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+ | nithyānandeśvara samārambhām | ||
+ | nithyānandeśvari madhyamām | | ||
+ | asmat āchārya paryantām | ||
+ | vande guru paramparām || | ||
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+ | I welcome you all with my love and respects. I welcome all the Inner awakening graduates, Living Shuddha Advaitam participants, SriMahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars, Sarvajnapeetha Yajamans, who are sitting with us all over the world, for the Living Shuddha Advaita process, through Nithyananda TV, two-way video conferencing, having Nayana Deeksha all over the world. The cities sitting with us, through two-way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha, a long list so, I welcome all of you with My love and respects. | ||
+ | 1:48 | ||
+ | Today, Mahaganapati Brahmotsavam, Ganesha’s birth, appearance, is being celebrated by the Hindus all over the world, and Ganapati’s devotee’s all over the world. Today he is gracing all of us in Sarvālankara. Sarvālankara means from head to toe jeweled, and garlanded, with 5 varieties of pushpas (flowers). So as per the Agamic definition, he is gracing us in Sarvālankara. Lets offer our respects to him first, pray to him, then start the LSP process. | ||
+ | (3:40) | ||
+ | Listen. Come to the space of listening. Last LSP process, Living Shuddhadvaitam, I was explaining the science of will persistence. Preparing all of you for Sadāshivoham. I wanted you to know, when I say the word WILL PERSISTENCE, I do not mean you need to sit for years and years and years. No. It is a simple decision of, more persisting. Listen carefully, listen, this is the essence of the whole session. This is, the will persistence means, decision not to give up on you, decision not to give up on your intention to be. | ||
+ | (5:05) | ||
+ | Listen. There are only two parts in your inner space. | ||
+ | One, WILL PERSISTENCE. | ||
+ | Another one, giving up. | ||
+ | Either you give life to the thought current of giving up or to the WILL PERSISTENCE. Your decision, to give life only to WILL PERSISTENCE and not to give life to giving up thought current, is all I call WILL PERSISTENCE. | ||
+ | Listen. Actually, it’s too easy. The truth is, it’s too easy. Because you are giving life to ‘giving up’ thought current then persistence, giving up thought current then persistence, that is when it becomes complicated. It is like you create a terrorist group for some purpose, and then you send your army to kill them. You create a terrorist group, and then you send your army to kill them. Then world will never have peace. In your inner space you do the same political game. For right or wrong reasons, for good or bad you support ‘giving up’ pattern. You cherish sometime without even you knowing. Only when you are about to fail, collapse, you wake up—oh, not this, not this. | ||
+ | (7:27) | ||
+ | Having an alarm in your life to remind you and hold you, without letting you fall, is equivalent to having a Guru. Guru is all about that only. An alarm, which rings every day between 8 to 9. Reminding you constantly not to fall and empower WILL PERSISTENCE thought current. | ||
+ | (8:21) | ||
+ | Listen. Listen. The last LSP session I told – iron out all your pains, all your ideas, all your concepts, with this truth of WILL PERSISTENCE, because TONS of your pains, incompletions, patterns are due to will arrogance, not WILL PERSISTENCE. Even when you are making a decision, half of you holds, yourself saying, I am going to fail why to put all the energy in that. And you don’t put all the energy and you fail, and you confirm, “see I told you, that black cat was running behind, and the white crow was on the top, when I came out, all these bad omen, and it will not work out, and it did not work out, you see.” | ||
+ | All the fellows who believe in bad omen are the bad omen. No really. People who believe in these bad omen are the bad omen for life. For the Cosmos they are bad omen. If the back cat is running in front of you, it has one important meaning, that fellow is running for his food, nothing more than that. Don’t make a Shastra out of your stupidity. No really, all of us have our own Shastra, built out of our powerlessness and stupidity, wrong facts. No I have seen some people believe, the day they shave, that whole day will be bad day for them. There are some people who believe. There are some people who believe the day they take bath will be bad day for them. | ||
+ | (11:08) | ||
+ | I have seen people believing, “Oh, if I wear new dress, that day will be bad day. If I shave that day will be bad day.” Please understand, this bad omen is not a small subject. It is equivalent to the placebo effect, in the medical field. How the circuit of the placebo effect functions. The placebo effect is nothing but, when your Consciousness believes something, it manifests. Placebo effect is not that simple as the West tells you. It’s a very powerful, way your psychology and physiology functions, the way both of them coordinate with each other. | ||
+ | 12:24 | ||
+ | Listen. Any disease, any doctor, any medicine, any therapy, Allopathy, homeopathy, Siddha, Ayurveda, allopathy, allapathy, allelopathy, ayalopathy, it can be any pathy. Putney-pathy, idli-pathy, chutney-pathy, any pathy it can be. Forty percent of the people simply get healed. No really, because their system believes something is done to them, they are attended and they are healed. It’s not a joke, it’s a very powerful mechanism of physiology and psychology. That is exactly the same thing happens during these omens. These bad omens, good omens, and the big secret bible you keep inside and go on verify every day. “Today how it is going to be, oh I saw this fellow with the black dress in the morning itself, ayoo. I don’t know what all I’m going to face today. No, no, no, I saw this fellow with a, with a big vibhooti and kum kum, very auspicious guy, today I think will be peaceful and good.” You have your own secret bible constantly to verify, the whole thing is junk and your powerlessness. | ||
+ | 14:06 | ||
+ | If you see your life, so much of pain points are created, due to this unconscious omens, WILL ARROGANCE. Listen. WILL ARROGANCE. I’ll give you one more example; you read somewhere if you chant this mantra ten time, whatever you ask will happen. When you start itself, ah let me check and see. I think all these are, this all these foolish things go in the Facebook, but let me try. You, while you are chanting itself, by the time you have done the 3rd, 4th missed, and then again you started. Dum dum dum dum and then again started, somehow you finished. And then the instructions say share this photo, and you share and then wait. You are waiting to prove it’s not going to work out, and then after 48 hours you prove nothing works out. “Oh I created a will but did not work out.” Most of you relationship, with Unknown, Cosmos, God, Life, is play of WILL ARROGANCE, and slowly, slowly you lose faith, trust, belief, over your will, and you start believing your will will never become reality. | ||
+ | 15:55 | ||
+ | Please understand. You never manifest what you desire, you manifest only what you believe. If you think what you desire you are going to manifest no, you are fool. You don’t know the secret of manifestation. What you believe you are going to manifest. If you believe your will power is never going to manifest, it is never going to manifest. Your belief, your cognition, your perception, that is only going to become reality. Understand, an important thorn in the flesh, need to be removed, the pain point need to be removed from your inner space is, WILL ARROGANCE failures. All you failures whether you prayed and did not get. You see prayer is nothing but making a will. You prayed to God something, and did not get it, or you sincerely tried and did not achieve it, or you created a space and it did not become a reality, all this and all the pains accumulated around this, is all about WILL ARROGANCE. Listen, it is all about WILL ARROGANCE. | ||
+ | 17:50 | ||
+ | Still a village boy cannot keep the feet towards Ganesha. | ||
+ | All! All your failures, whether you failed in your own sadhana, spiritual practice, or your failed in your prayers, you failed in your efforts, you failed in situations, relationships, life, everything, everything, is WILL ARROGANCE. If you understand, by it’s nature WILL ARROGANCE cannot become reality. By it’s nature WILL ARROGANCE cannot become reality. Only WILL PERSISTENCE can become reality. So much of healing will happen inside you. | ||
+ | 19:18 | ||
+ | Today I wanted all of you to do this as an assignment: ALL the situations you feel you have failed, frustrated, hopeless. List from the time, you remember you. From the time you remember you, list, and find out, how your WILL ARROGANCE failed you in that situation, how your will arrogance was the main reason why you failed. This understanding and then completing with the pattern of struggling with WILL ARROGANCE and deciding to have WILL PERSISTENCE. | ||
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+ | Understand, Ravana is WILL ARROGANCE, trishul is WILL PERSISTENCE. Ravana is WILL ARROGANCE, trishul is WILL PERSISTENCE. Tons of things you do in your life out of WILL ARROGANCE. Tons of things you do in your life out of WILL ARROGANCE, creates deeper and deeper pains and wounds, and creates wrong beliefs about you. I tell you, WILL ARROGANCE will remind you only about your failure never about tons of times you have become successful, through WILL PERSISTENCE. Tons of times you have become successful. How many of you feel you never remember your successes, you remember only your failures. Raise your hand. That’s the truth. Because WILL ARROGANCE is sadistic, not even intelligent sadistic, comedian sadist. “I am sadist.” Comedian sadist. | ||
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+ | 22:17 | ||
+ | Your WILL ARROGANCE is the source of ALL the pains. If you can intranalyze this one truth today, tons of past sufferings will be healed in you. I wanted all of you to do thiss as assignment today. From the time you remember you, write down all the failures, frustrations, hopelessnesss, situations when you collapsed, when you gave up, when you felt you have not achieved what you want, you felt loss whether it is personal, health, professional, career, life, prayers, spiritual, anywhere. Pen down all the failures, and analyze each one, how the WILL ARROGANCE, collapses you, fails you. | ||
+ | 23:39 | ||
+ | WILL ARROGANCE means trying half-heartedly, failing, and then blaming yourself, you can never achieve it. Trying half-heartedly, failing, and blaming yourself, you can never achieve it. Vicious circle is WILL ARROGANCE, virtuous circle is WILL PERSISTENCE. WILL PERSISTENCE means, deciding whatever happens I am not going to give up till my intention to be, become reality. NOTHING can stop me. If my intention to be is Shivoham, till that happens, I am not going to give up. I am gong to be persisting, the WILL PERSISTENCE. Whatever may be your intention to be, the moment you decide, WILL PERSISTENCE, you will see so much of healing, healing, healing, powerfulness, powerfulness, powerfulness. Your own voice sitting inside you, and constantly teasing you, pulling you down, disrespecting you, abusing you, will just melt down. You don’t have any other enemy other than your WILL ARROGANCE voice, from inside. | ||
+ | 25:39 | ||
+ | The inside there is a voice ,which is constantly teasing you. “You, uh, uh, uh, hahaha. I’ve seen you for last 40 years. We know what you do. Come on, settle down, relax.” The constant inner voice part of you which is teasing you, abusing you, undermining you, under-judging you, under-weighing you, disrespecting you, that voice is the voice of all the failures of your WILL ARROGANCE. That voice is responsible for your psychological, physiological, neurological ups and downs. That is what I mean when I say, you are not your psychological, physiological, neurological ups and downs, hormonal ups and downs, you are just your intention to be. Anything else is actually irrelevant. They are no more important to you than the clothe you are wearing, which you can remove and throw anytime and change it, which you can replace at any time. Your neurology, physiology, psychology, hormonal, ups and downs are nothing more than a clothe you are wearing which you can replace at anytime you want. It has no value in your life, it has no place in your life. | ||
+ | 27:50 | ||
+ | All these truths, which I am explaining, all the neurological, psychological, physiological, hormonal, ups and downs of your life is not you, you are just your intention to be. And, WILL ARROGANCE is not real part of you, WILL PERSISTENCE is the real part of you. All the neurological, hormonal, physical, physiological, psychological ups and downs are caused by the failures of your will arrogance. By the failures of your WILL ARROGANCE. Look back. | ||
+ | 28:58 | ||
+ | The great omen book, the bad omen book you carry inside, your book of pain, which you refer regularly. How many of you carry that book of pain inside? Raise your hand. Refer regularly. Oh that black cat came, dark cat came, white cat came, my spectacles fell and broke. Morning when I was wearing the dress itself I saw, the pin poked my body, mmmhm. This great bad omen bible carriers. No look in. I am not talking only about the omen. I am also talking about, your perception about you, that you try, fail, you try, fail, and it is not going to happen for you, it’s only happen for somebody else, or it may not happen for anybody in the world. Those, WILL ARROGANCE, reminders, which does not function with any logic. | ||
+ | 30:29 | ||
+ | Actually if you pen down, do this exercise, assignment which I’m giving you today. List out fully and then start intranalyzing one by one, if it is out of the WILL ARROGANCE then cross it, then cross it, then cross it. Finally you will see all pain is just nothing but WILL ARROGANCE. It took away so much of life from you. Anybody decides, to live WILL PERSISTENCE, is reborn, dvija. Dvija[31:14], reborn. Anybody who decides to live – I am my intention to be, other than that, whether my physical size, mental capabilities, relationship abilities, ability to manifest wealth, or ability to achieve Enlightenment, ability to manifest powers, in everything—I am my intention to be. Anything other then that, my neurological, psychological, physiological, physical, hormonal, ups and downs, which are making me perceive I am not my intention to be, is all false, lie. They are all the bunch of perceptions put on me, due to my past WILL ARROGANCE and IGNORANCE. From now, I decide to practice will persistence. Till I become my intention to be, I am going to practice WILL PERSISTENCE. Anybody who takes this decision, you are reborn today with the grace of (33:11 Ganapati), along with Ganapati. Decide, you will be reborn today, along with Ganapati, along with Ganesha, with the WILL PERSISTENCE. All the physiological, psychological, neurological, physical, hormonal, ups and downs, which makes you perceive you are not your intention to be, is false. They are all the garbage dumped by your past WILL ARROGANT lifestyle. Due to your ignorance, or trial and error, or whatever, whatever, whatever. Now it is time, to decide to live will persistence lifestyle. | ||
+ | 34:28 | ||
+ | Today do this assignment. This ironing out will heal you so much, you will ready to manifest, all the experiences and powers of Sadāshiva, in Sadāshivoham 2016. I tell you, the more and more you prepare your inner space, simply you will have money, time, everything organized for Sadāshivoham. No obstacles will be there. It is all about removing the inner obstacles. It’s all about WILL ARROGANCE. If you say something is not working out for your Sadāshivoham 2016, it is just WILL ARROGANCE. Decide to have WILL PERSISTENCE, you will see everything aligns for Sadāshivoham 2016. Align here (heart). Start this assignment today, start this assignment today, to complete with all the pains, ideas neurological, psychological, physiological, physical, hormonal ups and downs you generated, in you, which goes on trying to make you believe falsely that you are not your intention to be, complete all of that. After finishing the assignment, you will simply understand, it is just …dash.. dash dumped on you by your WILL ARROGANT lifestyle. | ||
+ | Actually I want you to do the assignments here, sit here and after this session do the assignment. I will help you complete here. | ||
+ | 37:08 | ||
+ | Once you start the completion inside, file the intention for Sadāshivoham 2016. Simply things will happen. Understand, the whole Living Shuddha Advaitam is preparing you internally and externally for Sadāshivoham 2016. The whole LSP, is, the whole LSP is, Living Shuddha Advaitam process is to prepare you, internally, externally, for Sadāshivoham 2016 and, make you manifest experiences, expressions, and powers of Sadashiva, in Sadāshivoham 2016. The purpose of Sadāshivoham 2016 is, to make you manifest, experiences, expressions, and powers of Sadāshiva, completely. Listen. I will repeat. The purpose of Sadāshivoham 2016 is, to make you experience, and radiate, all the experiences, expressions, and powers of Sadashiva, completely, and when I say, I’ll do it, I’ll do it. This Living Shuddha Advaitam process is to prepare you, internally and externally, for, Sadāshivoham 2016. Now, take few minutes. | ||
+ | 39:32 | ||
+ | Listen to the assignment once more. Pen down all the failures, frustrations, hopelessness, you remember, you had, personal loss, loss in every field, in your life, pen down everything. One by one, one by one, one by one, from the time you remember you. And one by one, intranalyze how the WILL ARROGANCE failed you, and gave you the idea, “no no no, you used will power, but you failed.” It is like you are running around, you are running behind the wrong enemy. Actually your enemy is WILL ARROGANCE, but you are angry with will power, WILL PERSISTENCE. The fellow who never came into your life, you are angry with him. Understand that, complete it, then, decide to live with WILL PERSISTENCE, WILL ARROGANCE. | ||
+ | 40:52 | ||
+ | I bless you all. Lets all radiate with integrity, authenticity, responsibility, enriching, causing Living Shuddha Advaita Shaivam, the eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you. Be blissful. | ||
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Description:
In the Secrets of Attracting Wealth workshop Q&A session of 28 August 2016, Paramahamsa Nithyananda answers all and any of participants questions regarding wealth.
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The Real Purpose of Wealth
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In this short video taken from the Q And A session of the Secrets of Attracting Wealth Workshop, 28 August 2016, Paramahamsa Nithyananda explains about the true purpose of wealth. Swamiji explains that many of us carry a deep sense of guilt when it comes to creating wealth. Purpose should not be added to wealth, because of guilt. Wealth does not always have to be associated with purpose, it can also be enjoyed for the purpose of wealth itself.
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The Real Purpose of Wealth Question: Nithyanandam. I am following what you are saying and to be honest I didn’t want to miss the chance to get on the mic so I am sitting in my chair thinking what can I ask. So far you have been very clear and I had the thought – what about the idea of having wealth? Or about a purpose attached to my wealth. I have a purpose why I want to build my wealth. Would you talk about that?
Yes. See.. purpose attached to wealth. If it is out of powerfulness. Your belief on the purpose. Great!. Sometimes we carry a deep guilt – without purpose we should not be having wealth. So let the purpose not be from that powerlessness or the guilt which we develop from young age: without purpose wealth should not be built. Let the purpose be your real faith which you will fulfil it whether the wealth is there or not! See, when you are so clear about the purpose then for that purpose build wealth but also make sure we all have a very innate guilt that wealth should not be built without a purpose. Let purpose not be added to wealth because of the guilt then it is a powerless decision. Wealth is, you have the right to enjoy wealth as wealth. It does not need to be associated with purpose and you have a right to have purpose as purpose. It is not necessary wealth should also be associated with it. Let mixing and matching be your joy. Joy choice. Not any social belief, conditioning, compulsion. That’s all. Understand, wealth does not make somebody a leader. Your relevance to purpose and your purpose’s relevance to the world. How much your purpose is relevant to the world. How much you are relevant to your purpose. That makes you a leader. That’s all makes you a leader.
Technique for Clearing Your Money Debts and Loans - Lakshmi Puja Practice
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During the Q&A session of Day 2 of Secrets of Attracting Wealth (28 Sept 2016), one participant asks Swamiji about his debts. He tells in his life, he is not able to come out of his money debts. Paramahamsa Nithyananda then gives him a very straight, clear answer - pointing out exactly what all people with money debts have in common. And giving a very precise, practical solution of how to come out of money debts and step into a life of wealth and abundance.
Basically, the pain we carry, the incompletion when we think about money needs to be completed. The fear of looking into our balance sheet is a mental pain pattern we need to break. Looking into our balance sheet every day is a powerful technique for clearing your debts. Doing this sincerely, you can call it as a meditation, as a Lakshmi Puja Practice.
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Lakshmi Puja practice Question: The next question we have is from Ottawa centre Canada. Tipussuis Danston. He is asking – We have a lot of debts and it is very frustrating. How can we reduct debt this year?
Very practical question. Many people are suffering and struggling with it. I tell you, please understand, many of you may be having this issue. Listen. Listen very carefully. I am not going to give you any mystical solution. Don’t even think the solution I am giving is mystical. Very practical. I tell you, debt, I am defining – debt is nothing but the man’s lifestyle of never looking into his money. Listen. You have so much of incompletion, pain the moment you remember about money, you never look into your accounts what comes what goes till whole thing collapses. Let me ask a very bold question. All of you are here to know about secrets of attracting the wealth. How many of you have so much pain the moment you remember about wealth and you never look into your balance sheet. Raise your hand. True. He himself is raising the hand. I am telling you. I am telling you. The pain you have about wealth. The moment you remember wealth, the pain and impossibility you carry need to be completed, then, you will never be afraid of looking at your balance sheet. Fear of looking at your balance sheet lets it rot. Listen. I am using very strong words. Fear of looking at your balance sheet lets it rot. Yesterday I said very boldly, I don’t touch money. I am telling you. I don’t touch money other than for doing daana but I don’t sleep, don’t put my head to rest unless I see balance sheet of the whole sangha every night. I can tell you how many tumblers, glasses we have in any of my Aadheenams from my memory, not pride. Because I do not have any pain with it. Because I have no pain to look into it. All of you are very happy to count the currency but nobody wants to look into the balance sheet. This is one of the very important mental pain pattern you need to break. I tell you. Tippussuis Dunston, I commit with you. Just break this pattern today with completion and decide every night you will sleep after seeing your bank balance. Your balance sheet, I commit with you, you will get out of debts within one year. And I am responsible for this word. Do it like a religious action. Do it like a religious duty. Every night see your balance sheet and go to bed. Anybody who has this problem of lot of debts, I give you this as a religious technique and I am responsible for completing your debts and getting you out of it in one year. Understand, when I say this, it’s a technique and I also will use my extraordinary powers to support you. Both. Teachings are not always just teachings. It is to support you to get out of your powerlessness. When you start following the teachings there will be naturally extraordinary things happening because we don’t use in Hindu tradition words only to give concepts we also use the words to give energy. So I give you this as a concept and energy. Take this as a religious responsibility. My Guru has instructed me – every night balance sheet. Movable assets I have. Immovable assets I have. Debts I have. Loans I need to pay. And the precious metal I have. Because we Indians, precious metals is one of the important part of our life. Whatever. See once, and this is the net worth, and sleep. Do this as a religious duty. Do this like a meditation. You can call this as Lakshmi Puja. Every night few minutes. I tell you, your cognition, your cognition when it does not fall on something, that becomes blind spot. Even after that becomes blind spot if you don’t attend, that becomes cancerous. All the cancers of your life. See a broken relationship is a cancer in the relationship field. The debt is a cancer in the wealth field. It is only blind spots become cancer. Do this as your religious duty. Take this as a initiation from me. And you don’t try to justify it saying oh it is a good technique Swamiji gave if I do my mind will change then I, I will really get out. You don’t try to build on it because finally end of the day - after all it is a technique, I have tried so many techniques, let me dump it. You usually dump all the techniques into dustbin. That is why I am saying take it as Lakshmi Puja. Maybe you can do it like have small picture of me and say that because you told I am doing and after one year I will hold you responsible. No, you can hold me responsible. I am giving you the commitment. Every night do this as a religious duty and technique. Religious duty. Not even as technique because techniques you dump into dustbin within 10 days. You go to every road and learn different-different techniques and dump them into different-different road dustbins. Bangalore being a spiritual capital go to every road you will get one kriya one technique one method, no. In Karnataka every street has one Jagatguru. That is good actually, not, not bad, that is good. Better to have one Jagatguru in every street than don in every street. Come on. Its very good. Nothing wrong. And being a spiritual capital of India, all techniques you dump into dustbin. Don’t, I am not giving this even as a technique. I am giving this as a religious instruction. Puja you never stop. I have always seen people doing it. In my experience I tell you. As long as I was teaching as a meditation technique, kriya, the practice ratio was only 20%. When I added Puja into it, do this pranayama, this kriya, and then complete this Puja. When this become part of Puja practicing ratio is more than 90%. So I am giving you this instruction as Lakshmi Puja. Do it. The practicing ratio is drastically high when it comes to, when it becomes a religious instruction. So practice it. You will see you will be out of debt this year.
Attracting Wealth Q&A - on Greed, Desire for Wealth
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In this short video taken from the Q And A session of the Secrets of Attracting Wealth Workshop, 28 August 2016, Paramahamsa Nithyananda explains about wealth, greed and fear about having greed. Swamiji explains that greed is not the actual problem, but our fear that we are greedy. The real problem is greedophobia, not greed itself.
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Desire and Greed of Wealth.
I have a question from Montreal Canada. Marriot Allen. When does declaring and manifesting abundance is not good? For example, when does it become greed?
Marriot Allen, there is nothing called greed. Please understand. There is nothing called greed. You need to work on your fear of constantly having good-bad, moral-immoral, socially accepted non-accepted, this boundaries with which you are struggling. Actually, what you need to break is your fears - when something will become greed it will be immoral. Please understand, I am not saying be immoral, be wrong. I am not saying try to have the whole world under you. No. All I am trying to tell you is you actually have greedophobia – if I have to coin a new word. Without even having greed phobia about greed. Understand, actually if you have greed you need to work too much. Let us not even bother about that, that is not even the actual problem you have. Actual problem you have is greedophobia. Attend to that. When really greed comes, I’ll teach you, I’ll appear in front of you and teach you how to go beyond it. No really I am telling you when I am appearing in reality ask the real problem questions.
Now your real problem is greedophobia, not greed itself. So lets attend that. When you have greed as a real problem don’t worry, I’ll be there to answer and guide you, help you. Without even having that problem, having greedophobia many times stops you living, flowering. I tell you, at least everyone who is sitting in front of me all over the world. I think now around more than 100 places in few thousand people. All of you only have greedophobia not greed. Lets stop with that. Don’t try to drill whether greed is good or bad all that. You don’t have that problem, then why should you bother about that now. Now all you have is greedophobia. Fear of greed. Break that. That’s all you need. So have greed. Enjoy greed. Its ok. When it becomes a real problem, I’ll tell you how to break. Next.
Question: The difficulty in manifesting what we really desire could it be due to self doubt?
(Swamiji) See.. self-doubt, self-hatred.. (Questioner continued) ..and also lower self esteem. If so? How do we build on that because for students its extremely important to build the self-esteem. I am a teacher.
(Swamiji) .. Haan, no what I am saying. Now let me attend two parts of your question. You are asking is it due to self-doubt. And the non-manifesting, is it due to self-doubt. You also asked non-manifestation of desires. I tell you, first statement – desires do not manifest. Only your belief is manifested and the reason why your desires do not manifest can be one-thousand. In that one-thousand, self-doubt is one because self-doubt makes sure even your desire is not completely accepted by you. Many time .. (Questioner continues .. meaning to say you don’t believe in .. ) (Swamiji says …) .. haan you yourself don’t believe in that completely. If you believe in that completely it will become your perception. It will not be desire anymore. Understand, so self-doubt can be one reason. Self-hatred, after some time the self-doubt develops into self-hatred – oh ho what I am.. Somebody put a status – “Who I am?” is Ramana Maharshi’s question. “What the hell I am?” is my question. (laughs). I saw in the Facebook. No really. “Who I am” by Ramana Maharshi, “Who the hell I am” by me. (laughs).
By and by, when you are not able to handle self-doubt it gets crystallized in you as a self-hatred. And then self-denial – anything I want should not happen, I am not qualified for it.
(Questioner asks..) Is that low self-esteem Swamiji? (Swamiji continues..) low self-esteem is too sweet word. You can feel very cute about it. No. The way you define your problem itself should be hurting you deeply. So you wake up. You become ferocious towards yourself. Do not have cute definitions of your problem. Actually one fellow – he was addicted to smoking. He came to me and asked can you give me a solution, to get rid of smoking. I was talking to him may be 5-6 minutes then I understood his whole mental pattern. I gave him a very simple solution. Stop keeping the cigarettes in a beautiful pack. Cover it in a Tamil newspaper. Not even a English newspaper. (laughs). Its low GSM. English newspaper is a little high GSM. Tamil newspaper is low GSM. I told him pick up the low GSM cheap, the yellow magazines or that kind of Tamil newspaper. That paper and tie your cigarettes and keep it in your pocket. Every day pic up from that, whenever you smoke, pickup from that and start smoking. Because I saw in his body language his lifestyle everything, he is a very stylish guy. And actually, in one week he dropped smoking! (Thirukailaya vadyam..) Because much of it was the pattern of a style than the pattern of enjoying the cigarette. Because he was not able to take out that newspaper and take out that cigarette in front of everyone.
I tell you, much of your problems are – you use very cute words to retain it. Do not use cute words. Do not use the terms which gives you a kind of a pride. Actually, going to a psychiatrist, especially high paid psychiatrist, psychoanalysis becomes a fashion. And actually I saw some of the hand bag styles studded with medicines, means the tablets. God! Is there no limit to celebrate for sufferings and pain? So please understand, low self-esteem is too cute word. Don’t use. Let it be hurting word. As that experience hurts. See, when some experience hurts. Let the word denoting it also be hurting. So you wake up to the reality. You become ferocious towards yourself. You always try to keep the word very sweet. The word very sweet. I say no. That is why I developed a new word called SDHD, self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial. For kids ADHD. For adults SDHD. And let it be very harsh. As that experience is harsh.
See, I am not saying good experiences, good things you should use the harsh words. When something is hurting let the word be hurting. So we are very clear it is hurting. The low self-esteem is a very cute word. All of us feel, oo it is egolessness, peace, love, silent type, I am a withdrawal non-controversial unhurting small cute hiding in a corner. You understand. That cozy. No! when something is hurting let’s be clear it is hurting. So I’ll better recommend have the Tamil newspaper. No, that is the example, really. So anything you carry use the right word. Use the right word. And I tell you. You will simply walk out of it. You will simply be healed.
Actually, when you are using the right word, suddenly you will see you yourself become ferocious towards you. Success is all about you becoming ferocious with yourself. As long as you are cute with you life will be ferocious with you. When you become ferocious with you, life will treat you as a cute kid. Then life will treat you cutely. When you think you are too cute and put your thumb into the mouth life will beat you and ask you WAKE UP!. Wake up, it’s too late. When you stand up being ferocious with yourself life will treat you like a flower. Beautifully. That’s all. (Questioner.. Thank you.)
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How To Create What You Want - On Willpower Will Persistence And Will Arrogance
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nithyānandeśvara samārambhām nithyānandeśvari madhyamām | asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||
I welcome you all with my love and respects. I welcome all the Inner awakening graduates, Living Shuddha Advaitam participants, SriMahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars, Sarvajnapeetha Yajamans, who are sitting with us all over the world, for the Living Shuddha Advaita process, through Nithyananda TV, two-way video conferencing, having Nayana Deeksha all over the world. The cities sitting with us, through two-way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha, a long list so, I welcome all of you with My love and respects. 1:48 Today, Mahaganapati Brahmotsavam, Ganesha’s birth, appearance, is being celebrated by the Hindus all over the world, and Ganapati’s devotee’s all over the world. Today he is gracing all of us in Sarvālankara. Sarvālankara means from head to toe jeweled, and garlanded, with 5 varieties of pushpas (flowers). So as per the Agamic definition, he is gracing us in Sarvālankara. Lets offer our respects to him first, pray to him, then start the LSP process. (3:40) Listen. Come to the space of listening. Last LSP process, Living Shuddhadvaitam, I was explaining the science of will persistence. Preparing all of you for Sadāshivoham. I wanted you to know, when I say the word WILL PERSISTENCE, I do not mean you need to sit for years and years and years. No. It is a simple decision of, more persisting. Listen carefully, listen, this is the essence of the whole session. This is, the will persistence means, decision not to give up on you, decision not to give up on your intention to be. (5:05) Listen. There are only two parts in your inner space. One, WILL PERSISTENCE. Another one, giving up. Either you give life to the thought current of giving up or to the WILL PERSISTENCE. Your decision, to give life only to WILL PERSISTENCE and not to give life to giving up thought current, is all I call WILL PERSISTENCE. Listen. Actually, it’s too easy. The truth is, it’s too easy. Because you are giving life to ‘giving up’ thought current then persistence, giving up thought current then persistence, that is when it becomes complicated. It is like you create a terrorist group for some purpose, and then you send your army to kill them. You create a terrorist group, and then you send your army to kill them. Then world will never have peace. In your inner space you do the same political game. For right or wrong reasons, for good or bad you support ‘giving up’ pattern. You cherish sometime without even you knowing. Only when you are about to fail, collapse, you wake up—oh, not this, not this. (7:27) Having an alarm in your life to remind you and hold you, without letting you fall, is equivalent to having a Guru. Guru is all about that only. An alarm, which rings every day between 8 to 9. Reminding you constantly not to fall and empower WILL PERSISTENCE thought current. (8:21) Listen. Listen. The last LSP session I told – iron out all your pains, all your ideas, all your concepts, with this truth of WILL PERSISTENCE, because TONS of your pains, incompletions, patterns are due to will arrogance, not WILL PERSISTENCE. Even when you are making a decision, half of you holds, yourself saying, I am going to fail why to put all the energy in that. And you don’t put all the energy and you fail, and you confirm, “see I told you, that black cat was running behind, and the white crow was on the top, when I came out, all these bad omen, and it will not work out, and it did not work out, you see.” All the fellows who believe in bad omen are the bad omen. No really. People who believe in these bad omen are the bad omen for life. For the Cosmos they are bad omen. If the back cat is running in front of you, it has one important meaning, that fellow is running for his food, nothing more than that. Don’t make a Shastra out of your stupidity. No really, all of us have our own Shastra, built out of our powerlessness and stupidity, wrong facts. No I have seen some people believe, the day they shave, that whole day will be bad day for them. There are some people who believe. There are some people who believe the day they take bath will be bad day for them. (11:08) I have seen people believing, “Oh, if I wear new dress, that day will be bad day. If I shave that day will be bad day.” Please understand, this bad omen is not a small subject. It is equivalent to the placebo effect, in the medical field. How the circuit of the placebo effect functions. The placebo effect is nothing but, when your Consciousness believes something, it manifests. Placebo effect is not that simple as the West tells you. It’s a very powerful, way your psychology and physiology functions, the way both of them coordinate with each other. 12:24 Listen. Any disease, any doctor, any medicine, any therapy, Allopathy, homeopathy, Siddha, Ayurveda, allopathy, allapathy, allelopathy, ayalopathy, it can be any pathy. Putney-pathy, idli-pathy, chutney-pathy, any pathy it can be. Forty percent of the people simply get healed. No really, because their system believes something is done to them, they are attended and they are healed. It’s not a joke, it’s a very powerful mechanism of physiology and psychology. That is exactly the same thing happens during these omens. These bad omens, good omens, and the big secret bible you keep inside and go on verify every day. “Today how it is going to be, oh I saw this fellow with the black dress in the morning itself, ayoo. I don’t know what all I’m going to face today. No, no, no, I saw this fellow with a, with a big vibhooti and kum kum, very auspicious guy, today I think will be peaceful and good.” You have your own secret bible constantly to verify, the whole thing is junk and your powerlessness. 14:06 If you see your life, so much of pain points are created, due to this unconscious omens, WILL ARROGANCE. Listen. WILL ARROGANCE. I’ll give you one more example; you read somewhere if you chant this mantra ten time, whatever you ask will happen. When you start itself, ah let me check and see. I think all these are, this all these foolish things go in the Facebook, but let me try. You, while you are chanting itself, by the time you have done the 3rd, 4th missed, and then again you started. Dum dum dum dum and then again started, somehow you finished. And then the instructions say share this photo, and you share and then wait. You are waiting to prove it’s not going to work out, and then after 48 hours you prove nothing works out. “Oh I created a will but did not work out.” Most of you relationship, with Unknown, Cosmos, God, Life, is play of WILL ARROGANCE, and slowly, slowly you lose faith, trust, belief, over your will, and you start believing your will will never become reality. 15:55 Please understand. You never manifest what you desire, you manifest only what you believe. If you think what you desire you are going to manifest no, you are fool. You don’t know the secret of manifestation. What you believe you are going to manifest. If you believe your will power is never going to manifest, it is never going to manifest. Your belief, your cognition, your perception, that is only going to become reality. Understand, an important thorn in the flesh, need to be removed, the pain point need to be removed from your inner space is, WILL ARROGANCE failures. All you failures whether you prayed and did not get. You see prayer is nothing but making a will. You prayed to God something, and did not get it, or you sincerely tried and did not achieve it, or you created a space and it did not become a reality, all this and all the pains accumulated around this, is all about WILL ARROGANCE. Listen, it is all about WILL ARROGANCE. 17:50 Still a village boy cannot keep the feet towards Ganesha. All! All your failures, whether you failed in your own sadhana, spiritual practice, or your failed in your prayers, you failed in your efforts, you failed in situations, relationships, life, everything, everything, is WILL ARROGANCE. If you understand, by it’s nature WILL ARROGANCE cannot become reality. By it’s nature WILL ARROGANCE cannot become reality. Only WILL PERSISTENCE can become reality. So much of healing will happen inside you. 19:18 Today I wanted all of you to do this as an assignment: ALL the situations you feel you have failed, frustrated, hopeless. List from the time, you remember you. From the time you remember you, list, and find out, how your WILL ARROGANCE failed you in that situation, how your will arrogance was the main reason why you failed. This understanding and then completing with the pattern of struggling with WILL ARROGANCE and deciding to have WILL PERSISTENCE. (20:24) Understand, Ravana is WILL ARROGANCE, trishul is WILL PERSISTENCE. Ravana is WILL ARROGANCE, trishul is WILL PERSISTENCE. Tons of things you do in your life out of WILL ARROGANCE. Tons of things you do in your life out of WILL ARROGANCE, creates deeper and deeper pains and wounds, and creates wrong beliefs about you. I tell you, WILL ARROGANCE will remind you only about your failure never about tons of times you have become successful, through WILL PERSISTENCE. Tons of times you have become successful. How many of you feel you never remember your successes, you remember only your failures. Raise your hand. That’s the truth. Because WILL ARROGANCE is sadistic, not even intelligent sadistic, comedian sadist. “I am sadist.” Comedian sadist.
22:17 Your WILL ARROGANCE is the source of ALL the pains. If you can intranalyze this one truth today, tons of past sufferings will be healed in you. I wanted all of you to do thiss as assignment today. From the time you remember you, write down all the failures, frustrations, hopelessnesss, situations when you collapsed, when you gave up, when you felt you have not achieved what you want, you felt loss whether it is personal, health, professional, career, life, prayers, spiritual, anywhere. Pen down all the failures, and analyze each one, how the WILL ARROGANCE, collapses you, fails you. 23:39 WILL ARROGANCE means trying half-heartedly, failing, and then blaming yourself, you can never achieve it. Trying half-heartedly, failing, and blaming yourself, you can never achieve it. Vicious circle is WILL ARROGANCE, virtuous circle is WILL PERSISTENCE. WILL PERSISTENCE means, deciding whatever happens I am not going to give up till my intention to be, become reality. NOTHING can stop me. If my intention to be is Shivoham, till that happens, I am not going to give up. I am gong to be persisting, the WILL PERSISTENCE. Whatever may be your intention to be, the moment you decide, WILL PERSISTENCE, you will see so much of healing, healing, healing, powerfulness, powerfulness, powerfulness. Your own voice sitting inside you, and constantly teasing you, pulling you down, disrespecting you, abusing you, will just melt down. You don’t have any other enemy other than your WILL ARROGANCE voice, from inside. 25:39 The inside there is a voice ,which is constantly teasing you. “You, uh, uh, uh, hahaha. I’ve seen you for last 40 years. We know what you do. Come on, settle down, relax.” The constant inner voice part of you which is teasing you, abusing you, undermining you, under-judging you, under-weighing you, disrespecting you, that voice is the voice of all the failures of your WILL ARROGANCE. That voice is responsible for your psychological, physiological, neurological ups and downs. That is what I mean when I say, you are not your psychological, physiological, neurological ups and downs, hormonal ups and downs, you are just your intention to be. Anything else is actually irrelevant. They are no more important to you than the clothe you are wearing, which you can remove and throw anytime and change it, which you can replace at any time. Your neurology, physiology, psychology, hormonal, ups and downs are nothing more than a clothe you are wearing which you can replace at anytime you want. It has no value in your life, it has no place in your life. 27:50 All these truths, which I am explaining, all the neurological, psychological, physiological, hormonal, ups and downs of your life is not you, you are just your intention to be. And, WILL ARROGANCE is not real part of you, WILL PERSISTENCE is the real part of you. All the neurological, hormonal, physical, physiological, psychological ups and downs are caused by the failures of your will arrogance. By the failures of your WILL ARROGANCE. Look back. 28:58 The great omen book, the bad omen book you carry inside, your book of pain, which you refer regularly. How many of you carry that book of pain inside? Raise your hand. Refer regularly. Oh that black cat came, dark cat came, white cat came, my spectacles fell and broke. Morning when I was wearing the dress itself I saw, the pin poked my body, mmmhm. This great bad omen bible carriers. No look in. I am not talking only about the omen. I am also talking about, your perception about you, that you try, fail, you try, fail, and it is not going to happen for you, it’s only happen for somebody else, or it may not happen for anybody in the world. Those, WILL ARROGANCE, reminders, which does not function with any logic. 30:29 Actually if you pen down, do this exercise, assignment which I’m giving you today. List out fully and then start intranalyzing one by one, if it is out of the WILL ARROGANCE then cross it, then cross it, then cross it. Finally you will see all pain is just nothing but WILL ARROGANCE. It took away so much of life from you. Anybody decides, to live WILL PERSISTENCE, is reborn, dvija. Dvija[31:14], reborn. Anybody who decides to live – I am my intention to be, other than that, whether my physical size, mental capabilities, relationship abilities, ability to manifest wealth, or ability to achieve Enlightenment, ability to manifest powers, in everything—I am my intention to be. Anything other then that, my neurological, psychological, physiological, physical, hormonal, ups and downs, which are making me perceive I am not my intention to be, is all false, lie. They are all the bunch of perceptions put on me, due to my past WILL ARROGANCE and IGNORANCE. From now, I decide to practice will persistence. Till I become my intention to be, I am going to practice WILL PERSISTENCE. Anybody who takes this decision, you are reborn today with the grace of (33:11 Ganapati), along with Ganapati. Decide, you will be reborn today, along with Ganapati, along with Ganesha, with the WILL PERSISTENCE. All the physiological, psychological, neurological, physical, hormonal, ups and downs, which makes you perceive you are not your intention to be, is false. They are all the garbage dumped by your past WILL ARROGANT lifestyle. Due to your ignorance, or trial and error, or whatever, whatever, whatever. Now it is time, to decide to live will persistence lifestyle. 34:28 Today do this assignment. This ironing out will heal you so much, you will ready to manifest, all the experiences and powers of Sadāshiva, in Sadāshivoham 2016. I tell you, the more and more you prepare your inner space, simply you will have money, time, everything organized for Sadāshivoham. No obstacles will be there. It is all about removing the inner obstacles. It’s all about WILL ARROGANCE. If you say something is not working out for your Sadāshivoham 2016, it is just WILL ARROGANCE. Decide to have WILL PERSISTENCE, you will see everything aligns for Sadāshivoham 2016. Align here (heart). Start this assignment today, start this assignment today, to complete with all the pains, ideas neurological, psychological, physiological, physical, hormonal ups and downs you generated, in you, which goes on trying to make you believe falsely that you are not your intention to be, complete all of that. After finishing the assignment, you will simply understand, it is just …dash.. dash dumped on you by your WILL ARROGANT lifestyle. Actually I want you to do the assignments here, sit here and after this session do the assignment. I will help you complete here. 37:08 Once you start the completion inside, file the intention for Sadāshivoham 2016. Simply things will happen. Understand, the whole Living Shuddha Advaitam is preparing you internally and externally for Sadāshivoham 2016. The whole LSP, is, the whole LSP is, Living Shuddha Advaitam process is to prepare you, internally, externally, for Sadāshivoham 2016 and, make you manifest experiences, expressions, and powers of Sadashiva, in Sadāshivoham 2016. The purpose of Sadāshivoham 2016 is, to make you manifest, experiences, expressions, and powers of Sadāshiva, completely. Listen. I will repeat. The purpose of Sadāshivoham 2016 is, to make you experience, and radiate, all the experiences, expressions, and powers of Sadashiva, completely, and when I say, I’ll do it, I’ll do it. This Living Shuddha Advaitam process is to prepare you, internally and externally, for, Sadāshivoham 2016. Now, take few minutes. 39:32 Listen to the assignment once more. Pen down all the failures, frustrations, hopelessness, you remember, you had, personal loss, loss in every field, in your life, pen down everything. One by one, one by one, one by one, from the time you remember you. And one by one, intranalyze how the WILL ARROGANCE failed you, and gave you the idea, “no no no, you used will power, but you failed.” It is like you are running around, you are running behind the wrong enemy. Actually your enemy is WILL ARROGANCE, but you are angry with will power, WILL PERSISTENCE. The fellow who never came into your life, you are angry with him. Understand that, complete it, then, decide to live with WILL PERSISTENCE, WILL ARROGANCE. 40:52 I bless you all. Lets all radiate with integrity, authenticity, responsibility, enriching, causing Living Shuddha Advaita Shaivam, the eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you. Be blissful.