May 03 2013

Title

Discover What Controls Your Life

Description

In today’s morning satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda instructs us to find our root thought pattern. This belief stems from a key incident early in life which made us feel powerless at the time, and which continues to dominate us. When we discover and resolve this pattern we are able to move ahead toward our aspirations and engage fully in living. Without completing it, we cannot awaken our DNA or raise our Kundalini: we cannot transform our energy. Once it is completed we can enrich the whole world with our radiance.

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discover what controls your life

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0:20

Today, I will expand on “ROOT-THOUGHT-PATTERN AND COMPLETION”.

Please understand, all human-beings need to know why you behave the way you behave, why you do the way you do, why you do what you do. You may be a doctor, engineer, in corporate field, politician, the field of Finance or religion, whatever you may be, please understand, whatever you may be, you act with softness, peace, or agitation, irritation, or whatever way you react, please understand, whatever way you react, whatever way you function, your root-thought-pattern is responsible.

Let me define “Root-Thought-Pattern”.

The first strong cognition you go through in your life which influences you to continue to function based on the same cognition, is “root-thought-pattern”.

Understand, for example, at the age of three or four, some reason, somebody is trying to attack you. You ran and hid yourself, and shivering, frightened. The cognition was so deep in you, your whole inner space was filled with fear for few minutes, all other cognition, possibility is shut down and this one cognition just fills you for few moments; even after that person has gone you are still shivering in your hiding place. Please understand, if you had this kind of experience at that young age, after that literally you never come out of your hiding place! You may physically come out, but the suffering, shivering continues to happen! The shivering, the suffering continues to happen! It continues to be! Even at the age of 95 you will be shivering just like three-year-old boy inside you that fear!

4:58

Once some root-thought-pattern starts in you, your growth stops! After that, only that pattern will be growing, not you! Only pattern will be growing, not you! Listen! Only pattern will be growing, not you! If you have to chosen to attack him back whatever you got in your hand, that also will be a pattern!

Listen; listen now, only if you listen intensely, you can get this truth! Non listening is not going to help. Listen! How you behave, how you feel, how you respond, means, the cognition, cognition which happens in you in very young age and fills you, overpowers you, sometime fear, sometime greed, sometime jealousy, sometime the decision to prove yourself, sometime just blocked out, being blocked out, confusion, worry, first thing you need to know, only when you find your root-thought-pattern and complete with it, your life as a human-being starts! Otherwise, most of the time, most of the time you go on cheating yourself!

One of the worst things is, the root-thought-pattern becomes so part of you, you don’t even separate the root-thought-pattern and you are two different! You just listen to your root-thought-pattern and behave as if the decision is your own. It is like a traitor becoming the Prime Minister of a country, or President of a country! Some traitor becoming the power-center of that country! What will happen to that country? Same way, root-thought-pattern is your traitor. Means, your enemy! If your enemy becomes part of your decision-making mechanism, your life will be destroyed!

(HINDI)

10:33

Listen! Look in! Unless you find the root-thought-pattern of yours and complete with it, your independent life does not start. Only your root-thought-pattern is living through you. I have seen people completely getting imbalanced for a very small thing that they don’t find where their cigarette lighter is! Just a gross stops and they fall! They are totally disoriented, imbalanced! They do not know why!

Just like you have the flow of air, flow of blood as part of you, this flow of pain and suffering also becomes part of you in course of time. Sometime you even enjoy it, because with the flow of sufferings and pain you feel there is a challenge in life! Even though you don’t have anything really worthy to show you are a success, you create pseudo-pain and pseudo-challenges to show your life is worthy and you are great! Most of the time, you create and brag on with pseudo-challenges, pseudo-pains, pseudo-sufferings, just to justify yourself that your existence is worthy.

You say, ‘See! A person of my background with so much of suffering and pain! Do you know? I have finally become MLA’

You go on, you go on creating pseudo-sufferings, pain patterns unsettled decisions. See, just taking powerful decisions and destabilizing yourself itself becomes almost a new kind of excitement, adventure for you. Not being stable is almost become adventure for you. Comeback! Don’t be foolish! End of the life, you are going to be measured based on the success, not based on the adventure!

Most of the time, you create foolish obstacles and you struggle with it. You yourself name that as adventure! To make one decision whether to wear the watch on the left side or right side, if you sit and brood for twenty-one days, and then, finally, wear it in your hip and go, it is not adventure! You are a fool who wasted twenty-one days to make this simple decision! But you come out and show, ‘See, see, see! To wear this watch here, I took twenty-one days!’ What way is it going to be useful?

15:22

Understand, your life should be measured only based on the level of enriching you did! That is the scale with which your life is going to be measured, not the struggles you had in your life! All the great leaders’ biographies should be re-written for the next generation! At least my gurukul kids, you will not read the idiotic, perverted biographies of the so-called many leaders whose life is described with so much of conflict, struggles and, finally, adventure. No! Anybody can be considered as great leader only based on how many people he enriched, what all ways he enriched. That’s all!

There are some foolish games where the horses are made to jump many obstacles. The more obstacles the horse jumps, it is considered as a victory! But what is the use? What for horse is? To cross distance! It should be used for crossing the distance! I tell you, making your life look like adventurous is nothing but too much of fat you collected in some unnecessary spots of your body! It is not real energy expression. The real energy expression is supposed to be how many people you enriched!

(HINDI)

19:31

Continuously your root-thought-patterns swallows your life! Listen, when your root-thought-patterns are responding through you, your cognition is called “Maya” - “delusion”. Find your root-thought-pattern, where your main behavioral pattern started, where your main cognition occupied your inner space.

I have seen, sometime people they want name and fame, but they cannot take the responsibility for other human-beings. Please understand, only when you take responsibility of training and helping other human-beings, you will have name and fame. Why will somebody praise you? Only if you contribute to their life! These people, they will not take the responsibility of enriching or contributing to others’ life. But they will go on be desiring to have name and fame. They go on desiring.

Please understand, the gap between your desire and responsibility is your inauthenticity. Bring more and more Authenticity. Bring more and more Authenticity. Take more and more Responsibility. I tell you, till you find your root-thought-pattern and complete with it, your life has not started!

People sometime ask me, ‘What do you give during Inner Awakening?’

I tell you, I give you life, your life to you in Inner Awakening!

Sometime, many time, not sometime, many time, many time, the plants cover the whole pond and tank. People don’t even know whether the water is there or not, and the water can’t be used. The water plants completely cover the whole water body so thickly, you neither know there is water nor you can use.

Same way, the sufferings created by the root-thought-pattern fills you, fills you so strongly, so powerfully, so strongly, so powerfully, you lose life! You don’t have life anymore! Only when you clear those water plants, you will know how much water is there. Only when you clear root-thought-patterns and the patterns you built because of the root-thought-patterns, you will know the consciousness you have! The consciousness you have! Only when you found your root-thought-pattern and removed and regained your consciousness, you will understand, ‘Oh, God! I have wasted literally my whole life!’

24:48

I tell you, even what you call as your basic instincts like lust pattern are all nothing but combination of few root-thought-patterns! Lust is not at all a lust. If you go deep, there will be some other root-thought-pattern which is drilling your lust, rekindling it again and again. May be the power to prove you! And the root-thought-pattern of asking for others’ attention!

Only when you clear your root-thought-pattern, you will even know, you will even know your life! You will even know your consciousness!

How many of you cognize only after removing, completing with the root-thought-pattern you understood how many years you wasted in your life? This is the example. I can see how many of you raised your hands, and I can see only when your root-thought-patterns are cleared you will know what is life, what is freedom. Till then you don’t even know life! Your effort to make money, your effort to have relationships, your effort to have fulfillment, everything will be out of the incompletion. Incompletion will be driving you. Your root-thought-pattern will be driving you.

If your enemy is driving you, will he be driving you towards the success? He may make you believe you are going towards success, but he will never ever lead you to success. If your root-thought-patterns are driving your life, you may be believing you are successful, but you will never be driven to success. Understand, for joy and relaxation and restful awareness and feeling fulfilled, if you are running behind alcohol, if you are using alcohol, I bet, how many crore, billion dollars you may have, you are a failure! I sympathize with you! Your life is waste!

(HINDI)

29:56

Understand, if for example, you have root-thought-pattern of fear, frightening, shivering fear in you, out of that root-thought-pattern that driving, even if you make billions of dollars, you will not achieve satisfaction, because the reason why you are making money is to feel secured. You will feel secured only when you break that pattern, not by money! It is like wrong strategy. Wrong strategy! For wrong reason!

In India, this hooliganism is the largest practiced religion! These hooligans, when they get angry, they make effigy of the person towards whom they are angry and burn it, beat that with chappal Is it in any way going to affect the guy whom you have anger? Instead, you can collect all the dust in the street and burn it. At least street will be clean! Just like hooligans burning effigy is not going to affect the person whose effigy they are burning, it is wrong strategy. Even if you make billions of dollars, you are not going to achieve satisfaction if the driving force is the incompletion, the root-thought-pattern of fear.

Whether it is lust, anger, or irritation, agitations, whatever may be, please understand, all the moments you feel powerless in your life is because of your root-thought-pattern. A person who does not have even one moment of powerlessness in his life is an Enlightened Being! A person who never had powerlessness in his life from the birth is Incarnation!

Understand, anything is worthy of giving up, anything is worthy of giving up to find your root-thought-pattern and complete it, because once you complete with your root-thought-pattern, you will feel so much of energy and powerfulness! There won’t be a single moment of powerlessness! Whether it is in your house or job or relationships or life, if you feel powerless somewhere, please understand, it is because of the root-thought-patterns you carry. If you feel somewhere powerless, it is because of the root-thought-patterns you are carrying.

Every human-being should be helped to find their root-thought-pattern and the incident where the root-thought-pattern has started occupying their inner space and destroying, perverting their inner space and killing their own life, swallowing their own life. Every human-being should find that root-thought-pattern and complete with it.

35:02

Understand, I am defining “root-thought-pattern” once more:

The feeling of powerlessness overpowering your cognition and imbalancing your cognition from your consciousness, and birth of mind happening, is “root-thought-pattern”.

It is the root-thought-pattern incident where birth of your mind happens. And, I tell you, if you consider me as your Guru, whoever considers themself as my followers, your first responsibility is finding your root-thought-pattern and completing it, living these four principles of Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching, helping whoever you meet, enriching them by helping them to find their root-thought-pattern.

All my disciples should help every individual. It does not need to be a formal class. If you are waiting to make a formal class, you will be waiting forever! Later on, when time comes, I will organize it as formal classes and programs. Now whoever you meet, start helping them, guiding them to find their root-thought-pattern.

Understand, every moment of powerlessness you are feeling in your life is you not living, and your root-thought-pattern living! Then understand, literally your life is swallowed by your root-thought-pattern! Literally, your life is swallowed by your root-thought-pattern! You have to find your root-thought-pattern and help people to find their root-thought-patterns. This is real “enriching”!

Understand, in Inner Awakening program, I give you your life, because we help you to find your root-thought-pattern and destroy it.

Feeling of powerlessness overpowering your cognition and imbalancing your consciousness and Being, the cause of birth of your mind, is “root- pattern”.

(HINDI)

41:24

Understand, without completing your root-thought-pattern, your DNA layers are not awakened, mitochondria cell energy is not awakened. Once you discover your root-thought-pattern and you complete with it, immediately your Kundalini is awakened, your mitochondria cell energy goes up, your DNA level, DNA awakening, DNA layer awakening drastically increases!

I tell you, even if you marry after your DNA layers are awakened, for common human-beings, normal human-beings, two layers of DNA is awakened. At least if six are awakened, if you find your root-thought-pattern and complete, six layer of DNAs will be awakened in you! If six layer of DNA is awakened, your child will be Enlightened Being! You will have an enlightened child! Even if you marry, you will enrich the world by your enlightened child! Even through marriage you will be enriching the world!

If you have not found your root-thought-pattern and completed with it, even with sannyas you will only be headache to the world! You will not be enriching the world, you will just be encroaching the world!

Either you encroach or enrich. If you don’t enrich, you encroach! Even with marriage you can enrich the world if you find your root-thought-pattern and complete it! If not, you will be encroaching the world! Enriching or encroaching is up to you! Is up to you!

(HINDI)

So, today’s satsang’s essence is:

FIND YOUR ROOT-THOUGHT-PATTERN AND COMPLETE. ONLY THEN LIFE STARTS FOR YOU!