch, the emotion is not transferred from one thought to the other thought in the same vigor. It is like a you don’t inherit the diseases and karmas of your parents. See every thought your earlier thought is the parent for this thought.  If this receives the karmas, the loaded emotions and the diseases of the earlier thought it inherits the same old sufferings and karmas and diseases.  Here when I give, when you are doing the un-clutching it is like you doing Inner Awakening.  The moment you do you go through Inner awakening, your inherited karmas and DNA set-up or the disease everything is broken, destroyed. Same way every moment when you go through the un-clutching, your every thought goes through Inner Awakening.  It does not inherit the load of the past, the suffering of the past, DNA, the mental setup, karma, patterns of the past, it doesn’t inherit.  So I tell you every moment you un-clutch you are awakened to the fresh energy, you are awakened to the fresh being. Every moment of un-clutching, your mind goes through an Inner Awakening.

Question: While un-clutching breath goes out on its own and leading to a stage of gasping for breath. Please advise how this situation has to be handled.

Swamiji: Please understand while you are un-clutching the complete balancing of prana happens in you. You may need more exhaling for your prana balancing. Some time you need more prana inside. If there is more exhaling than more prana will be naturally inhaled pumped inside. Unfortunately, because your exhaling is shallow, your inhaling also becomes shallow. When your inhaling is shallow, the quantity and the quality of prana comes in reduces, that reduces the awareness and the vital actions of the brain comes down. Please understand if the quantity and quality of prana intake reduces the awareness of your brain and the vital functions of your brain comes down. That is why I insist so much on this long breath. Long breath is ajapajapa, long breath is un-clutching, long breath is yoga, long breath is pranayama, long breath is enlightenment, long breath is god himself!! The long breath, when I say long breath breathing upto your knee not while you are sitting, while you are standing. Breathing upto your knees, that long breath does so much to your physiology and psychology. That is why when your Kundalini is awakened, you go through such a silence restful awareness inside but outside such long breath will be happening. When you are unclutching, if the breath goes out on its own and leading to a stage of gasping for breath, do not worry. It is perfect. Your prana and samana is getting balanced. Samana or prana getting balanced never happens without pranayama other than un-clutching. Un-clutching is the only key which can balance samana, prana everything. It can create the physiology and psychology for you to achieve enlightenment and make sure you reach enlightenment. So you are on the right track. Please continue.

Question: How do I know if I am a devotee or a disciple. Also how do I reduce the strength of the mind? Thank you.

Swamiji: Please understand. Disciple and devotee. To tell you honestly I do not even want to separate these two anymore. In those days where I was not expressing so vividly this extraordinary experiences and energies, we could have had the 2 categories - devotee and disciple. Disciple means the person who completely dedicates the I and mine with the strong experience that I am his life’s goal. Devotee means more a person who uses my teachings and me and the feeling connection everything to enrich his life. All these classifications was meaningful in those days. Now especially, after I started making people experience the Kundalini Awakening and the levitation and materialization all the extraordinary experiences and powers have become so visible. I think the line between devotee and disciple is disappearing. I can see very clearly even people who are living in their houses, in their places have started building strong feeling connection and started raising themselves to the level much more than a disciple. So now that border people who are inside the ashram as a disciple outside the campus as a devotee all these disappear. The devotee, disciple and all, it is just your ability to feel connect and experience this truths and radiate it in your life, thats’t. Nothing else. It is no way related to. That is the reason. I think even these two words should be abandoned. Should not be used any more. This Disciple devotee difference and all that. Anybody can be a disciple wherever they are, anybody can be a devotee wherever they are. I also discovered one more thing. For some years you can be a disciple and go back to the state of devotee. You can fall. It is getting out of the impractical pseudo mental set-up. As I said in course of time you allow the laziness and boredom to settle down in you which becomes the RCC of depression after which you will never be able to break it. You go on cry hit your head on it but it is not going to break. Take care it does not form at all. That is the only way.

Question: You have said that we have to love a person for what he is, not for what he means to us. So, how do we achieve such love and detachment at the same time? Please explain.

Swamiji: You are asking, You said that we have to love a person for what he is.. No. you heard it. I have not said it. Understand. You are asking the question, let me read the question “You have said that we have to love a person for what he is, not for what he means to us”. No, I only made a statement you love a person for what he means to you. But I never made the second statement “you should love a person what he is”. No. Understand, your love is hypocrisy. I stop there. I am not saying you should love a person for what he is. No. I never made that statement. You come to your own conclusion based on my first statement. Again the mistake of convoluted logic.

See there are two different logics. For example, one statement: All human beings have one head. Rama is the human being. Then 3rd statement you can naturally come to the conclusion, Rama has one head. This is okay. But there are some other situation. There is a different logic, where I say Chitsaba has two doors. One door is open. First statement. Chitsaba has two doors. Second statement One door is open. Third statement I never said the other door is closed. But you come to the conclusion the other door is closed. I only made the statement one door is open. You should have seen before coming to the 3rd statement whether it is closed or not. But you say because Swamiji has made the statement the chitsaba has 2 doors, one door is open immediately you come to the conclusion second door is closed. No. I never made that statement.

You are asking “how do we achieve such love and detachment at the same time”. Understand. Just understand this much. You love is only based on what the other person means to you. Just this understanding will take care. The right love and right detachment will happen in you. But do not make that second statement “we are supposed to love the person as he is”. No. I never told you. I tell you I do not believe in your love. Unless your frequency raises, your love is pseudo. See your love is like a child’s love for the toy or the puppy love where this 14 year old boy feels the love for the 12 year old girl. The school puppy love. But don’t you understand that love is not stable love. All your love is puppy love and puppet love. All your love, including your love for me, is the puppy love. The other day I was telling one of my disciple “see me in the Akashic reading, all your love will disappear”. I told her “see me in the Akashic reading, all your love will disappear”. You only know…he is the ocean living inside this body he can be revered can’t be loved. He can be respected. He can be worshipped. Not anything more. So even your love is puppy love. Understand even your love for me is puppy love then what about your love for others. I don’t believe in your love at all. I believe in making you more and more matured. It is not like a 14 year old child is telling 12 year old girl that “I love you, I wanted to marry you”. Will you go and help that child to get married. The real help for the child is make him matured. Then even after that if he wants that is upto him. Then he will take the responsibility for it. I am not here to teach “love love”. All these pseudo nonsense. No. I neither believe in love nor believe in your love. I only wanted you to understand the hypocrisy of your love. But I never said you need to love the person for what he is. No. If you want to hear this kind of pseudo statements, go somewhere else. I can give you the direction. Not here. Understand the hypocrisy of your love you will achieve the ultimate love and detachment at the same time. That is why it is so difficult to be a disciple of Nithyananda. Because I do not do tinkering, polishing and all. I just completely overhaul you. I won’t let you hide yourself anywhere behind any concept. First get matured to be, then you can do all that. They use all the shields and escape from enlightenment. The pseudo gurus go on exploiting your weak emotions. Pseudo guru is a person who tells you when you are in puppy love tell “Yes Yes Please get married. I will arrange for all the marriage and everything”. You will feel “wove what a guru, helps me to give my love”. After 2 years you will understand what he did to you. Naturally if you come to me I will tell “keep quite. Tie the line cloth tightly. And first get matured. Not just physically. Mentally.” You say “no no no. Nithyananda is a very difficult teacher. He tells us all the truth directly”. Array, any one day you have to know the reality. You have to know the truth.

Yesterday one of my ashramite wrote a big letter to me saying that I feel my confidence is going away. I am loosing the confidence. I told exactly the confidence which can be lost should be lost as early as possible. You must be having the confidence based on fantasy and ideas about you. That should be broken. Confidence which you build on your real performance can never be shaken or broken. It can never be shaken or broken by anybody. If your confidence is getting shaken or broken, it is built on fantasy. Understand. Pseudo confidence. It is good for IT industry. Not for spiritual life. Not for life. Anything which is useless for life, is useful in IT industry. No. Really. Because that is where you learn all these words. My confidence, courage, all these pseudo words. You learnt.

I tell you. The first step to learn love is go through identity crisis. You should be completely in the crisis of not knowing what your identity is. Literally going through acid wash. All the ideas you carry will be broken into pieces including the idea about you. It is like only after going through the surgery you can be out of tumor, only after going through the identity crisis you know what is being and loving and life itself. Best place to go through the surgery is hospital, best place to go through the identity crisis is Dhyanapeetam. You can go through the surgery on your own also in the house, you can just cut and try to take the tumor. But you don’t know whether you will be alive after that. Same way if you try to go through this identity crisis outer world on your own you don’t know whether you will stand up after that or not. Identity crisis is the basic requirement for you to flower as a new being. If you are in Dhyanapeetam for more than one year and you did not have identity crisis problem something is seriously wrong with you. Means you are not connecting rightly with me and the spiritual process happening here.

Identity crisis is the initiation into agory. You just do not know all your ideas about love, compassion, heaven, life - everything will be broken into pieces.

Yesterday that ashramite has written one letter, in that one line I feel outside people are much better than the ashramites the unfriendliness I experience. I said exactly you are right. Outside people will show you pseudo love “LOVE”. But here my ashramites are just reflecting you to you. You are standing just with bones as a skeleton but you expect the other person should have lot of flush and be a cushion for you. No. If you are a skeleton these guys are going to be a skeleton for you. My ashramites are going to be just a mirror for you. See, here I am raising everybody to such a high level of frequency. All their energy mind everything goes into getting matured. Nobody has a free time and energy to give you consolation and “lalla” for you, sing “lollabi” song for you. Only if you have extra time and energy and attention which you have spare, you can go around and give “Lolla, How are you? Doing well? The so called idiotic friendliness. But here people are very authentic and clear. You can’t tolerate that. Because you lived in pseudo love society. Society Pseudo love. That is why I always tell people, Ramakrishna tells a worm from the filth is put in the rice pot, it will die. This place is a pot of rice. Society is from filth dung.

Go through the identity crisis. Because you are building the new identity I tell you. Anything you brought inside with you is useless. Whether your so called efficiency, intelligence, knowledge, ideas, personality, you yourself is not useful here anymore. Daksha’s bed, cot, pearls, jewels, A/C machine, blanket all these will not be useful in Kailash. Daksha gives all the gifts to Shiva saying these all my daughter will need in Kailash. Shiva laughs and says “No she does not need anything”. It means what: I am not going to take any of these. Nothing from Daksha’s palace will be useful in Kailash. Whatever you are bringing whether external or internal, ideas or concepts everything is from Daksha’s palace, this is Kailash. Don’t bring it in. I can’t let that in. Go through the Identity crisis.

Spot Notes: Saturday, April 21st, 2012

“Sadashiva samarambam, Shankaracharya madhyamam asmadacharya paryantam vande Guru paramparam!”

I welcome you all with my love and respects! I welcome all the devotees, disciples, Samajis, Satsangis sitting with around the world at this moment in 634 places through Nithyananda TV, 28 places 2 way Nayana Deeksha, in 166 cities, 18 countries!

Cities sitting with us in 2 way Nayana Deeksha – Toronto Kailasam, Singapore Singapuram, Seattle Chidambaram, San Jose Madhurai, Phoenix Kanchipuram, Temple City California, Ohio Prayag, Los Angles Arunachala, Madhurai Adeenam, Oman Siva Gangai, Bangalore Sri Satchit, Kulim Malaysia, Victoria Australia, Anna Nagar, Paris Kalighat, Vancouver Puri, Hyderabad Bhagyanagaram, Washington DC Sripuram, Charlotte Srisailam, Warrington U.K., I am able to see all of you. I welcome all of you with my love and blessings!

Today first thing Budhnarayan Prahalad & family New York I accepted your paada puja. I will talk to you during Dial the Avatar. Ma Ananda Paalin birthday blessings to you!

Tiru Blessings to all the LBP participants. Blessings to all of you! Today an important happening – releasing Inner Awakening website in Hindi and French! J I welcome all of you to come and enjoy the website in Hindi and French. Blessings to Brampton Cannada. I can see you now.

1) Nithyanandam Swamiji, with your grace and compassion, I am able to constantly connect with you as the formless. I experience you as the very Existential energy that runs the entire cosmos and me. However Swamiji, How can I also be equally connected to you in the form? I am not able to do so. What do I need to do for that? Please guide me and bless me to have this. - Latha Manocha, No.80

Lata Manocha if you are able to connect me as the formless that is enough. Why do you want to connect me with the form? There is no need. Actually if you are able to connect with form, I need to push you to formless, if you are already able to connect with my formless you don’t need to worry. One thing I can tell you I smell little hypocrisy in the whole thing. If connecting with my formless is authentic, then you will not have craving for connecting with form. Because my form is part of the formless. The formless is a part of my form.

In me my formlessness is part of my form, my form is part of my formlessness. So if you are connected to any one, you will not feel you are not connected to other one. My form is part of my formless and the formless is part of my form. So if you connect with one, you are automatically connected to the other one. The moment you say you are able to connect with me as the formless and not able to connect with my form, I think there is some hypocrisy. You need to look in and correct it. That’s all!

2) My dear Swamiji, thank you for the out of the world unclutching initiation. I have a question about practically unclutching every moment. The industry I work in thrives on showing the logical connection between 2 thoughts / ideas. Every moment I am at work, I am trying to establish this rather convoluted, yet connected thought flow. Given this situation, how can I unclutch on the inside (mamakaara) but project connected thoughts on the outside (ahankaara)? Even if I do this successfully, will it create a conflict in me? Thank you - Rajeev Ramanath, IA No.57

Even if you are working in Microsoft, pl und this question comes before you start practicing. Start practicing you will und. I only want you to ask only one question, in your experience you might have seen thousands of people. Have you seen anybody with more coherent, logically connecting thoughts than me? I can tell you I am the ultimate resting in the ultimate awareness and constantly connecting logical, coherent thoughts, go on inspiring and go on being established in ultimate awareness. Understand, see me and get inspired. Logically I cannot give you answer for this question. only experientially I can give you inspiration for this question. You may have heard hundreds of my discourses. I will go to different different parts in my discourse, but you will see exactly I will bring it back and connect the whole thing very logically. Sometime you will feel I would have start with one idea, only when I bring back, you will feel oh God! He left from here no. you will not remember, but I will remember where I left and connect it. This is because of complete restful awareness and unclutching.

Rajeev Ramnath if you do this unclutching as a continuous practice, not only you will be successful, you will not have any conflict. Don’t bother at all. Don’t worry at all. Only when you don’t unclutch, there is so much of conflict. Conflict is nothing but too many thoughts trying to get connected to one source at the same time. Unclutching is nothing but connecting too many thoughts to the same source one by one. Unclutching works on time. When it works on time, all your thoughts will be connected to same source but there is time gap. So that the emotion from one thought to the other thought does not pass without getting nullified. Otherwise the emotion from one thought to the other thought passes with the same vigour. It is like you not receiving the karma of your parents. See every thought is the parent of the next thought. If it inherits the emotions of the thought it inherits the suffering and karma of the previous thought. In Inner Awakening your inherited karmas and disease is broken, destroyed. Same way every moment you go through unclutching every thought goes through Inner Awakening. It does not inherit the load of the past, the suffering of the past. DNA, mental set up patterns of the past it does not inherit. So I tell you every moment you unclutch, you are awakened to the fresh energy, you are awakened to the fresh being. Every moment of unclutching your mind goes through Inner Awakening.

3) Swamiji, while unclutching, breath goes out on its own and leading to a stage of gasping for breath. Please advise, how this situation is to be handled? - Rajesh V.M - No. 72

Rajesh, please understand while you are unclutching, the complete balancing of praana happens in you. You may need more exhaling for your praana balancing. Sometime you need more praana inside. If there is more exhaling then naturally whole praana will be pumped inside. Unfortunately, because your exhaling is shallow your inhaling is also shallow. When it is shallow the quantity and quality of praana reduces. When that reduces the vital action of the brain comes down. Please understand if the quantity and quality of praana reduces, the awareness and vital functions of your brain comes down. That is why I insist so much on this long breath. Long breath is Ajapa Japa, long breath is yoga, long breath is pranayama, long breath is enlightenment, long breath is God himself! The long breath. When I say long breath, breathing up to your knees not while you are sitting, while you are standing. That long breath does so much to your physiology and psychology. That is why when your kundalini is awakened you go through such silence and restful awareness inside. But outside long breath is happening. If you are unclutching if the breath goes out on its own leading to a stage of gasping for breath, don’t worry, it is perfect. Your praana and samaana is getting balanced. Samaana or Praana getting balanced never happens without pranayama other than unclutching. Unclutching is the only key which can balance praana, samaana everything. It can create the physiology and psychology for you to achieve enlightenment and make sure you reach enlightenment.

4) Nithyanandam Swamiji, Swamiji, how do I know if I’m a devotee or a disciple? Also Swami how do I reduce strength of the mind. Thank you Swamiji. - Kaalushaa - No.1

Kaalusha, please understand disciple and devotee to tell you honestly I don’t even want to separate these tow anymore. In those days where I was not expressing so vividly this extraordinary energies and experiences we could have had this two category devotee and disciple. Disciple means person who completely dedicates the I and mine and his strong experience that I am his life’s goal. Devotee means one who uses my teachings to enrich his life. All this classification was meaningful in those days. Now especially after I started making people experience the Kundalini Awakening and levitation and materialization the extraordinary powers and experiences have become so visible, I think the line between devotee and disciple is disappearing. I can see very clearly even people who live in their houses and places have started building a strong feeling connection and started raising their level much more than a disciple. So the border between people living inside Ashram and outside has disappeared. I have enough fools who so miserably failed in their seeking, enough guys of this type sitting inside the campus and enough people sitting outside with more feeling connected than the so called Ashramites.

So this line disappeared after this extraordinary powers and experiences. It is like in all places kumkum vibhooti s materializing, people are levitating, when all this is happening now I see all the borders disappearing. I tell you the 2012 team I challenge the whole ashram will not be able to do it in full one year. I am not able to clean my temple. I don’t want to see my construction department. Yesterday during the relationship session I saw these fellows sitting and having a meeting. I ran to my room I do not want to see them. The worst thing that can happen to a disciple is guru does not want to see them. Forget disciple, worst thing than can happen to a human being. Even in this whole Inner Awakening I am constantly nagging Ma Maneesha when will I sit with 2012 team. Of course Moksha Priyan has gone out for 2 days. I asking 10 times where is the group, I want to sit with them. Inside the Ashram I don’t want to see people I run away! People sitting somewhere in Seattle, Singapore I want to sit with them. They are saying no Swamiji you are busy in IA. I say at least noon ½ hour I want to sit with them. Actually ..

Understand there is one group where I am constantly hanging or feeling to sit with them, talk to them, relate with theme express my vision what I want to tell. There is another one group sitting in the campus I don’t even want to see them. Understand if I am bringing the internal administrative issue in the morning satsang, how painful it will be. So all this idea of devotee, disciple has disappeared. These lines don’t exist. Now I tell you again, even these words will not work on them, will not have any affect on them. The devotee disciple and all it is just your ability to feel connected and experience this truths and radiate it in your life. That’s it. Nothing else. That is the reason I think these two words should be abandoned. It should not be used anymore. Anybody can be disciple wherever they are , anybody can be devotee wherever they are. I also discovered for some years you can be disciple and fall into devotee and even non-devotee level. You can fall into anything from any level. It is getting out of the impractical pseudo mental set up. As I said in course of time you allow the laziness and boredom to settle down in you which becomes the RCC of depression after that you will never be able to break it. You go on cry hit your head it will not break. So take care it does not form at all.

5) Dear Swamiji, Namste! You said that we have to love a person for what he is, not for what he means to us. So how do we achieve such love and detachment at the same time? Please explain. Nithyanandam - Ramya - No.58

Ramya, you heard it, I have not said it. No. I only made a statement for what he means to you. I never made a statement love a person for what he is. Und your love is hypocrisy. You come to your own conclusion based on my first statement. Again the mistake of convoluted logic. See there are two logics. One kind of logic is like this: one statement - all humans have one head. Another statement - Rama is a human. Then based on these two statements, you can infer Rama has one head. There is another kind of logic: First statement is chit sabha has 2 doors, 2nd statement is one door is open. Then you make the inference of the 3rd statement – The 2nd door is closed. Understad, I never said the other door is closed. But you make conclusion of this. You should have seen before you make that statement whether that door is closed or not. No. I never made that statement. You are asking So how do we achieve such love and detachment at the same time? Just understand this much your love is only based on what the other person means to you. Just this understand will take right care and understand it will happen in you. Btu the 2nd statement I never told you. I told you I don’t believe in your love. Unless your frequency raises, your love is pseudo. See your love is like a child’s love for the toy or puppy love where this 14 year boy feels love for 12 year old girl. That is school puppy love. But that is not stable. All your love is puppy love and puppet love. All your love including your love for me is puppy love. Other day I was telling one my disciples see me in Aakashik reading all your love will disappear. Today is Aakashik reading. I welcome all of you don’t miss the chance. I am also not going to miss it. I only know one thing in last two days the languages I know are getting downloaded. I am only seeing the symbols. Just the symbol language are getting downloaded. How they are going to get downloaded in a language which you understand I don’t know. I told her see me in Aakashik readings all your love will disappear you only will know he is an ocean living inside this body he can be revered, cannot be loved. He can be respected, he can be worshipped not anything more. So even your love for me is puppy love. Then what about your love for others? I don’t believe in your love at all. I believe in making you more and more mature. A 14 year old child is telling the 12 year old girl, I love you I want to marry you. Will you help that child to get him married. You make him mature then even after that if he has the love he will marry that girl. I am not here to teach all this pseudo nonsense. I neither believe in love nor believe in your love. I only wanted you to understand the hypocrisy of your love. But I never said you need to love the person for what he is. No. if you want to hear this kind of statements go somewhere else. I can give you the directions. Not here. Understand the hypocrisy of your love. You will achieve the ultimate love and detachment at the same time. That is why it is difficult to be a disciple of Nithyananda. Because I don’t do tinkering, polishing and all. I will just completely overhaul you. I will not let you hid behind any concept. You cannot hide behind the concepts of love, social service, doing good to others. No. you cannot use any of those shields because I am hitting you behind you. All your shields you are holding in the front. Only after I finish hitting you, you will und it is all over. No really people hide nicely behind these shields like service to others, love for the world, world peace. Doing good to others. First get matured to be. Then you can do all that. They use all these shields and escape from enlightenment. The pseudo gurus who go on exploiting your weak emotions. Pseudo guru is the one who tells you when you are in puppy love, yes I will get you married. After 2 years you will understand what he did. Naturally when you come to me I will tell you keep quiet, tie the lion cloth tightly and get matured first. Not only just physically matured but mentally also. You say Nithyananda is a tough teacher. But one day you have to know the reality. You have to know the truth. Yesterday one of the Ashramites wrote a letter saying I feel I am losing my confidence. I said the confidence which can be lost should be broken and lost as early as possible! You must be having confidence based on your fantasy. Confidence which is built on YOU can never be broken. Pseudo confidence can be useful in IT industry not for life. Anything which is useless for life is useful for IT industry. No really. The modern day anti-social elements. Because that is where you learn all these words my confidence, courage all this pseudo words you learnt. I tell you the first step to learn love is go through identity crisis. You should be completely in the crisis of not knowing what your identity is. Literally going through acid wash. All the ideas you carry will be broken to pieces including the idea about you. It is like only after going through surgery you can be out of tumour, only after going through identity crisis you know what is being, loving and life itself. Best place to go through surgery is hospital. Best place to go through identity crisis is Dhyanapeetam. You can cut tumour at home but you don’t know if you will be alive after that. Same way if you have identity crisis outside, you don’t know if you will stand up after that. Identity crisis is the basic requirement for you to flower as a new being. If you are in Dhyanapeetam for more than one year and did not have identity crisis problem then something is seriously wrong with you. Means you are not connecting with me and the spiritual process here rightly. Identity crisis is a Aghori process. All your ideas about love, compassion, heave everything is broken into pieces.

Yesterday the Ashramite wrote I feel outside people are more friendly than people inside. I said exactly you are right track. Outside people will show pseudo love. But here my Ashramites reflect you to you. You are standing with lots of bones and skeleton but you are expecting others to be flesh and muscle for you. No. if you are a skeleton, these guys are going to be skeleton for you. My Ashramites are going to be mirror for you. See here I am here to raise everybody’s energy to such a height that nobody has time to sing a lulla song for you. Only if you have extra time and energy you can go around and give the so called idiotic friendliness. But here people are very authentic and clear. You cannot tolerate that because you lived in pseudo love society. Society is pseudo love Ramakrishna says the worm from the filth if it is put in the rice pot it will die. This place is a pot of rice. Society is filth dung. Go through the identity crisis because you are building the new identity. I tell you anything your brought inside with you is useless. Whether your so called efficiency, intelligence, knowledge, ideas, personality, you yourself is not useful anymore. Daksha’s bed cot, pearls, a/c machines, blanket all this will not be useful in Kailash. Daksha gives all these gifts to Shiva saying this all my dot will need in Kailash. Shiva laughs and says no she does not need anything. Means what. I am not going to take anything. Nothing from Daksha’s palace will be useful. Whatever you bring whether external or internal whether it is concepts or ideas is from Daksha palace. This is Kailash. I cannot let that in. Go through the identity crisis. Many time you will have the identity crisis even if you lose your bathroom. I have seen Bathroom Paramahamsas J Even if you miss your bathroom, you will go through identity crisis! You cannot live without your own Bathroom. Anything you bring from Daksha’s palace will be useless. Just come as Ardhaangini to Shiva, you will live as Shiva!

1) Respected Swamiji, you said Kailash is the ultimate cosmic energy- field. Can natural energy-fields also exist, or is it always created by an enlightened master? - Rishabh Jain, Jaipur, India

Rishabh Jain, please understand as far as Kailash is concerned, it is natural and created. Because that is the point from which Shiva expressed everything related to planet earth. The moment the planet earth was formed, Kailash is the place from which Shiva created the life on planet earth. I tell you still inside the Kailash hill, everything which is inside a womb for life to happen is there. Constantly huge intense life energy is happening. That is why I am telling you just go and touch the Kailash any disease in your body will disappear. When you go to Kailash parikrama the western side you can touch the Kailash directly. That is the lingodbhava swarupa standing endless and giving Darshan to Vishnu and Brahma. See all temples are representative of Kailash the Shiva Linga…In the South of Kailash he was there as Dakshinamurthy - he sat there and gave lessons. Facing the East of Kailash Shiva kainkaraya - Shiva ran administration. And in the West of Kailash he gave Darshan to Vishnu and brahma. Facing the East of Kailash is the administration, West is lingodbhava light shaft giving darshan….in the West side you can touch Kailash. Touch that - that very life energy will be transmitted in you. It is from Kailash he created life into the planet earth. Because of that it became a natural energy field. Because he created life it can be considered as field created by enlightened being. After that thousands and lakhs of enlightened beings left their body there. Just like how money attracts more money, energy attracts more and more energy! Now it is a irreplacable greatest energy field of planet earth.

<Photo of Kailash is flashed on the screen>

This is the west phase of Kailash Where you can see very clearly he breaks and stands as a headless tail-less endless light shaft. This is the west phase. Lingodbhava. It is the ultimate energy field. Again I want to tell you don’t miss Kailash.

Dial the Avatar

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I bless you all who are sitting with us at this moment around the world in 1000 places through Nithyananda TV, in 28 places through 2 way Video conferencing, in 236 cities, 27 countries! Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate and share and explode the eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you!

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InnerAwakening - Morning Session

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InnerAwakening Darshan to Delegates

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Sakshi Pramana:

Sharing from Inner Awakening