January 18 2014
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SDHD (self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial) is the source of all root patterns
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In today’s morning Satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda reminds us that SDHD (self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial) is the source of all root patterns. We must continually complete with SDHD because it is the reason for all failures in life – it drains us of our inspiration, strength, and energy. If we are in incompletion with SDHD, no matter how much wealth we have, life will be hell because heaven and hell are created from within, not outside of us. Let us be in a constant state of completion – Mahanirvana!
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Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |
Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||
I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis sitting with us through Nithyananda TV, Sadhna TV, Eshwar TV, Janashree TV, through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha all over the world in the Nithya Satsangh.
Cities sitting with us in two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha: Nithyananda Nagaramu-Hyderabad, Nithyananda Nagara-Bangalore, Oklahoma-Somanatham, Houston-Kalahasti, Scottsdale-Arizona, San Jose-Madurai, Tiruvanmiyur-Chennai, Ohio-Ma Shivananda, Seattle-Chidambaram, Guadeloupe-Rameshwaram, Ohio-Prayag, Los Angeles-Arunachalam, Toronto-Kailasam, Bangalore City Center, San Hose-Madurai, Houston-Kalahasti, Scottsdale-Arizona, Singapore-Singapuram, Temple City-California, St. Louis-Tirumala, Charlotte-Srisailam, Saudi Arabia, Hong Kong-Sirkazhi, Hyderabad-Gupta Kashi, New Zealand-Adi Arunachalam, London-Kashi, San Diego-Tirualavai, New York-Varanasi, Devon-UK, Singapore-Singapuram, Oman-Sivagangai, Jorpati-Nepal, Kanchipuram Dhyanapeetam, Coimbatore Dhyanapeetam, Mollieres-France.
I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.
I will expand on Kalpataru. Before that, today in two cities – Oklahoma-Somanatham and Tiruvanmiyur-Chennai – devotees have gathered to attend the Kalpataru Darshan. I welcome all the devotees gathered specially for today’s Kalpataru darshan in both the cities. My blessings to both of you.
I will expand on Kalpataru and few of the Mahabharata characters.
Continuously I am talking on this one subject for last few days. Wherever I may go, this side, that side, but I come back to this one subject, this one topic – SDHD, Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial; Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial.
3:30
Please listen. Whether you own hundred crore or two-hundred crore or three-hundred crores, or billion dollars or trillion dollars, as long as you are suffering with SDHD, life will be Hell, understand. Hell or Heaven are made from inside, not from outside.
I am going to talk on this one subject, may be, for rest of my life, not just this year next year. Of course, I am going to live at least 126 years in the body, in this physical body healthily. So, may be, rest of my life I am going to talk about this subject. Last year full year I was speaking on the science of Completion. Now I am speaking on what you should complete. Yesterday full year I was introducing the Science of Completion. Now I am going to introduce what you should complete.
Actually, if you dig deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper, the root of the root-patterns, anxiety, fear, all this is from Self-Hatred. See you yourself do not want to bless you with what you wanted. One side you wanted a beautiful life; you yourself do not want to bless that you should have it, you yourself have a tremendous doubt, you yourself have a tremendous hatred, you yourself decide you can’t have that life you wanted. That is very funny. That is very funny. Why should you have this kind of attitude towards you? Because – listen, I am defining why – because, you have started forgetting slowly, slowly, about you. When you started falling into unconsciousness, some part of you started hating you. When you are conscious you want to do something; when you are dull, tired, the same part of you does not want that.
6:55
Already, yesterday, I gave you the medicine for depression. Yesterday or day-before-yesterday I don’t know, few days before I gave the medicine for depression. What’s the medicine? Slap yourself, Wash the face, simply Show Up. Why this washing the face? You should slap yourself so strongly, your fingers should have their print in your cheek. Why you should wash you know? So that others don’t see you have slapped yourself.
That is what you are doing. Please listen, every time you put yourself in depression, you are abusing you, you are disrespecting you. Look deeper and deeper why you become violent, why you become abusive. Because some parts of you, you cannot tolerate, you go on abusing others. A group of people who can’t tolerate themself, abuse others when they gather, naturally they become terrorist organization.
Understand, human-beings, all their root-patterns are from the SDHD – Self-Doubt, Hatred and Denial. Only when you complete with that Self-Doubt, Hatred and Denial you even become a human-being. Till then you are only a demon, ‘raakshasa’ - demon. Life of a raakshasa or demon, is the worst thing can happen to a human-being.
Even in Mahabharata you can see like the characters who do good to themselves and others, who do good to themselves and bad to others, who do bad to themselves and others.
Who does bad to themselves and others is ‘demon’;
Who do good to themselves, bad to others, are ‘Nara’, human-beings;
Who do good to themselves and good to others are ‘Devatas’, divine beings.
10:17
Continuously do good. Continuously be in the space of Completion. Be in the space of ‘Poornamadah Poornamidam Poornaath Poornamudhachyathey,
Poornasya Poornamaadaaya Poornameva Vasishyathey’,
you will be always be in the space of Maha Nirvana, Maha Nibbana, Maha Nirvana.
Buddha is from Mahanirvani Akhada. He studied, meditated with the Mahanirvani parivrajaka sadhus. That is why he calls the enlightenment state as ‘Nirvana’. He calls himself as ‘Sankhya Muni’. He belongs to Sankhya Tattwa. He followed the Sankhya principles. He called himself as ‘Sankhya Muni’. In course of time it became ‘Sakya Muni’. And he calls himself ‘Gautama’ The Buddha. Gautama Rishi belongs to MahaNirvani Akhada. All his teachings, if you see, it is completely established on Sankhya. All the technical terms he uses is completely from the philosophy of Mahanirvani Akhada. Buddha is one of the preacher, Mahamandaleshwar of Mahanirvani Akhada. Still, Mahanirvani Akhada has Buddhism as one of the ‘madis’. We have fifty-two madis, means sub-sects. Buddhism is one sub-sect.
Always be in the space of Completion. Always be in the space of Nirvana, Maha Nirvana. Especially the SDHD – Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial – complete with that. Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial, that is the source from which all the root-patterns start evolving. I can say, that is the root of all root-pattern.
Your Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial is responsible for why you are not achieving what you want to achieve in the life. Your SDHD sucks all the energy, all the inspiration, all the strength you have. Your SDHD neither allows you to do something great, nor lets you live in peace. Complete with your SDHD.
Completion with your SDHD – awakens your Kalpataru energy in you. It makes the space you create as reality in you. When you do not have SDHD inside, Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial inside, anything you create will always be good to you and to others. You go on causing others’ reality; you become a sincere catalyst for everyone’s reality and your own reality. You become a sincere catalyst for others’ reality and your own reality.
Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share and explode in eternal bliss Nithyananda.
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