April 19 2014

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In today’s (19th April 2014) morning satsang Paramahamsa Nithyananda expanded on experiencing advaitha. He explained how the first mistake we make is visualizing ourself with a small boundary. He went on to explain how the alternative identity is not a transformed identity and urged us to track the source of inauthenticities in us and complete with them.

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nithyānandeśvara samārambhām nithyānandeśvari madhyamām | asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||

[00:40]

Hindi greetings

[00:50]

I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsangis, Shrimahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars who are sitting with us all over the world at this time through Nithyananda TV, Lotus News Channel, Sadhna TV, Janashree TV, Eshwar TV, and through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in many cities in many countries around the world. Cities sitting with us through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha: Nithyananda University-Los Angeles, Nithyananda University-Paris, Nithyananda Nagaram-Hyderabad, Nithyananda Nagar-Tiruvannamalai, Nithyananda Nagaramu -Hyderabad, Singapore-Singapuram, Varanasi, Ohio-Prayag, Toronto-Kailasam, Oklahoma-Somanatham, Vancouver- Bhubaneswar, Charlotte-Srisailam, Seremban- Sivakasi, St. Louis-Tirumala, Houston- Kalahasti, Kuala Lumpur-Palani, Simi Valley- California, Seattle-Chidambaram, Toon Moon-Hong Kong, Jorpati-Nepal, Hyderabad- Gupta Kashi, Bogotá-Colombia, Abu Dhabi, Oman-Sivagangai, Winston-Salem, North Carolina, Slovakia Pobrat, Bogotá-Colombia, High Point-North Carolina, Guadeloupe- Rameswaram, Vancouver-Bhubaneswar, Scottsdale-Arizona, Kastav-Croatia, San Antonio-Texas, London-Kashi, Port Washington-USA, Tirupattur Dhyanapeetam, umesh, Dubai- Vaidyanatham, Paris-Kalighat, San Jose-Madurai.

[02:50]

I welcome all of you with My love and respects. I will expand on experiencing Advaita. As I committed, I will extend the time for finding your incompletions till… for USA Monday morning. Then it may be only Tuesday (India time) I will be able to lead you to start the Completion process, because I gave a word I will extend the time, helping you all to discover your incompletions. Please listen! The first, foremost incompletion you develop is identifying you with a small boundary. Please listen, identifying you with a small boundary. First, foremost incompletion you experience in your life is identifying you with the small boundary. Just see what you feel about yourself in your dreams, early morning when you wake up, or your default idea about you.

[04:33]

Understand, please listen! Your altered idea about you will never be accepted as you, by the people around you. Your teamily, team + family is teamily. Your teamily is intelligent enough to recognize your default identity, and it will never, ever accept your altered identity as you, because, twenty-four hours you will not be able to hold on to your altered identity, you will fall back on your default identity. So, please understand the only way to get rid of the default identity - recognizing it is not your true identity. Second, completing it. Alternative identity is not transformed identity. Alternative identity is not authentic identity. Just see: What is your default identity? You will see that frightened child, that terrorized child, all the time waiting to get tired, waiting to get bored, waiting to give up, already planning to break. When you start the business, already your default plan is, ‘If it collapses and I go bankrupt, what should I do’? When you tie the knot for the marriage itself, ‘If this marriage breaks and ends up in divorce, what should I do?’ Everything, while you are starting itself.

[06:49]

Please listen! I am not saying don’t be careful. I am only saying, don’t be foolish. This carefulness of a frightened child is nothing but not even getting out of your cradle. From cradle, you directly want to jump into grave; you do not want anything between the cradle and the grave. If both can be two-in-one, you will be more happy. Complete that frightened child inside. Actually, if you talk to your teamily and ask the help of your teamily to identify your incompletions and inauthenticities, actually teamily can suggest only your inauthenticities. You only can find the root of incompletions based on the inauthenticity input. Please understand, identifying your incompletions based on the input from your teamily about your inauthenticities is what I describe, I define in Sanskrit as “Aanava”, “Aanor Bhaavaha” means, the feeling of “belittled”. Not, being little; belittled. Being can never become little. Feeling belittled. “Aanava”, “Aanor bhaavaha.”

[08:59]

Please understand the word “Aanava”, we always have a wrong meaning. We portray Ravana, or Hiranya, Hiranyaksha, Kamsa, Sishupala, to portray “Aanava”. No! Understand, of course, they are all embodiments of Aanava, no doubt, but not the context from which you understand. You always think Aanava means showing more than what you are. But Aanava means feeling lower than what you are. Only then you start showing more than what you are. Feeling belittled. Please understand there is a big difference between these two. If you understand Aanava as showing more than what you are, you will start doing completely wrong exercise, trying to show yourself as very humble. I have seen in My life, these so-called humble people are the most poisonous fellows on the Planet Earth. They are the most dangerous people on the Planet Earth. Just to prove they are humble, they will do any nonsense. Aanor bhaava. This so-called humble people are the worst criminals, poisonous people, understand.

[10:51]

Humility is not thinking less about you, it is thinking about you less. Humility is not thinking less about you, it is thinking about you less. Whether you identify yourself as bigger or smaller, thinking less about it, is humility. Means humility is all about the quantity of the time you spend on you, not about the quality of time you spend on you. Understand humility is all about the quantity of time you spend on you. I am defining humility. Understand, when you take the help of your teamily, when they suggest all your inauthenticities, you tracking the origin of those inauthenticities in you, discovering those incompletions, is what I call the process of discovering Aanava, Aanor bhaavaha - Aanava. In the great tradition of Shaivism, the Aanava is the original sin, that is the first separator of you and Pashupathi, Mahadeva - Shiva. The Aanava means feeling of belittled, feeling of belittled is the first separator that first separates you and Mahadeva. The original substance of Existence, that is the definition I want to give for Mahadeva. The original substance of Existence!

[13:44]

Listen! The Aanava cannot be identified just by you alone, nor it can be identified only by people around you. When there is a cooperation between the people around you and you, you discover Aanava. Understand. Only people around you, if they… just they point out your incompletions without your cooperation, it will only lead to more and more pain, suffering, fight, incompletions. The people around you, your teamily should have tremendous understanding about the possibility of you and help you to identify your incompletions by pointing out your inauthenticities. Understand I am defining the whole process: First thing, you clearly pen down your authentic identity: what is your inner-image, outer-image, life-image, and others-image. You pen down properly and declare it to your teamily. Let your teamily pinpoint all the inauthenticities you are having, why you are not able to achieve your authentic identity. When your teamily points out your inauthenticities, don’t fall into incompletion.

[15:51]

Now, take those inauthenticities and start looking into the origins of that inauthenticity in you. If your teamily says, ‘you don’t have love or compassion or trust’, don’t fall into incompletion. You are not a failure. You might have failed, but you are not a failure. Understand you might have failed from your birth, but you are not a failure, because you have a Consciousness which is born. The Consciousness can never be a failure. Listen! When your teamily points out, you don’t have love, trust, compassion, look back when that ‘feeling belittled' has started in you... feeling small, feeling belittled, that fear, powerlessness, when that started in you? Catch when that Aanava has started growing in you. Aanava I think, I can say one of the best, beautiful word to describe that true happening of feeling belittled, because only when you feel belittled you show you are big, you try to belittle others.

[17:40]

When you track back, when you trace back when you started feeling belittled first, come up with all the incidents when the pattern started and how you built that pattern, it will not be more than fifteen paise worth. You would have started feeling belittled when your brother snatched three candy from you. With that feeling belittled, you gave up your Shivahood itself. You have not lost just three candy; because you have decided to carry on that feeling belittled, you lost Shivahood itself. See when you started building that feeling belittled. Please understand why I am continuously expanding on the incompletion so elaborately; because I want each one of you to identify all the incompletions. You see, if you identify, burning is My work. See, I am like a garbage-lorry owner. I clean all your garbage. But, you have to leave it outside your garage. I cannot come inside your house and take. If I come inside your house and take you will tell I am a thief. You have to separate what is garbage, what is your belongings. So, you have to separate what is incompletion and what is you. You cannot say, “No, no, You Yourself come and separate and take it and go.” Because you are such a cunning fellow, if I enter into your house and I Myself start dividing, you will say, “Oh, I think this fellow wants this furniture. That is why He says this is my garbage.”

[19:53]

Anything I tell is not yours; you think it is useful for Me! And you are so strongly associated with your belongings, you are so attached to them, you forget you gave permission for Me to come in and separate your incompletions and completions, separate your garbage and you. And you forget and start kicking Me out, “Hey, thief you have come inside to steal my items, my life, my belongings.” Human-beings are the most dangerous species to work with baba! No other species cause so much of destruction to all the planets happened. No other planet, Mahadeva has to visit so many times taking human incarnation than this Planet Earth! Because … see there are some kids who are very polite, nice; you leave them in one room. There are some kids who will make hell, every five minutes you have to enter into that room and see. Even if there is no sound from that room, you need to just enter in and see. So, this planet earth is like that. Constantly, you have to peep in ‘What these fellows are doing?’

[21:38]

Only after the Aanava, feeling belittled, the Kanma and Maya, the Karma and Maya starts acting upon you, starts working on you. Please understand, on a stone, seed cannot grow. If there is no Aanava, Karma and Maya cannot grow. Only a fertile land can allow the seed to grow. So, only if you are fertile with Aanava, the Kanma and Maya, the karma and maya, incompletions and delusions can grow. If you complete with this Aanava means feeling belittled, the incompletions called Karma and delusions called Maya will simply disappear. They will not be having any power over you. The Pashu will merge into Pathi and Pashupathi will happen. There are some fools who don’t know what is their Siddhanta; they try to tell I don’t know Shaiva Siddhanta. You may not know your Siddhanta, but I know My Siddhanta!

[23:22]

Aanava - feeling belittled. It is Aanava, feeling belittled, is what you need to trace down by the help of your teamily. Your teamily when they point out your inauthenticities, start tracing back, tracking back when those incompletions… See, the incompletions is the pattern which causes inauthenticity. Track down, trace back the incidents, incompletions you started building in you which is responsible for your inauthenticity. When you track them down, when you trace them back, you will understand the source of Aanava how you started allowing, entertaining Aanava, the feeling of belittled. The feeling of belittled, when it makes you to belittle others, the Aanava has riped into a complete double-edged sword. Aanava has reached its peak when feeling belittled, makes you belittle others. Do not think belittling others is Aanava, if you think in that way you will never get out of Aanava.

[25:53]

Please understand, many people behave in a very humble way to showcase they are humble. I have seen some of the political leaders do this stunt. They try to show they travel in the public transport - train, auto-rickshaw, public transport. But, these fellows to maintain their humbleness, the amount of Government money lost! Have the right understanding about Aanava - feeling belittled, making you make others belittled. When you feel you are little, when you feel you are belittled, when you feel you as a small, you will try to make everyone feel as small by showing you as big. These all happens only in India. These fellows catch the auto-rickshaw in the street, or catch the local bus to go to the airport to get the private jet. 😀😀 From airport to the city! Airport to airport is private jet. But till the airport only is all this auto-rickshaw. All this foolishness can happen only in India. I don’t want to name, because I never made any political statement till now 😀. [27:46] Humbleness is not thinking less about you, it is thinking about you less. It is the quantity of time you spend on you. When the quantity of time you spend on you is reduced, you become humble. You can be humbly arrogant, show your humbleness, but be very aggressive and arrogant to establish your humbleness everywhere. Listen! Anyhow, we don’t need to bother about who is feeling belittled, who is making others feel belittled, all that. Forget about it. Let’s work on our spiritual truth, the true experience about us. I will repeat the instructions: Take the help of your teamily. Ask them to help you to find your inauthenticities. Whatever they think as your inauthenticity, take their input. Then you sit. Only you can track down, trace back the source of those patterns in you which started in you as Aanava - feeling belittled. [29:22] Start penning down for next few days. Till Tuesday morning satsang (India time), I will continue to guide all of you to discover various incompletions, Aanava, Kanma, Maya. Aanava - feeling belittled, Aanor Bhaavaha. Karma - incompletions in your thinking, speech and actions; Maya – delusion means, you yourself start believing the lies you start telling others. That is Maya. I have seen some of these fellows who are in the marketing department, constantly marketing to others, they themselves are believing. Your real swaroopa has to be Jnaana, not Ajnaana. Your swaroopa has to be Jnaana, not Ajnaana, delusion. You should be a Jnana Swaroopa, not Anjaana Swaroopa. Ajnana Swaroopa means, what you go on marketing to others you also start believing. What you show as advertisement, marketing to others, you start believing that. You start showing your advertisement to your Producer itself. That is ‘Ajnana Swaroopa’. You have to complete with that and become ‘Jnaana Swaroopa’. Your advertisements are okay, your trailers are okay to tell the people to see the movie, buy the product. But you should not run your trailer to the Producer itself. You should not run your advertisement to your Producer itself. Then you become Ajnaana. [31:47] Next few days, I will continue to help all of you, guide all of you to find, trace your Aanava, Kanma, Maya – feeling belittled, and incompletions, and delusions which separates you from Mahadeva - Shiva. I bless you all! Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching and Causing eternal bliss, Nithyananda! Thank you! [32:28]