February 19 2010

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Experience The Truth With The Avatar! || Part 1 || Nithyananda Spurna Program ||

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The Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism, Jagatguru Mahasannidhanam, His Divine Holiness, Bhagavan Nithyananda Paramashivam, expounded on the Cosmic Principles of Nithyananda during the everyday live public talk - Nithyananda Satsang. In this Nithyananda Spurana Program (NSP) talk entitled | Part 1 || NSC, His Divine Holiness came out of deep Samadhi, with some effort, to give an introduction to NSP. He explained that when a Mystic has to also become a leader of an organization with a calendar to fulfill, the inevitable problems of coming out of Samadhi arise. Then, He continued with His introduction to NSP saying that Man by his nature is eternal bliss however, unfortunately, human beings stand on the other side and say, ‘No’ to this Truth. He further explained that as a result, there is a gap and the question is, how to bridge the gap? “Why do our bodies not feel the intense eternal bliss which is our birthright?” His Divine Holiness concluded by telling NSP convention delegates that they will experience the answer to that question in the next four days, by exploring Samskaras.

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Experience The Truth With The Avatar! || Part 1 || NSC || 19 Feb 2010

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(00:27)

I know for sure that this is going to be one of the best NSP spiritually I am conducting because last few days My body is continuous intense samadhi... Actually, My brahmacharis were taking care of Me were really wanted to cancel the program. I said “No, I’ll go and sit”... I’ll try My best and I will, I’ll do it. I will do it. I don’t want to disappoint, all you guys are gathered from all over the country. It is not money, it is your love and your time. You all have gathered. I measure things based on persons. You all have took your five days and came all the way. Very rarely this kind of too imbalance happens. There is no health problem. Health is perfect. Health is very, what to say that, I am feeling too good, that is the problem! Feeling too good. I will do it. But, I wanted to apologize now itself if I am not able to make, brahmachari, some senior brahmachari will conduct. But I will do it. I don’t want to disappoint you all.

(2:33)

Enlightenment has too many benefits. One or two little disadvantages. It’s not disadvantage, it’s like, sometimes body prepares itself and settles. It's like visiting the planet earth in a different, from a different space. Keeping in touch with two different space continuously... You have a great news. Just little vitarka is enough. You don’t need to understand anything. The presence is so strong, it’ll work. And it’ll do the deepest possible job in you. Whole transformation.

(3:31)

I hope I’ll be able to do. If I am not able to, then please apologize, I sincerely apologize. From yesterday, brahmacharis were continuously pestering that I don’t do programs for next few days. I said, “No. it is not question of just money. If it is just question of money, we can cancel in one day. But hundreds of people’s time, you all have gathered, taking time from your routine, your life. And in last My 8 years of public life, I have not cancelled a single program.

(4:26)

Usually I go in My Endeavor car only, very rarely I go in Caravan. Yesterday, last few days, I was constantly in Caravan to take care of the health... I sincerely request all of you to understand the situation and, I really feel sorry if I am not able to complete the program. Sometimes this physical movement becomes heavy on the system. Otherwise, if you see all the health parameters, they will all be excellent, whether it’s the pressure or pulse, everything will be excellent and perfect. But, body will not be under your control. It’ll just do it’s own things, and it’ll just feel it’s own things. Awareness will be too sharp. It’s like, how you all feel inside your skin, suddenly that feeling starts happening with everything. Now, I am very clear I am present in all your skins, just like how I am present in this skin. So, it is, it becomes such a strong thing, handling this one skin becomes a job. Like, if a command is passed, it takes seconds, sometimes even minute to execute.

(6:00)

Sorry, I have never spoken about this in public. Today I have to... If I disturbed any of your moods, I sincerely apologize. I know ou all have come to experience the great joy of bliss. You will, you will experience, no doubt. You may experience too much, that is what.

(6:37)

When a mystic has to become a leader of an organization, these are inevitable problems. See, earlier, mystics were never having a calendar to fulfill. And people who had calendars to fulfill were never mystics. Now I am supposed to play both roles. I am having a calendar I have to fulfill and be in the constant state of samadhi of a mystic... We’ll start the program.

(7:22)

The word ‘life bliss’ is a… almost-near translation of ‘Nithya Ananda’ in sanskrit. Almost near translation of the word ‘Nithyananda’. ‘Nithya Ananda’ means, the eternal bliss is continuously happening in you. Whether you want it or not, whether you understand or not, whether you accept or not, the continuous bliss, the Eternal Bliss, is happening in you.

(8:16)

See, all the Mystics and Masters and Saints and seers happened on the planet earth, insist again and again, this one truth: the Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda, is happening in you. Please understand, the Masters don’t get along with each other, even in single idea. That’s a tradition. If they get along with each other, someone is fake. So, each one expresses the truth in his own way. For example, if you go to Mahavir and ask about food, he will say, “Don’t eat. Just fast unto death. You will become enlightened”. If you ask Buddha, he will say, “No no, you can eat once a day. That’s the right path”. If you ask Krishna, “Eat whatever you want, just forget you ate”... Same way about marriage. If you ask Mahavira, he will say, “Don’t marry. Don’t be caught”. If you ask Buddha, he will say, “Even if you are already married, escape”. If you ask Krishna, he will say, “Don’t bother. Just forget the number!”

(9:51)

Each one will express in his own way, each one will say in his own way. But when it comes to the Bliss, one point, almost every Mystic happened on the planet earth, every Master happened on the planet earth, every Seer happened on the planet earth, every Saint happened on the planet earth, match. And they just sing the same song in same tune. Maybe, this must be the core, basic truth. That is why, nobody is able to change this one truth. Everybody has to sing that song.

(10:51)

Man, by his nature, Eternal Bliss. All the Masters sing the same song, same tune. But unfortunately, all human beings are feeling the other way. All the Masters are standing in one side and say that ‘life is bliss’. All the human beings are standing in the other side and say, “No”. Where is the gap? How to bridge? You will experience the answer for these two questions in these four days. That’s all is the whole program. Experiential answer for these two questions. Not just intellectual answer, experiential answer. Where is the gap and, how to bridge, is the whole thing. Experientially you can have the answer for these questions.

(12:12)

Why our bodies do not feel, our mind do not feel, the intense, eternal bliss, which is our birthright, which is in our very being? What is the reason why we are not able to feel it? Why we are not able to experience it? What is the gap between us and that bliss? The gap, the reason why we don’t experience the bliss is, engraved memories. In sanskrit we have a word called ‘samskaras’. ‘Samskara’ means, the memories which are stuck in your system.

(13:06)

Actually, you don’t need to take notes. Please understand, if you want the technical knowledge, the words I am uttering, the whole thing is already in Youtube. 700 hours is in Youtube. I am not going to talk anything new. Whatever I am going to talk in these four days, whole thing is in Youtube. If you want just technical knowledge, Youtube is enough. In, in Vedic tradition, we feel knowledge is free. Only when you want experience, you need to support the organization which gives you experience, that’s all. So, you paid for experience. Don’t waste your time on knowledge. Don’t waste your time on taking notes. Just be here, you will see. The work happens in you. Allow these truths to penetrate you. See, I am sharing the words very minimum, just to give you the technical knowledge and inspire you to enter into technique. See, we are going to do 3 things. Technical knowledge - whatever I am speaking, technique - this practice, and the initiation - means, the energy process which supports your Enlightenment. So, you don’t need to waste your time on technical knowledge.

(14:45)

The engraved memory which constantly stops the intense energy and bliss flowing in you - it stops the bliss inside in so many levels. First, as a fear. Fear is the main reason why you need to constantly be in one body, why you don’t feel expanded, why you don’t feel yourself in the whole universe. Fear engram. Then second, guilt, desire, pain, other engraved memories. These deeply engraved memories which are there in you constantly, which are not letting you experience the Eternal Bliss happening in you are responsible for all your sufferings, for all your disturbances.

(16:04)

These four days we will continuously work on how to remove these engraved memories. Please understand, removing these samskaras from your inner space experientially, is the purpose of the whole program. And just go into the whole program with the sincere ‘vidarka’, nothing else. See, when I say the word ‘vidarka’, please understand, ‘darka’ means logic. ‘Kudarka’ means disturbed logic or perverted logic. ‘Vidarka’ means connecting a step above the logic. A logic which is knowledge. ‘Darka’ means simple logic 2+2 is 4, that’s all. ‘Darka’ cannot do big things. Good, but not great.

(17:13)

‘Kutarka’ means constantly abusing. “What can be this? What can be this? What can be this? Maybe this, maybe this, this, this”.. Constantly looking at the things in a very perverted way. Ramakrishna says very beautifully. In West Bengal, they have the habit of using sesame seeds to drive the ghosts. Sometimes, the ghost will go and sit inside the sesame seeds! Then you cannot use them to drive the ghosts! Same way, if the samskaras go and sit inside your logic, then it is ‘kudarka’. Constantly negating, abusing.

(18:05)

So, please understand, ‘kudarka’ will never lead you anywhere higher, will never lead you to the intense experience. It just keeps you away from any strong experience in your life, any strong. It just keeps you continuously shallow. Just play superficial game of life. Birth and maybe a marriage and little, one or two kids, little money, and death. Somebody asked Me, “Swamiji, why in our graveyards tombstones, we put the date of birth and date of death?” I tell them, “In common men’s life, nothing much happens between the two. That is the only thing which can be mentioned. Nothing else is worthy of mentioning. So, what else to tell? Birth and death - over!” So, ‘kudarka’ keeps you in a very shallow way.

(19:21)

‘Vidarka’ leads you to depth. I can say, translate the word ‘vidarka’ as friendly logic, a logic which does not have chilly, which is ready to expand, which is ready to step beyond its boundaries, which is ready to jump above itself. So, just sit with little ‘vidarka’. You will see a strong, intense transformation happening in you. Strong energy experience happening in you.

(20:01)

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Experience The Truth With The Avatar! || Part 2 || NSC || 19 Feb 2010

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(00:16)

Very rarely I conduct these public programs with this intense energy experience... I somehow always manage. But actually, only in last few, maybe these one and half two years only My calendar has become like this, there’s no single day gap. Whole day I am doing some program and whole night I am travelling. So earlier, body used to have few days, some break here and there, and it’ll balance and settle down. Only last, maybe year or year and half, this constant program load. Of course what to do? From all over the world people want!

(1:21)

Just sit with the deep vidarka. So, as I said, the great news is, I can say, it is almost equal to, you have 2-3 Nithyanandas sitting inside now and working. The usual Nithyananda, usual program, 2-3 Nithyanandas sitting and working. You will see it, you will see it... I’ll surely make it, you also make it... I’ll surely make it. You also make it... When I say you make it, I mean, sit with a deep ‘vidarka’. Go into the whole thing. Integrate your body and mind. Tell yourself very strongly, “I am going to work on this whole program intensely and I will experience the truth”. Tell this very strongly to yourself, “I will experience the truth”.

(2:45)

The conscious decision has the tremendous capacity to open your ‘vidarka’ - the feeling connection. So, you don’t know the power of your conscious decision. The conscious decision can really open your ‘vidarka’ and you will be able to make it. You will be able to make it. When I can make it, why not you? So, decide to make it. Actually, late, yesterday late, very late night only I came. There’s no tiredness, actually. It’s like a big effort to utter words. If you guys can just sit, just by sitting I’ll finish the whole job. These next four days I will not talk single word and I’ll sit. And you’ll have, you’ll have the equal of, equal to ten NSP job inside done in you. But unfortunately, we can’t sit, just. You’ll start talking inside you. So that is the reason I have to talk and make you go through these experiences and technical knowledge and technique.

(4:11)

If you have a deep ‘vidarka’ and just sit, whole next four days I can be sitting here, radiating initiation. Whole four day initiation, the energy process. But, normal human beings, of course, your mind and body is not trained for it. We’ll train it. We’ll prepare... But one nice thing I feel, I am feeling so intimate with the whole group. Because, this NSP is not just a business decision. It’s My personal decision, My personal commitment to the Sangh - mission which I took. And commitment to the work, job I took. Actually, I have already decided to loosen My calendar to manage this kind of balancing, to balance all these things.

(5:23)

So, let’s enter into the conscious decision of entering the whole program intensely. Please sit straight. Close your eyes. Tell yourself, very strongly, you’ll put your whole body and mind into the program and experience the truth. Please close your eyes and just sit. Tell yourself very strongly, you’ll experience the truth, very deeply and intensely. [meditation]

(8:08)

You can open your eyes. Let Me introduce this technology. Please understand. So, you created formula to reproduce that same understanding on others, on everybody. So, a person who creates formula to reproduce the experiences of the outer world is a scientist. A person who creates formula to reproduce the experiences of the inner world, is a Mystic. Scientists create sutras, Mystics create shastras. Mystic is a person who creates a formula to reproduce the same experiences in others, same deep, pure, strong experiences in others.

(9:16)

How this technology, sometime I feel, today I really feel that I am not a regular person. But one nice thing. You may not have too much of technical knowledge from this NSP, but I can guarantee that you will have a strong experience, which is important, for which these programs are organized. Programs are organized to give you the experience, not for technical knowledge.

(10:00)

Let Me explain how this technology happened in Me. I was wandering, young age, I was travelling many parts of the country. Different times, sometimes with sadhus, sometimes with Myself, sometimes with some of My teachers. Once, I was wandering near Varanasi, there’s a place, Kazipur. There was a sadhu in hospital, in ICU. of course, don’t imagine the Bangalore hospital ICUs and all. That small city hospital’s ICU, small town’s hospital ICU... I was staying there to take care of that sadhu. Sadhu was in deathbed. So, I just thought I’ll help him, take care of him. That.

(11:21)

Usually, in North India, the sadhus are taken care by the young sadhus. So, I was staying there to take care of him. At that time, I saw one patient, next bed to that sadhu’s bed, was dying. It was very strong experience. The doctors were trying to help, but could not. I saw that - how the soul was leaving the body. At that time, I was able to see whatever was happening, but I was not able to help. Means, I have not realized My Avataric Mission, means, the intense samadhi. You see, when samadhi happens in you first, as an enlightenment, you can save you, but you can’t take care of others. The energy will not radiate through your muscle-memory, it’ll not be that strong. Only when the body starts staying in that samadhi continuously, when it radiates through muscle memory, it can help others, it can support others.

(12:42)

So, during that period, I was able to see, but I was not able to help. I saw, it was such a strong experience, like a, how that soul was leaving the body. First, the tremendous pain - how that soul went through the tremendous pain. It’s almost like a peeling of the skin. And next, that individual soul who was dying, not the Sadhu, the sadhu was not dying, this guy, one patient. That individual soul was kicked left and right, this way and that way through his desires and his guilt. Please understand, his desires and his guilt have started kicking that soul and it’s almost like the desires are standing thirty feet tall and the soul was only two feet tall. And this guy is being kicked like a football by all the desires and the guilt and the sufferings. It was such a strong push and pull... Almost, that soul was going through hell. I understood, there is no separate space as hell. It is only the experience which happens during the passing, leaving the body is hell. It was such a hell that soul was going through.

(14:35)

Then I saw all the pains. All the pains are awakened. It’s like a, see when you fall into sleep, how all your desires come up without logic and come up as a dream and torture you. All your desires and fears are awakened. There is nobody to control. Nobody to tell which is right or wrong, or which is truth or lie. That is why, you will be sitting with your son, but you will be afraid of your exams - college exams. You can see in your dreams - means there is no logic. The logic is not alive. It is just happening in its own way. Something is coming up, something is going. Something is up, something is down. Same way, I saw his logic was out. So all his desires, all his guilt, all his fears, all his sufferings have come up.

(15:41)

And it took continuous intense few hours of travelling for that soul - for that soul to reach the final stage of death - means leaving the body. Then it became such a strong suffering. The soul was not able to be alive without taking another one body - without taking another one body. So it just ran, jumped and took another one body and ran away, escaped. It just jumped and took another one body and escaped... Please understand it is - for you it’s a story, for Me it was such a strong experience - it was such a strong experience. Anyhow, it’s almost like seeing an accident directly, very deeply. Doesn’t feel like eating or sleeping for a few days. I was just sitting, sitting, sitting and contemplating. It became like a pain on Me. Of course, because I have My own spiritual experience, it did not affect Me. But I was not able to help, so it became like a deep sympathy wound in Me.

(17:11)

Anyhow, this Sadhu whom I was taking care of, he became alright, he became alright. I have seen - somehow mystically, I am still not able to understand one truth - if there are - if somebody dies in your neighbor’s house or somewhere, your grandparents were sick, they became alright. And still it is happening and I am not able to connect. You will see, one patient dies, suddenly all the people around will become alright. They will all get well and come out - this guy came out. I was surprised.

(17:45)

Anyhow, this guy came out and it went on. I started continuing My travel. After some time, maybe after a few months or an year, I Myself had some of the strong experiences in Me means realizing My Avataric Mission. Means, the ability to transmit this experience started happening through My bio-memory. I am just describing things as happened in you, as happened in you. So the body was able to transmit, reproduce the experience and radiate energy.

(18:36)

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(00:16)

So, after this has happened, of course, I came to South and started this Sangha. mission has started growing. Once I had to go to hospital to take care of one of My devotee, to heal the devotee. Again, this time I saw another one patient dying. Please understand, the second patient dying. The moment I saw that patient started dying, I just want to run away from that place. I said, “No. I don’t want to be here anymore. And, I cannot handle this. It’s too much”. Then, but this devotee whom I was taking care, the devotee caught hold of My hand. And said, “No, no, no, don’t leave me, don’t leave me, I am afraid”. So, I had to stay there, stay back and see the death.

(1:18)

But, fortunately, this time, this second death was not that painful for that guy. I saw, he did not fall into coma. He just fell into awareness. And there was no pain. And he was walking tall through his desires, through his guilt, through his pains. It’s like he is 30 feet tall and that desires and guilt all the engrams are 2 feet tall. He was just walking through that desires, that engrams. It was such a strong experience. Such a strong, what to say that, joy and bliss. I was shocked, actually. I saw, slowly, that guy’s soul moved through all the guilt, pain, suffering engrams and disappeared into Enlightenment.

(2:28)

It was a very strong shock for Me. Because, why the first death was so painful and suffering, the second death was so peaceful and joyful? I couldn’t understand. Then I started contemplating. Why? Why the first death has to be so painful, so suffering, and the second death has to be such a such a peaceful, joyful phenomenon. I enquired, “Is he a great yogi?” The family said, “Yoga? He doesn’t know anything.” I asked, “He used to meditate?” “No, no no no, he will not even go to temple. He had two wife, one business, that’s all. Nothing else in his life.” I asked, “Did he have any blessings of the Masters or anything?” He said, “No. He’s just normal guy. And actually, atheist”... I was really shocked and surprised.

(3:30)

And, I started contemplating how this guy is able to have such a wonderful death and how that earlier guy had such a painful death. What’s the difference? Why? Suddenly, from the intuition, the truth was revealed to Me... Second guy, when he died, he had the presence of an Incarnation. Understand, not for pride, not for any pride or proclamation or anything. Please understand, I am not proclaiming anything. I am not claiming anything.

(4:13)

When a doctor comes and says he’s a doctor, he’s not claiming anything. He’s just saying, he’s introducing himself, so that you will take the medicine. When a lawyer comes and says he’s a lawyer, he’s not claiming anything. He just says, so that you will take his opinions. So, when I say, I am not claiming anything. You understand, I am just stating the fact. I am neither humble, nor arrogant. I am just stating the fact... I was able to transmit this experience into somebody, into human body, that’s all. It is nothing. It’s My profession, that’s all. It’s My job. So, there is no claiming. It’s My life, that’s all. What is there? There is no claiming. I am neither claiming anything, nor I am not showing any humbleness also. I am just there. I am just stating the fact.

(5:17)

So, it was a… I realized, because of My presence, he connected with the presence and started leaving the body peacefully, blissfully, and relaxed into the cosmos. It was too much. Even for Me, it was such a joy! “Oh God! If I can do this help to somebody, then My life is done, My life is done. Nothing else is worthy. My whole life is done”. So, I just thought, “How can I do this help to people?” See, I cannot do something like, go and stand in every ICU and tell people, “Quickly die, I have to go to the next hospital”... Then, how to reproduce this experience?

(6:24)

I started contemplating. With that contemplation, a technology to connect people to the cosmos when they leave the body, has landed in Me. That technology is this whole program. Whole program is that technology. Like a intense light ball, it has landed... The one thing happens through you is, increasing the height of your awareness and decreasing the height of the samskaras. These two happens in you like, suddenly, all your engrams becomes 2 feet, and your consciousness, individual awareness becomes 30 feet.

(7:15)

So, when I started teaching this, I started teaching only to create the experience of peaceful passing away. But after I started teaching, I realized, not only when people leave the body it is so helpful, even when they live in the body it is so helpful! They are becoming more healthy, they are becoming more blissful, their relationships are becoming better, and the life has become much better. Physical health, mental health and everything has become great. So, I decided, this is not only the technology for beautiful, blissful, peaceful death, it is technology for blissful life. So, it has become ‘Life Bliss’.

(8:06)

All we are going to do is, reduce the size of the engram or influence of engrams over you, and increase the power or the energy of your individual consciousness, awareness. That’s all we are going to do in these four days. Just reproducing the same experience which that second guy had, in you, is the purpose of the whole program. I only request little ‘vidarka’ from your side, means, little deeper cooperation. It’ll be more a strong energy NSP. As I said, with all this difficulty, of course, it’s not actually difficulty. But for a common person who has seen Me in a different way, it’ll be very, it’ll not be, they’ll not be able to match it. What is going on? He’s such an extrovert, laughing, loud and jokes and the whole body will be alive and bubbly. People who have seen Me in that way, for them it’ll be little different. What is this all about? What is this samadhi? That’s all, nothing else.

(9:36)

So, that is why, usually when body balances like this, I don’t come out and do public programs. I just relax and rest. But, I decided I’ll sit with you all. But I already told reception, if I don’t take even single session, the NSP is free. I already told. Because, it is not the question of money, it’s time. So many of you are so busy with so many things. But you all took your time and came. So, I’ll surely do it. Please just cooperate with Me and please bear with Me, if My time is little chaotic. And, I sincerely apologize if I come little late, or too early and I really feel sorry.

(10:41)

I was never in this position earlier. Especially last one year, the routine has become too much. Just last few days, if you are from Coimbatore, you know, per day 30 houses, 20 houses and continuous satsangs and night travel and so, it is. Actually, what body does, you know, it just falls into samadhi to balance itself. There is no rest for Me. It is only samadhi to balance itself. But, the problem is, there is no pain, or, there is no suffering. That is another one thing. See, there is a sickness, then I can take sick leave, that’s all. Call sick leave. There is no sickness. Feeling too good.

(11:44)

So, one thing I can be sure. It’ll be a very strong experience for all of you. It’ll be a very strong experience for all of you. The process will be very strong. What you carry back will be very strong... The program itself may not be too entertaining, because I will not be giving you much of intellectual candy. But I’ll be giving you solid experience. So, less candy, more food. Less junk food and more rich food. We’ll have a small break. That’s all I wanted to say in the introduction. If you have any questions on this first session, whatever I spoke, please write it and put it. I’ll answer. We’ll enter into the program and process itself. Let’s gather for next session. Thank you.

(12:59)

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(00:15)

There are a lot of personal requests. Those things we can handle in the energy darshans. Humm? Healing requests. Other things we’ll work on. The questions which is useful for everybody can attend now.

(00:35)

Question: “Is there any link between us and nature?” Swamiji: You are part of it, even though you think you are not. You are just part of it.

(00:49)

Question: “Does God is very cruel?” Swamiji: No, no, no. He’s neither kind nor cruel. He’s just overflowing ecstasy. See, overflowing ecstasy will always be kind. Even the word kindness is not a full word. He’s just overflowing ecstasy, Humm?

(01:15)

Question: “Is it a very pleasant experience, happy, cool experience or pain, torture?” Swamiji: Oh no, no, no, no pain and torture. Don’t bother, never, ever think its pain and torture. Usually Krihsnamurti says enlightenment is pain and torture. But it’s not. See it’s like a... if you put the gold coin into the mercury, it’ll start melting. If the whole gold coin disappears into mercury, mercury says: “Oh, ecstasy, ecstasy, ecstasy.” But if your bit of the gold coin is not melted, it’s in the hand, the gold coin shouts, “Pain, pain, pain!”. If you are completely enlightened you’ll understand it’s a joy, ecstasy. It’s not pain. Unfortunately usually Krishnamurti goes on claiming it is pain, because one bit was... did not dissolve in him. There was a bit left... I’ll take care I won’t give you anymore of this kind of... what to say, disturbances. By not, by giving dates when I am not ready... The problem is this does not come from prior information. It just happens like a tsunami wave and it takes its own time to settle down and...

(02:39)

Question: “When awareness increases, engrams become smaller. Can the engrams vanish also?” Swamiji: Yes. It can completely vanish. When awareness is reached its peak it can just vanish.

(2:55)

Question: “When we concentrate on our mind our samskara is automatically coming. So how to divide pure mind and samskara?” Swamiji: Oh. Please understand, any concentration will bring samskaras, but any awareness will kill samskaras. So be aware of whatever is happening. Then you won’t have the problem of samskaras.

(03:21)

Question: “Mind is full of inner chatter. Please guide how to let oneself into this process and experience truth. This will help me in enjoying the fruits received.” Swamiji: Maybe if you are physical. Let Me give you the explanation on being physical. When you are sitting, feel you are inhaling through these twenty-one tips. See ten finger, ten feet, fingers tip, fingertips on the top. These are the twenty one points. Visualize your inhaling and exhaling through the twenty one points. So you’ll become physical.The inner chattering will drastically drop. When you sit, visualize that you are inhaling and exhaling through the twenty one points. Be physical. Humm?

(04:18)

Many are personal questions. Question: “I’m going so deep in your presence that I am coming out in jerks, especially at spine.” Swamiji: That’s ok. That’s perfect.

(04:38)

Question: “When you ask to close our eyes, I felt your aura expanding and enveloping my entire being as if I’m engulfed in white cloud and every now and then I felt a jerk, as if waking from deep sleep.” Swamiji: Maybe the inner kundalini awakening, na as I said that... \because I’m feeling so strong, alive in all of you. You all are feeling the same thing.

(05:10)

Question: “Why is that the moment I stand in your presence I begin to cry and I am not just able to control myself?” Swamiji: Good. Ramakrishna says very beautifully... hmm... Any of you have read his book, Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna? All his teachings have been collected in that book. Now the best book I ever read in My life. It’s called the Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna... The person who recorded his teachings, he asked Ramakrishna. See people may not be able to read the whole book, may not even whole chapter, may not even whole page, may not even the whole paragraph. So the first what I say should be essence of this whole book. Tell me something like that. And Ramakrishna says very beautifully: If your tears flow by remembering the Master, or God, this is last janma for you. Put this as a essence. Can you understand? The student is asking compiler something: “Tell me the first line.” Should be the essence of the whole book because the person may not go after few lines for some reason. So let us be clear. We give the essence the first itself. Then very clearly He says, “Anybody overflowing with gratitude of tears remembering the Guru or God, this is last janma for him.”

(07:03)

Question: “When the supernatural power is cause of driving human lives, why to introduce negative actions and then humans to follow various ways to overcome these negative actions and feelings?” Swamiji: Please understand, supernatural is cause of the whole balanced flow. When you go against the balance, that is negative, and you have the freedom to go... That is where the negativity, otherwise supernatural itself is not bringing negativity. I’ll talk on this subject maybe last day. It’s a very deep subject.

(07:48)

Question: “Can we get little more explanation on the tall soul and short engram?” Swamiji: This I gave you the graphic view. See when the tall soul and the short engram, it can not touch it. It can not attack it. And, short soul and the tall engram means it’ll be completely in confusion. Terrible confusion. That’s all.

(08:14)

Question: “Does the meditation possible if the mind is too tensed? Are other terms kudarka is too intense?” Swamiji: I think at that time you should make it as possible. So put a little more effort. That’s all.

(08:35)

Question: “Thank you for good beginning in spite of overtaxed or tired.” Swamiji: No, no, understand again, I’m not tired. Actually I'm too energetic, that is the problem. You don’t understand that language. There’s no pain in the body. See if you guys feeling tired, you’ll have pain in the body. You’ll feel that area more. In My case I’ll not feel that area, that is where the problem is. It just expands, starts doing its own cleaning process, balancing process. It’s not medical tiredness or anything. If you check the pressure, pulse, everything will be normal. Medically excellent, perfect it I’ll be. And... I will be able to see more longer, able to hear more deeper. I can read from here the Living Enlightenment, that word, which is on the book. I don’t know how you’ll understand. I can read that word, that letter. So it becomes very sharp. The problem is, because of this sharpness I start feeling every... in every skin I am alive. I don’t know how you feel, how you understand. It’s too mystic. Ok, leave it. Because of that, when the command happens in the brain, you do not know which hand to move. Command says, “Come on, move the hand.” And you do not know whether this hand or that hand! And it takes a little time for the command to settle down. So the closest hand gets moved.

(10:30)

Question: “Thank you for... How long will the effect of Master’s presence last on us?” Swamiji: It is forever. It is forever.

(10:41)

Question: “Will I be able to die peacefully after going through this NSPS?” Swamiji: Yes. That is the purpose of the whole program. Not only you will die peacefully, you will have a choice whether to take one more birth or not. You’ll have that choice.

(10:56)

Question: “Does it mean that I will be enlightened after death?” Swamiji: No, I cannot say you’ll be enlightened. You’ll have the freedom to get enlightened, or to take one more body. See at that time if you carry a strong some desire, you want to come down, you may come down. And you will come down in a proper way. Where to experience that desire and pack up and go. Or you may not come down at all. But when you come down consciously that will be the last birth. No doubt about it. So you can have only one more. Or no more, that two choice will be given in front of you. So you’ll have that clear idea. Based on that you can decide.

(11:43)

Question: He’s asking: “What is the process of getting out of body?” Swamiji: Don’t worry, you don’t need to get out of body. If you just relax from the psychological connection of the body that is enough. You don’t need to physiologically die. You need to psychologically die, that’s all.

(12:00)

Question: “How to lead a happy life when you are in a big problem?” Swamiji: I think only when you are in a big problem, you can live happily. Because the whole life is a big problem. You see, whole life is a big problem. And don’t expect that all the waves will settle down and you can take bath in the ocean, no. It’ll be going on and you have to take bath. That’s the way things happen. There’s no such thing as waves will settle down, then I’ll take bath, no.

(12:35)

Question: “You say if we attend these four days with vidarka then miraculous transformation will happen within us. But when I leave from here after four days you will not come with me.” Swamiji: I’ll come with you, don’t worry.

(12:54)

Question: He’s asking shall I have vidarka for your photograph.?” Swamiji: You can have vitarka only for me. You can, ha... use through photograph. Not to photograph itself. See you don’t pray to photograph: “Oh stone give me boon, oh photo give me boon.” No. “Oh Swamiji give me boon.” So we don’t worship idols, we worship through idols.

(13:18)

Question:“You are different today and I feel your energy. “

(13:24)

Question: “How you teach and explain the death meditation to deaf people?” Swamiji: How do you think I’m doing in My life? I can do it. Little more effort, that’s all.

(13:48)

Question: “Will you cure all types of health and mental problems with your healing?” Swamiji: No, I can’t say all type. If it is physical like a bone fracture and all that, I can’t do anything. I can help for, support the healing process. But I myself can not heal it independently. Depression, the psychosomatic disorders I’ll be able to handle completely, independently without the help of medical field. See the physical body has to be handled by allopathy and the mental body can be handled by siddha. Subtle body can be handled by spiritual healing. So all psychosomatic diseases, like a mind-based diseases, I’ll be able to heal it. If the root is in the mind I can heal. But if it is physical I don’t know. I’ll be able to, maybe I can support and help, that’s all.

(14:52)

Question: “Is every Enlightened Being capable of transferring his experience?” Swamiji: I don’t know, because body gets matured, only then the transmission happens. Question:“If an individual consciousness is not evolved to receive or understand, how is it possible to transfer this experience?” Swamiji: With vidarka it is possible. So there is no need to evolve just have vidarka. Your conscious cooperation is more than enough.

(15:28)

Question: “Is jnana must understand and sustain the initiation experience?” Swamiji: No need. Sometimes without even knowing the word Brahman you will have Brahma Jnana.

(15:51)