1994 - Diary Pages Written by SPH age 16

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Date/Year 1994
Origin of Item Pushpa Samadhi
Item Type Document
Item Dimentions 12.5" w x 6.8" h
Item Material Paper
Age of SPH 16
AssociatedGuru Narayana Swami
Location Tiruvannamalai, Tamil Nadu, South India
Role in the Revival of KAILASA These diary pages reveal the incomparable intensity of SPH at the age of 16 in order to exist in the space of Oneness, and Nirvikalpa Samadhi as a model for people in the path seeking enlightenment.
Associated Kingdom Kailasa Paramparagatha Adi Arunachala Sarvajnapeetha Samrajyam

In The Avatār's own words:

"These are diary papers written by Me, revealing deep self-introspection.

The sequence that led to this writings is as follows:

I used to regularly meet a Siddha, an eighty-year-old man with mystical powers, who used to sit in a small mandapam – 4-pillared roof - on the Arunācala mountain path in Tiruvannamalai.

That was also the time I internalized a number of tantric techniques from Narayanasamy Thatha, and I was indulging in its play heartily.

This Siddha admonished Me and kicked Me for My indulgence. He said I was prostituting myself, and that I should give up all these practices since they were stalling my spiritual growth. He compared me to Pattinatthar, a famous Tamil personality, who lusted after women despite his spiritual inclinations.

I then threw away all the mantras I had written down and the talismans given by Narayanasamy Thatha, and dedicated Myself to meditation."

Translation:

15 July 1994:

I opened up the talisman given by K.S. Narayanasamy Thatha, read the papers, tore them up, and threw it in the well and in the garbage pile.

16 July 1994:

Today is the auspicious day when Brahmasukhi was beaten by a man, reformed and attained complete wisdom, just like how Saint Pattinatthar attained complete wisdom through the blows of a woman! After an hour and a half of meditation, mind became intensely focussed.

(Brahmasukhi was the title given to me by Kuppammal in her letter of initiation.)

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