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| + | The third body is mental layer, inner chattering. Inner chattering which is constantly happening in you. The engram we store in this layer is guilt. Please understand. If you feel ‘I should live like this’ about the future, it is desire. If you feel ‘I should have lived like that’ about the past, it is guilt. Your consciousness going to the future is desire, getting into the past and messing the whole thing is guilt. Let Me define the guilt - scanning, judging your past life incidents with updated intelligence is guilt. Please understand. Judging your past life incidents with updated intelligence is guilt. | ||
| + | For example at the age of seven you are playing with your toys, your mother comes and says come and eat drop the toys. You say “No. I don’t want to eat.” If your mother snatches your toys, the kids will shout “No, you go and die. Give me my toys, get lost. Give me my toys.” At that moment for that intelligence the toys were looking much more important than the mother. Now you know mother is more useful than the toys. If you start creating guilt, “Oh at the, at that time I abused my mother without knowing that she is more important than the toys.” No. That is not intelligence. But that is what we do. At the age of seven you had only that much intelligence. The toys were looking much more important than the mother. Please understand. When you grow your intelligence gets updated. Use your intelligence to celebrate your life, not to punish yourself through the guilt. Now you have the intelligence mother is more important than the toy. Use this intelligence to celebrate your life, celebrate your understanding, not to judge your decisions. Please understand. Every moment what you think as right and do, can become guilt if you revisit the same decision after few days. Because in few days you would have grown. | ||
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| + | If you revisit the same incidents after few days and you don’t feel guilty, something is wrong with you because your intelligence is not updated. Understand. All you need is neither revisiting nor having guilt. Go on updating intelligence and just go ahead, go ahead, go ahead with it. Don’t revisit, don’t rejudge any incident; if you revisit with the updated intelligence you will create guilt. You will create guilt. One more thing, there is no such thing as a right or wrong. There is no scale. There is no scale. Understand. Life is constant expansion. Today what was wrong for you will be right for you tomorrow. Today what was right for you may be wrong for tomorrow. So it is a constant expansion. It is a constant experiment. All I wanted to tell you is at this moment whatever intelligence you have, be honest with that intelligence. That’s all. There is no such thing, there is no scale; who is here to tell Me… the tell, come on tell the scale, come on. Where is the scale? There is no scale. There is no scale to say right, wrong to create any guilt in you. | ||
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| + | So this moment be honest to your core to yourself as much as you can. That’s all. Nothing else can be done. Somebody came and asked Me the other day “I have a deep guilt in me Swamiji, so much of guilt is put on me. I don’t know how to get out of it.” I said “Come on, tell Me who can say what is wrong and right.” The person who says something is right, something is wrong and puts guilt in you; can he come with you after you die? He can’t. After your death you are going to go alone. Ask him, “Are you going to come with me, then judge me?” You are not. He can’t even take one simple headache which you have. He can give headache but he can’t take it. See in your life, all the fellows who go on judging you putting that guilt layer in you, constantly creating the self abusal technology… that’s what I call, the guilt is nothing but self abusal technology. Who inserts this system into you, he can’t help you, he can’t support you. | ||
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| + | People ask Me, “No, no, no without guilt how are we going to grow?” Please understand. With guilt you can never grow. With guilt you can never raise your moral standard. You can never raise your consciousness. I tell you, with guilt even if you raise your moral standard it is not worth it. It will only lead to more depression. See, when a horse is running you can stop the horse in two way. One holding the rope, other one throwing a big stone on the horse. Holding the rope means understanding through which you stop. Throwing a stone on it, in that way also you can stop. But the horse will never run again. So if you stop your mind, by putting the guilt, if you bring morality by putting the guilt on it you will have, but the horse will no more useful, useful for you. | ||
| + | So, one more thing, guilt is like a wedge inserted into your system. If you have seen in the villages, when they cut wood they will insert a wedge. Same way in your consciousness the wedge inserted into your consciousness is guilt. | ||
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| + | I will tell you one small incident. It’s really happened. One person, in this session, when I was sharing about guilt, in that meditation process she started weeping profusely. After the session I had few minutes with her. I have healed her, guided her. In the root chakra she had a tumor for 11 years. She says she underwent three surgeries, but within one month the tumor will come back. So she was suffering for years with the tumor. Anyhow she went through this process and went away. After three months she came back and said “Swamiji I don’t know what happened to me. The tumor has disappeared automatically.” And now this has happened two and half years before. Till now she has not got the tumor back, it has disappeared once for all. See in the guilt session when she was talking to Me, she had a very deep guilt. In the young age she had some, somebody has abused her, something has… wrong has been done to her. That guilt has gone so deep into her system she started hating that part of the body. Literally through energy she disconnected herself from that part. Just almost like a energy clot, like a blood clot, energy clot. That energy clot was responsible for her disease again and again happening. Once she came out of that energy clot completely the disease disappeared and never returned. | ||
| + | Understand. I am giving you one example, we carry 1000’s of energy clots. I can say all problems related to wheezing - the prana movement, whether it’s a particular part pains or the skin disease, all these diseases. These are all because of prana movements only. Prana movements, especially psoriasis, all these things directly related to guilt. Please understand. When I say this I am responsible. If you have any problem related to wheezing or skin disorders or this particular parts paining, it’s directly related to guilt. Go into this session completely. You will see that completely disappears. | ||
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| + | When I say this word I am responsible. Because I worked with this one technique with this one process, millions of people come out of their problems. See I can say at least 200 people I have walked out of their cancers with this one session; in My experience of last eight years, at least 200 cancers, because if you google and see the top ten reasons for cancers one is guilt. In the top ten reasons one is guilt. Guilt creates I can say at least 20% of the cancers. For 20% of the cancers, guilt is responsible. Directly responsible. Just if you can walk out of the guilt I can say 20% cancers can melt down. It can just disappear. Not only cancer, even the suffering in the lifetime; there are so many sufferings. | ||
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| + | See in the initial level, below the age of seven the family puts lot of guilt into you; because there are many rules, they don’t have patience or intelligence to explain to you. For example why you should not eat with left hand? Ask your parents. They don’t have reason. They just beat you ‘hey don’t touch; don’t do.’ But for a child he doesn’t know right, left or anything. Still I have a problem of right, left. Sometimes people feel little offended when I give energy darshan or initiation through left hand. But the problem is what is there, it's your skin, how much you are alive in this corner, you are alive same way in this corner. But unfortunately there are so many things which is put on you. You see I am not saying start using left hand, but there is no ... if you..when you say..when you tell your kids, ‘don’t use’, you should have little patience or intelligence to spend time with them and make them understand. See in those days we did not have better soaps, so this hand was used for washing. Just the five minutes job for that you need to leave one full hand for 24 hours. Really unproductive. Now you have soaps, detergents use everything. Why are you leaving one hand without using just for five minutes job? Too costly. No just think of productivity. It’s too costly. | ||
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| + | There are so many rules we dump on kids without giving them logical reason, without understanding, to relate with their level of logic. That is the first layer guilt. Understand. The first layer guilt cripples child’s logic. So many ways… you see the kids have the habit of whirling; around the world, all tradition, the kids have the habit of whirling, because whirling balances their energy. Sufi’s use that technique. One part of Islam there is a tradition called Sufi tradition, they are a great mystics - Sufi’s - they use this technique of whirling. Whirling balances your energy. When kids whirl you shout at them ‘hey keep quiet, don’t do’. The problem is, the deep down you have jealous, jealousy. We are suffering, depressed, and these guys are so happy, jumping around. No, really, it’s a deep down jealous. You can’t tolerate somebody happy in front of you. That is the problem. And you give your own reasons, ‘no, no no kids may fall.’ If you have the concern just put two, three mattress and let them whirl around it, whirl on the mattress. | ||
| + | Actually kids if they fall on their own they will never hurt themselves. Only if you stand there they will start crying. Observe, if they fall first thing they do, they will just look around. If there is nobody they will just get up and walk coolly. They will simply walk. Only if somebody is around and showing that sympathetic face ‘oh what happened? What happened?’ Then they will start ah..h. Otherwise if they fall on their own they won’t, they will, not only they will not be hurt, they will not shout, they will not do anything. They will simply do things on their own. | ||
| + | Understand. The first layer guilt put on the kids is rules forced on them without explaining to their logic. That’s the first layer guilt which is forced below the age of seven. | ||
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Revision as of 20:05, 27 January 2022
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Nithya Spurana Convention ||Q & A session at the convention || Traditions of Kumbh mela || Addressed the nithyananda Order of Sanyasis || Kundalini awakening || The powerful truth that human beings by their very nature is Bliss ||
Narration:
The Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism, Jagatguru Mahasannidhanam, His Divine Holiness, Bhagavan Nithyananda Paramashivam, during the Nithya Spurana Convention held in Andhra Pradesh, India, hosted an intimate Q&A session where several questions, received from delegates present at the convention were answered. His Divine Holiness shared further shared insights about the traditions of Kumbh Mela, the role of the Mahamandaleshwars and the Naga Sampradaya. He briefly addressed the Nithyananda Order of Sanyasis and explained that Kirtans should be kept alive, with children given the freedom to dance and be playful in a safe space. His Divine Holiness shared important knowledge and Truths surrounding Kundalini Awakening, the Causal Layer, going beyond Desires, Death and revealed an intense Mystical Process to remove pain. He also revealed that Saints, Sages, & enlightened masters will express the truth based on their own experiences and teach 90% through body language. His Divine Holiness concluded by sharing the powerful truth that human beings by their very nature are Bliss.
Video - Be Present With The Mystic || Part 1 || NSC
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Video - Be Present With The Mystic || Part 2 || NSC
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Video - Be Present With The Mystic || Part 3 || NSC
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Transcript:
(00:15)
Let’s enter into the sessions. I’ll introduce how this technology happened; how this whole science happened in Me. Knowing this, you would really have the strong vitarka and inspiration to enter into this whole science. Introduction is never waste of time, it’s a right investment. Person who creates formula to reproduce the outer world understandings on every mind is a scientist. Person who creates formula to reproduce the experiences of the inner world on everybody is a mystic. Person who creates outer world experiences to reproduce the outer world experiences into others, outer world understanding into others, who creates formula is a scientist. Person who creates formulas to reproduce the inner world experiences on others is a mystic.
(01:46)
So how this formula to reproduce this experience on others happened in Me is an introduction about this science, this technology. The young age I was spending lot of time in traveling, doing pilgrimages and wanderings. So I was near Varanasi, a small place near Gazipur there was a, there was a small town. I was staying there and taking care of one sadhu, a very eldery sadhu. He was in his deathbed. I was staying in the hospital ICU. ICU means don’t visualize Hyderabad ICUs; the village hospital ICU’s. I can say town hospital ICU, kind of a two broken steel cot and but for a town it was well equipped. For that size town it was well equipped. I was taking care of him. In North India that’s tradition is all the young sadhus will take care of the old sadhus.
(03:20)
Taking care of sadhus is considered as a great punya, especially when they are sick and old. I was taking care of this sadhu. At that time I happened to face, I happened to see one guy dying in the hospital, in the ICU - next bed, next bed. I was with this sadhu. I saw that next bed that guy started dying. Please understand, I am describing as I experienced and I am responsible for what I am talking. I know many people follow the instructions I give; many people practice these teachings. Because of that I have become, I have to be more responsible about what I am talking. See, nobody is listening. Nobody is caring. Nobody is practicing I can talk what I want. But I know millions of people are practicing what I am talking, listening to what I am talking so I am responsible for what I am uttering. With that responsibility I am telling you as exactly I experienced.
(04:48)
I saw this person dying. It was such a strong experience for me. Still even when I remember, even now I can just see visually the whole thing in front of me, including that old glass on that steel table near the patient. I can see everything so vividly. That guy was, he has started dying. The doctors were standing around and trying to help, support him whatever medically they can do, giving oxygen or whatever medically they can do, they were trying to do. But of course they were not able to, they were not able to save him. He started leaving the body. First time I was seeing a death directly.
(05:55)
At the young age I saw my old mother, old grandmother dying. I didn’t have the vision or the spiritual experience to see what is happening in the being. Here, I was able to see very clearly what is happening in that being, but I was not able to help. I was not able to do any help to that person, but I was able to see what was happening in that being. (06:28) I saw very clearly….. first that physical body suffering. It’s almost like a tremendous pain raising in the system. It’s like a thousands of scorpions biting at a time. Every pore, I saw intense pain happening in that body, thousands of scorpions. You see, you know if you cut yourself just half inch you know how you feel. It’s almost like a peeling the skin. I saw that intense pain happening in that body; every pore intense pain.
(07:22)
In few minutes I saw that, that person’s soul was not able to tolerate that pain. It just dived into coma; means like a, see, in your system you have an automatic pain killer mechanism, that is the coma. The pain is too much, you fall into coma, That’s a kind of a pain killer mechanism. It’s not that you will not have pain. You will not feel the pain when it becomes too much. Like a sound, if it is too less you can’t hear. If it is too much you can’t hear. The frequency is more, you can’t hear. The same way, if the pain is beyond certain frequency, you push yourself into coma. You don’t, you can’t experience it anymore. You can’t see anymore. I saw that person just jumped into coma. The moment he fell into the coma his being, his soul started leaving the body.
(08:22)
See, because he fell into the coma, all his old engrams, samskaras became alive, awakened. It's like ah when you fall into the dream state all your desires will be awakened. Desire, fear, guilt everything will be wildly playing on you. You can see very clearly, sometime early morning if you wake up, the moment you wake up, if you remember, just few moments before because you were not aware of yourself, you were not aware of the self, the self was not alive, individual, clear; how your fears were possessing you. For example, if you had the dream like you are being, you are running, escaping from a snake or elephant. You can see very clearly, the moment you wake up how the whole thing is empty. But when you are in that coma stage how it was looking really like a reality, truth.
(09:31)
I saw very clearly, same way that soul dropping into that coma and all the desires, unfulfilled desires just become alive. See when you don’t have logic, the individual awareness, you will not see the difference between the dream state and waking state. That is why kids till they develop the logic, if they feel hungry in the dream state they will cry in the waking state. If they, whatever they experience in the dream state they will feel in the waking state. They can’t differentiate between the dream state and waking state. In the dream if they feel that somebody have beaten them or some problem, they will be crying in the waking state. They can’t see the difference. If the logic is not sharp enough, if the individual awareness is not there. In sanskrit we have a word pratyagatma chaitanya jagratam - means the individual awareness. If that is not there you will not have the difference between the dream and waking state.
(10:32)
I saw in this person, please understand, through this story I am revealing some of the important truths related to death and I am responsible for all the words I am uttering. I’ll answer all your questions related to the subject I am talking. Any doubt you have you can note down and write a question. The next session I will answer. Just like if you go to a lawyer he is ethically bound to give you the right opinion about the problem. So an enlightened being is ethically bound to tell you the truth exactly as it happens about the cosmos. The cosmic questions like life and death and everything.
(11:21)
So, even it was a little shocking, even if it was little against your religious beliefs, your ideas, I am sorry. I am sorry about offending you, but what I am saying is truth. I am expressing it as it happened. Because the person fell into a coma, I saw very clearly all his desires become alive, almost like the frequency of the desires is much more than frequency of his individual soul. So he is just kicked left and right by those desires. This guy has just become four feet and the desires are standing twenty thirty feet. Like a football, he is being played by those desires. They are kicking him left and right.
(12:17)
Anyhow, it was a terrible suffering for that person. He has felt very deeply depressed that he did not live all these desires. He wants to stay back in the body and live all those desires but body is telling, “No. I am tired. I can’t host you anymore. Please get out.” Body says, “I am pushing you out.” But the desires are so tall, so imposing, so influencing, the soul wants to stay back in the body and enjoy, but unable to. This fight, conflict is what I call suffering, the death suffering. Understand, do not think you will go to hell and you will be put in the hell and boiled. NO! This process is hell. There is no separate hell. This process is hell. All the engrams, your engrams which you carry as, which you cherish, which you think as life will be awakened the moment you fall into the coma.
(13:21)
So I saw that soul was moving through the desires with tremendous suffering, deep suffering. Then slowly, slowly, slowly that soul moved to the next level. Next level I saw, instead of desires, that soul was attacked by the guilt. See, when you feel, “I should live like this”, it’s a desire. When you feel, “I should have lived like that”, it’s a guilt. When your soul goes towards the future is desire, if it goes towards the past, it’s guilt. I saw this soul getting caught with a deep guilt. “Oh! I should have done this. I should have done this. I should have lived like that. I should have finished that fellow that time. I did not fight properly. I did not do this properly.” You can see even now in your life morning you if finish your fight in the house and go to the office, office where you are working all the points would come. “Oh! I missed this point. I missed that point.” You’ll prepare your notes and come back in the evening. The moment you enter the house, shoes will fly and start the session again with all the points which you remembered. And again, when you are in front of the spouse, in that heat, you will forget points by points to answer. So that night when you are in the bed you will start taking the notes and the next day you are ready.
(14:51)
Anyhow, the guilt, guilt of that person was so strong, that soul immediately wanted to go back to that body and want to relive all those incidents as he wants; wanted to redo everything but body says, “No. I am tired. Get out.” And with that load, please understand, when that soul was going through every desire the stress on that soul was getting increased. The layer, the load was getting increased Then that soul started moving towards the guilt. Then again more load getting addedhi. This load is what I call Karma.
(15:38)
Please understand, when you go through the desire or guilt all the load happens on you, all your decision, “No! I did not live that way. Now I will live. I did not do this. Now I will do.” All those decisions you make is your prarabdha, with which you assume the next body.
(16:01)
Please understand, your life is not direct result of your past actions. It is your decisions made about the past actions is this life. For example, last life you gave hundred thousand rupees to somebody or you cheated two thousand rupees from somebody. You killed two people. You saved ten people. Your life in this life is not totality of those actions. Your decisions about all those actions. For example, you see, “Oh! Saving gave me so much of joy. This time I will save a hundred people.” “Oh! Killing gave me real joy. This time I am going to kill hundred people.” “No, no, no! When I swindled money I felt very bad. This time I won’t swindle.” “No, no, no! Last time when I served the money, gave money to others, I felt very joyful. This time I will give more.” What decisions you make about those incidents when you leave the body is this life. Please understand, I am throwing one important light on the concept of karma. I am breaking the traditional idea of karma.
Ends at (17:26)
Video - Mystical Death Formula (Physical Layer) || Part 1 || NSC
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Transcript
(00:15)
Let’s enter into the sessions. I’ll introduce how this technology happened; how this whole science happened in Me. Knowing this, you will really have the strong vitarka and inspiration to enter into this whole science. Introduction is never waste of time, it’s a right investment. Person who creates formula to reproduce the outer world understandings on every mind is a scientist. Person who creates formula to reproduce the experiences of the inner world on everybody is a mystic. Person who creates outer world experiences to reproduce the outer world experiences into others, outer world understandings into others, who creates formula is a scientist. Person who creates formulas to reproduce the inner world experiences on others is a mystic.
(01:46)
So how this formula to reproduce this experience on others happened in Me is an introduction about this science, this technology. The young age I was spending lot of time in traveling, doing pilgrimages and wanderings. So I was near Varanasi, a small place near Gazipur there was a, there was a small town. I was staying there and taking care of one sadhu, one very eldery sadhu. He was in his deathbed. I was staying in the hospital ICU. ICU means don’t visualize Hyderabad ICUs; the village hospital ICU’s. I can say town hospital’s ICU, kind of a two broken steel cot and but for a town it was well equipped. For that size town it was well equipped. I was taking care of him. In North India that’s tradition is all the young sadhus will take care of the old sadhus.
(03:20)
Taking care of sadhus is considered as a great punya, especially when they are sick and old. I was taking care of this sadhu. At that time I happened to face, I happened to see one guy dying in the hospital, in the ICU - next bed, next bed. I was with this sadhu. I saw that next bed that guy started dying. Please understand, I am describing as I experienced and I am responsible for what I am talking. I know many people follow the instructions I give; many people practice these teachings. Because of that I have become, I have to be more responsible about what I am talking. See, if nobody is listening, nobody is caring, nobody is practicing, I can talk what I want. But I know millions of people are practicing what I am talking, listening to what I am talking, so I am responsible for what I am uttering. With that responsibility I am telling you as exactly I experienced.
(04:48)
I saw this person dying. It was such a strong experience for Me. Still even when I remember, even now I can just see visually the whole thing in front of Me, including that old glass on that steel table near the patient. I can see everything so vividly. That guy was, he has started dying. The doctors were standing around and trying to help, support him whatever medically they can do, giving oxygen or whatever medically they can do, they were trying to do. But of course they were not able to, they were not able to save him. He started leaving the body. First time I was seeing a death directly.
(05:55)
In the young age I saw My old mother, old grandmother dying. I didn’t have the vision or the spiritual experience to see what is happening in the being. Here, I was able to see very clearly what is happening in that being, but I was not able to help. I was not able to do any help to that person, but I was able to see what was happening in that being.
(06:28)
I saw very clearly….. first that physical body suffering. It’s almost like a tremendous pain raising in the system. It’s like a thousands of scorpions biting at a time. Every pore, I saw intense pain happening in that body, thousands of scorpions. You see, you know if you cut yourself just half inch you know how you feel. It’s almost like a peeling the skin. I saw that intense pain happening in that body; every pore intense pain.
(07:22)
In few minutes I saw that, that person’s soul was not able to tolerate that pain. It just dived into coma; means like a, see, in your system you have a automatic pain killer mechanism, that is the coma. The pain is too much, you fall into coma, That’s a kind of a automatic pain killer mechanism. It’s not that you will not have pain. You will not feel the pain when it becomes too much. Like a sound, if it is too less you can’t hear. If it is too much you can’t hear. The frequency is more, you can’t hear. The same way, if the pain is beyond certain frequency, you push yourself into coma. You don’t, you can’t experience it anymore. You can’t see anymore. I saw that person just jumped into coma. The moment he fell into the coma his being, his soul started leaving the body.
(08:22)
See, because he fell into the coma, all his old engrams, samskaras became alive, awakened. It's like a when you fall into the dream state all your desires will be awakened. Desire, fear, guilt everything will be wildly playing on you. You can see very clearly, sometime early morning if you wake up, the moment you wake up, if you remember, just few moments before because you were not aware of yourself, you were not aware of the self, the self was not alive, individual, clear; how your fears were possessing you. For example, if you had the dream like you have been, you are running, escaping from a snake or elephant. You can see very clearly, the moment you wake up how the whole thing is empty. But when you are in that coma stage how it was looking really like a reality, truth.
(09:31)
I saw very clearly, same way that soul dropping into that coma and all the desires, unfulfilled desires just become alive. See when you don’t have logic, the individual awareness, you will not see the difference between the dream state and waking state. That is why kids till they develop the logic, if they feel hungry in the dream state they will cry in the waking state. If they, whatever they experience in the dream state they will feel in the waking state. They can’t differentiate between the dream state and waking state. In the dream if they feel that somebody has beaten them or some problem, they will be crying in the waking state. They can’t see the difference. If the logic is not sharp enough, if the individual awareness is not there. In sanskrit we have a word pratyagatma chaitanya jagratam - means individual awareness. If that is not there you will not have the difference between the dream and waking state.
(10:32)
I saw in this person, please understand, through this story I am revealing some of the important truths related to death and I am responsible for all the words I am uttering. I’ll answer all your questions related to the subject I am talking. Any doubt you have you can note down and write a question. In the next session I will answer. Just like if you go to a lawyer he is ethically bound to give you the right opinion about the problem. So an enlightened being is ethically bound to tell you the truth exactly as it happens about the cosmos. The cosmic questions like life and death and everything.
(11:21)
So, even it was a little shocking, even if it was little against your religious beliefs, your ideas, I am sorry. I am sorry about offending you, but what I am saying is truth. I am expressing it as it happened. Because the person fell into a coma, I saw very clearly all his desires became alive, almost like the frequency of the desires is much more than frequency of his individual soul. So he is just kicked left and right by those desires. This guy has just become just four feet and the desires are standing twenty thirty feet. Like a football, he is being played by those desires. They are kicking him left and right.
(12:17)
Anyhow, it was a terrible suffering for that person. He felt very deeply depressed that he did not live all these desires. He wants to stay back in the body and live all those desires but body is telling, “No. I am tired. I can’t host you anymore. Please get out.” Body says, “I am pushing you out.” But the desires are so tall, so imposing, so influencing, the soul wants to stay back in the body and enjoy, but unable to. This fight, this conflict is what I call suffering, the death suffering. Understand, do not think you will go to hell and you will be put in the hell and boiled. NO! This process is hell. There is no separate hell. This process is hell. All the engrams, your engrams which you carry as, which you cherish, which you think as life will be awakened the moment you fall into the coma.
(13:21)
So I saw that soul was moving through the desires with tremendous suffering, deep suffering. Then slowly, slowly, slowly that soul moved to the next level. Next level I saw, instead of desires, that soul was attacked by the guilt. See, when you feel, “I should live like this”, it’s a desire. When you feel, “I should have lived like that”, it’s a guilt. When your soul goes towards the future is desire, if it goes towards the past, it’s guilt. I saw this soul getting caught with a deep guilt. “Oh! I should have done this. I should have done this. I should have lived like that. I should have finished that fellow that time. I did not fight properly. I did not do this properly.” You can see even now in your life morning you if finish your fight in the house and go to the office, office where you are working all the points will come. “Oh! I missed this point. I missed that point.” You’ll prepare your notes and come back in the evening. The moment you enter the house, shoes will fly and start the session again with all the points which you remembered. 😊 And again, when you are in front of the spouse, in that heat, you will forget 4-5 points to answer. So that night while you are in the bed you will start taking the notes and next day you are ready. 😊
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Anyhow, the guilt, guilt of that person was so strong, that soul immediately wanted to go back to that body and want to relive all those incidents as he wants; wanted to redo everything; but body says, “No. I am tired. Get out.” And with that load, please understand, when that soul was going through every desire the stress on that soul was getting increased. The layer, the load was getting increased. Then that soul started moving towards the guilt. Then again more load getting added. This load is what I call Karma.
(15:38)
Please understand, when you go through the desire or guilt all the load happens on you, all your decision, “No! I did not live that way. Now I will live. I did not do this. Now I will do.” All those decisions you make is your prarabdha, with which you assume the next body.
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Please understand, your life is not direct result of your past actions. It is your decisions made about the past actions is this life. For example, last life you gave hundred thousand rupees to somebody or you cheated two thousand rupees from somebody. You killed two people. You saved ten people. Your life in this life is not totality of all those actions. Your decisions about all those actions. For example, you see, “Oh! Saving gave me so much of joy. This time I will save a hundred people.” “Oh! Killing gave me real joy. This time I am going to kill hundred people.” “No, no, no, no, no! When I swindled money I felt very bad. This time I won’t swindle.” “No, no, no! Last time when I served the money, gave money to others, I felt very joyful. This time I will give more.” What decisions you make about those incidents when you leave the body is this life. Please understand, I am throwing one of the important light on the concept of karma. I am breaking the traditional idea of karma.
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Video - Kumbh Mela, Kundalini and More! || Q & A || NSC
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[00:15]
Question: “In Kumbh Mela the first dip will be taken by persons from Naga Sampradaya. I came to know that this Kumbh Mela you will be taking the first dip. Are you from Naga Sampradaya?” Swamiji: No no no. I am not going to take the first dip. There are thirteen Mahamandaleshwars. One-three Mahamandaleshwars of the Nirvani Akhada. All thirteen will take the first dip. Last time they allowed Me to take first dip because in that thirteen, I am the only person who created an order, order of Sanyasis. All others are imbibed. They are like hereditary. Their Gurus have created the organisation; they came to the seat. Last time they allowed Me to take the first dip because I created the Sangha. They have respect for Me, that's all. And this time, all these thirteen will take dip. Please understand it is not that I’ll be taking the dip, all the thirteen will take the first dip. I am also from, I’m from Naga Sampradaya.
[01:06]
Naga Sampradaya means, he says he’s asking the question: “Can you explain Naga Sampradaya?” Naga Sampradaya means the Sanyasis who are from Shankara Parampara, Shankara's Parampara who accept the sky as the cloth and whatever comes in their way as their food. And it's a initiated into Paramahamsa order. I think day before yesterday I was explaining; they will wear the cloth only when they come inside the city to teach. If I am not inside the city, if I am not teaching and the sky is the dress, means living with nature. It’s a traditional way of living and we are supposed to eat whatever comes in our way.
[01:52]
That rules belongs to all the Sanyas Parampara like carrying the stick and all does not apply to us. As I said that avadhoota and Paramahamsas, it does not apply. It’s a tradition created to keep the enlightenment science alive. We are supposed to dedicate our time to practice and preach the Enlightenment science. There are like this few restrictions and few understandings. That's all.
[02:19]
This time all the thirteen will be taking bath. That is the traditional right. Last time they allowed Me. In that thirteen, nobody else has created an organisation, created a Sangha. It's like a understanding between the thirteen. Totally there are 30,000 Mahamandaleshwars and 300 Akhadas. Akhada means group, the organisation. So the first leading organisation is the Nirvani Akhada, which is our organisation, which we belong to. It is the leading organisation. It has only one-three Mahamandaleshwars.
[02:52]
In this organisation they have lot of restrictions. If to ordain somebody as Mahamandaleshwar. Somebody asked the question, how the Mahamandaleshwar is being ordained and all that. Who put the question? How the titles are given.
[03:04]
They have their own screening method. They should have had this kind of experiences. They should have initiated this many number of Sadhus and they should have written this many number of books and they go through their, some of their, they have their own calculations. Then they ordain.
[03:19]
Again a few questions on what is meant by Mahamandaleshwar. It is nothing. It is a traditional title given, honour given to somebody to recognise their contribution. Question: “Awakening Kundalini is not good for married couple.” Swamiji: Don't worry it is good. Nothing wrong, nothing wrong. Question: “Tea, alcohol, sex should stop, to practice Kundalini.” Swamiji: Nothing like that. See awakening of kundalini, you may drop alcohol. But other than that, nothing like a tea, coffee, the regular married life, or nothing. It's no way involved in that. So don't worry. Kundalini can be awakened for all the people.
[04:01]
Question: “Is the causal layer linked anyway predominantly to the throat chakra?” Swamiji: No. It is not linked to the throat chakra. It is beyond the seven chakras. Question: “What about kirtans?” Swamiji: Evening Kirtan and all that. All that should be kept alive. All these beautiful things, juicy things should be kept alive. Because you don't give chance to, chance for kids to jump in the temple, they go to the bar and jump. That's all. They drink and jump there. That's the problem. If you give them the space here itself they won't do there.
[04:39]
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Mystical Truths about the Causal Layer || Part 2 || NSC || 4 Feb 2010
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(00:16)
Now we will be going back to that same causal layer from which your body was created consciously and recreate your whole being. That causal layer only is called Kali. In sanskrit Kali means darkness. That’s all. The exact translation of the word Kali means darkness. This technique is beautifully described in Kularnava tantra. Intensely meditating on cosmic darkness; that is your sleep. See, your sleep is nothing but darkness being covered in darkness. Unfortunately we have wrong idea about darkness, as if it is life negative. No, understand, it is not. All our life comes from the darkness which is in your mother’s womb and goes back to cosmic darkness. So that is our mother. That is our source from where we come out and where we go and merge.
(01:30)
That is why it is such a deep peace. The word Kali means darkness. Now we are going to meditate on quality of Kali. Not just the form of Kali. You see, even the form of Kali is very beautiful. On one hand she is holding the sword - the left raised hand sword. The lower hand - the cut head, severed head. And this hand [right hand] she is giving abhaya and varada; means, if your ego is cut by the knowledge sword you are blessed and protected. That’s all. That’s what she symbolizes. See, unfortunately somehow that darkness is associated with negativity. It is not. It is not negative. The dark, the Kali’s darkness is motherly darkness - the darkness which gives you the deep peace and healing in which your body and mind is rejuvenated every day. The only problem you have you have is your fear about that darkness. If you just drop your fear and enter into the darkness you will see you are in mother’s lap. You are in mother’s lap. You are in cosmic mother’s energy again.
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I have seen in My experience hundreds of people walk out of their sleeping pills and any other problems related to insomnia, chronic fatigue just with this one session. When I say I am really responsible. So put all your energy… even the eye problem because you see the eye problem is nothing but having too much of stress during the sleep. Now the recent studies says if you don’t have deep sleep if your constantly eye balls are moving during the sleep that creates a stress and all the eyes related problems happens in you. Eye related problems are happening in you. So please understand this one process can work and help even to heal your eyes. Too much of eye ball movement during the sleep, they call it REM rapid eye movement. And during the sleep, if your stress and dreams are too much, the eye ball movement will be too much. That creates stress. That creates all disease related to eyes.
(04:11)
So go into this process. Go into this meditation. It will heal you in so many ways. Not only physically and mentally, you will carry a deep peace in you, a kind of a light being. This process will help you to carry a light being. Many time having a light being itself solves many problems. If you carry that light being you won’t have a problem. Many time the people who wanted to torture you when they see you are not tortured, they just disappear. They just can’t understand what is going on. They’ll just disappear. Many time you will not create enemies if you carry light being. Carrying the light being can happen if you meditate on Mother. The mother energy is such a solid energy, such a peaceful energy, the meditation on Kali… please understand, when I say meditation on Kali, the qualities, gunas of Kali - deep peace and deep eternal darkness - Healing darkness - alive, living, peaceful, eternal darkness.
(05:40)
When you meditate on this Kali energy you will have the light being. Your ego, the strong ego will be cut by the knowledge sword. And you will carry a deep light being. See after this layer, it’s all too mystical. Logically I cannot relate exactly and with your logic and tell you exactly what is happening. I am really, actually struggling. Big traffic jam in My throat; how to connect and logically convince you to meditate on this darkness. I am telling, telling, telling so many things. But I Myself feel very clearly still I am not able to completely talk in your language. Because after this subtle body the logic does not work. It’s only straight process and mystical techniques. That is why your logic can be useful only to a certain level. Beyond that just straight away going into the process and experiencing only solves the problem.
(06:48)
Because many thing relate… You see, now I have said that just through this process I have helped many people to walk out of Parkinson’s and Alzheimer's. But still I am not able to logically connect why they got healed because of this process. I am only able to see that the disease is related to causal layer problem. And healing the causal layer heals the disease. That's all I am able to say. I am not able to exactly pinpoint. But there are many things I am able to pinpoint. The engram and the disease, I am able to straight away connect. But still with this causal layer I am not able to connect the problem and the solution. I am only able to feel this heals the causal layer, because the causal layer is healed that problem gets solved.
(07:36)
It’s something I know the solution, but not the root. How I arrived, came to the solution? If you read this Ramanujam’s life, mathematic… great mathematician; all his, many of his solutions, he just knows the solution. If you give the problem, he will give you the solution within microseconds, not even seconds. Before even you complete the problem, he will give you the solution. But if you ask him “how did you come to this conclusion?” He doesn't know. He says that “Solingapuram Mahalakshmi gave the solution.” That is his causal layer. Solingapuram Mahalakshmi that is his ishta devata. He was born and brought up near the Solingapuram. In Tamil Nadu there is a beautiful Narashimma Swamy temple, old temple. That Mahalakshmi gave him darshan and blessed him.
(08:26)
So “the Solingapuram Mahalakshmi gave me the solution.” That is unimaginable intuition. That happens from this causal layer. But the problem is he is not, he was never able to give the steps. That will take five, six days for him to come to the steps. Many of his steps has still holes. I have studied some of his problems and the solutions. The problem is right, solution is right. But how he connects, that steps have lots of holes. You can’t say that is the right step, but the solution is right. So this is the expression of causal layer. So when the causal layer is healed you will just know beyond your logic, you will start seeing beyond your logic, you will start experiencing many things beyond your logic.
(09:23)
I can give you one more example of this causal layer. Sometime in some parties or when you go to some new places suddenly you will have a thought. Either some person is going to come or some incident is going to happen in next five, six minutes. You will see exactly that will happen. Or, you will go to a new place, suddenly you will have the feeling you know that house thoroughly, every room, every corner, every object. First time you may be visiting. But you think, you suddenly feel you know everything. When you go inside, it will be exactly the same way. How many of you felt this in your life at least once? This is causal layer. Understand. This is causal layer. Those few moments you just fell into the causal layer accidently. You fall into the causal layer accidentally.
(10:15)
You see, sometime people say, no, no, no it is coincidence. If it happens in one person's life once, you can call it coincidence. So many of you. Please raise your hand once more. Let me see. See practically 90% are raising the hand. How can be this coincidence, if it is 90%? Something more than coincidence. There is a science behind it. The, when you are in that causal layer you will just see beyond logic you jump. And the decisions are made revelations happen. That is the mother energy. That is the mother energy. Mother energy and the intuition are very closely connected. That is why around the world all mother worshippers will be carrying this intuition power. You can see mother worship is always connected to intuition power. All cultures please understand. I am not talking only about Indian culture. All cultures wherever the mother worship is accepted and revered you will see intuition in that civilizations, in that countries, in that places intuition will be there.
(11:25)
Wherever mother energy, mother worship not accepted, they all will be logic worshippers. The whole civilizations can be classified as two; logic worshipers, intuition worshipers. All logic worshiping civilizations are built on money, currency, wall street. All mother worship civilizations are built on heart - the agriculture, the land based. These are the only two civilizations. Understand. I am connecting some of the deep basic secrets of different civilizations. All mother worshiping civilizations not only in India all over the world, they are all built on agriculture, land based. They are not built on currency based. They are built on land based. And they will all be based on the intuition. They will all be intuition worshiper’s. They will all be radiating the intuition. If you go to our Indian villages, still you will see every Indian village will have at least two, three guys who is giving that oracle. Who is giving, that he will be predicting what will happen. They will just simple villagers they will be sitting in village.
(12:42)
I had My own one experience in My life. I was, during My yatra, in one village under a tree there was a small stone applied all the turmeric, kumkum and all those things, all those things. I did not have any idea that somebody was worshipping that. I thought something. I put my head on that and slept to rest. From two and a half miles distance one farmer is running and coming to Me within one hour. That guy is telling “Come on get up. Because You are sadhu I am leaving You. Otherwise I would have killed. It’s my deity Devi. She appeared in my dream and I saw that somebody was disrespecting so I ran and came here.”
(13:30)
All you need to do - meditate on your sleep. That’s all. Nothing else. See what you experience during sleep? Deep peace and deep darkness. Meditate on that peaceful darkness. That’s all. Only one condition head should be straight. I don’t want you to be sleeping, I want you to be meditating on sleeping. You see I wanted you to enter into that space consciously. So that you can enter whenever you want and you can come out wherever you don’t want. As on now sleep is not under your control. It will come when it wants, it will go when it wants. I, through this process I am bringing sleep under your control. You can enter when you want, you can come out when you don’t want. So once the sleep comes under your control, many problems will be completely solved. The freshness, being alive, so many problems will be completely solved.
(14:47)
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Eliminate Guilt Now! || Part 1 || NSC || 04 Feb 2010
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(00:14)
The third body is mental layer, inner chattering. Inner chattering which is constantly happening in you. The engram we store in this layer is guilt. Please understand. If you feel ‘I should live like this’ about the future, it is desire. If you feel ‘I should have lived like that’ about the past, it is guilt. Your consciousness going to the future is desire, getting into the past and messing the whole thing is guilt. Let Me define the guilt - scanning, judging your past life incidents with updated intelligence is guilt. Please understand. Judging your past life incidents with updated intelligence is guilt. For example at the age of seven you are playing with your toys, your mother comes and says come and eat drop the toys. You say “No. I don’t want to eat.” If your mother snatches your toys, the kids will shout “No, you go and die. Give me my toys, get lost. Give me my toys.” At that moment for that intelligence the toys were looking much more important than the mother. Now you know mother is more useful than the toys. If you start creating guilt, “Oh at the, at that time I abused my mother without knowing that she is more important than the toys.” No. That is not intelligence. But that is what we do. At the age of seven you had only that much intelligence. The toys were looking much more important than the mother. Please understand. When you grow your intelligence gets updated. Use your intelligence to celebrate your life, not to punish yourself through the guilt. Now you have the intelligence mother is more important than the toy. Use this intelligence to celebrate your life, celebrate your understanding, not to judge your decisions. Please understand. Every moment what you think as right and do, can become guilt if you revisit the same decision after few days. Because in few days you would have grown.
(02:50)
If you revisit the same incidents after few days and you don’t feel guilty, something is wrong with you because your intelligence is not updated. Understand. All you need is neither revisiting nor having guilt. Go on updating intelligence and just go ahead, go ahead, go ahead with it. Don’t revisit, don’t rejudge any incident; if you revisit with the updated intelligence you will create guilt. You will create guilt. One more thing, there is no such thing as a right or wrong. There is no scale. There is no scale. Understand. Life is constant expansion. Today what was wrong for you will be right for you tomorrow. Today what was right for you may be wrong for tomorrow. So it is a constant expansion. It is a constant experiment. All I wanted to tell you is at this moment whatever intelligence you have, be honest with that intelligence. That’s all. There is no such thing, there is no scale; who is here to tell Me… the tell, come on tell the scale, come on. Where is the scale? There is no scale. There is no scale to say right, wrong to create any guilt in you.
(04:18)
So this moment be honest to your core to yourself as much as you can. That’s all. Nothing else can be done. Somebody came and asked Me the other day “I have a deep guilt in me Swamiji, so much of guilt is put on me. I don’t know how to get out of it.” I said “Come on, tell Me who can say what is wrong and right.” The person who says something is right, something is wrong and puts guilt in you; can he come with you after you die? He can’t. After your death you are going to go alone. Ask him, “Are you going to come with me, then judge me?” You are not. He can’t even take one simple headache which you have. He can give headache but he can’t take it. See in your life, all the fellows who go on judging you putting that guilt layer in you, constantly creating the self abusal technology… that’s what I call, the guilt is nothing but self abusal technology. Who inserts this system into you, he can’t help you, he can’t support you.
[05:29]
People ask Me, “No, no, no without guilt how are we going to grow?” Please understand. With guilt you can never grow. With guilt you can never raise your moral standard. You can never raise your consciousness. I tell you, with guilt even if you raise your moral standard it is not worth it. It will only lead to more depression. See, when a horse is running you can stop the horse in two way. One holding the rope, other one throwing a big stone on the horse. Holding the rope means understanding through which you stop. Throwing a stone on it, in that way also you can stop. But the horse will never run again. So if you stop your mind, by putting the guilt, if you bring morality by putting the guilt on it you will have, but the horse will no more useful, useful for you. So, one more thing, guilt is like a wedge inserted into your system. If you have seen in the villages, when they cut wood they will insert a wedge. Same way in your consciousness the wedge inserted into your consciousness is guilt.
(06:44)
I will tell you one small incident. It’s really happened. One person, in this session, when I was sharing about guilt, in that meditation process she started weeping profusely. After the session I had few minutes with her. I have healed her, guided her. In the root chakra she had a tumor for 11 years. She says she underwent three surgeries, but within one month the tumor will come back. So she was suffering for years with the tumor. Anyhow she went through this process and went away. After three months she came back and said “Swamiji I don’t know what happened to me. The tumor has disappeared automatically.” And now this has happened two and half years before. Till now she has not got the tumor back, it has disappeared once for all. See in the guilt session when she was talking to Me, she had a very deep guilt. In the young age she had some, somebody has abused her, something has… wrong has been done to her. That guilt has gone so deep into her system she started hating that part of the body. Literally through energy she disconnected herself from that part. Just almost like a energy clot, like a blood clot, energy clot. That energy clot was responsible for her disease again and again happening. Once she came out of that energy clot completely the disease disappeared and never returned. Understand. I am giving you one example, we carry 1000’s of energy clots. I can say all problems related to wheezing - the prana movement, whether it’s a particular part pains or the skin disease, all these diseases. These are all because of prana movements only. Prana movements, especially psoriasis, all these things directly related to guilt. Please understand. When I say this I am responsible. If you have any problem related to wheezing or skin disorders or this particular parts paining, it’s directly related to guilt. Go into this session completely. You will see that completely disappears.
(09:09)
When I say this word I am responsible. Because I worked with this one technique with this one process, millions of people come out of their problems. See I can say at least 200 people I have walked out of their cancers with this one session; in My experience of last eight years, at least 200 cancers, because if you google and see the top ten reasons for cancers one is guilt. In the top ten reasons one is guilt. Guilt creates I can say at least 20% of the cancers. For 20% of the cancers, guilt is responsible. Directly responsible. Just if you can walk out of the guilt I can say 20% cancers can melt down. It can just disappear. Not only cancer, even the suffering in the lifetime; there are so many sufferings.
(10:17)
See in the initial level, below the age of seven the family puts lot of guilt into you; because there are many rules, they don’t have patience or intelligence to explain to you. For example why you should not eat with left hand? Ask your parents. They don’t have reason. They just beat you ‘hey don’t touch; don’t do.’ But for a child he doesn’t know right, left or anything. Still I have a problem of right, left. Sometimes people feel little offended when I give energy darshan or initiation through left hand. But the problem is what is there, it's your skin, how much you are alive in this corner, you are alive same way in this corner. But unfortunately there are so many things which is put on you. You see I am not saying start using left hand, but there is no ... if you..when you say..when you tell your kids, ‘don’t use’, you should have little patience or intelligence to spend time with them and make them understand. See in those days we did not have better soaps, so this hand was used for washing. Just the five minutes job for that you need to leave one full hand for 24 hours. Really unproductive. Now you have soaps, detergents use everything. Why are you leaving one hand without using just for five minutes job? Too costly. No just think of productivity. It’s too costly.
(11:57)
There are so many rules we dump on kids without giving them logical reason, without understanding, to relate with their level of logic. That is the first layer guilt. Understand. The first layer guilt cripples child’s logic. So many ways… you see the kids have the habit of whirling; around the world, all tradition, the kids have the habit of whirling, because whirling balances their energy. Sufi’s use that technique. One part of Islam there is a tradition called Sufi tradition, they are a great mystics - Sufi’s - they use this technique of whirling. Whirling balances your energy. When kids whirl you shout at them ‘hey keep quiet, don’t do’. The problem is, the deep down you have jealous, jealousy. We are suffering, depressed, and these guys are so happy, jumping around. No, really, it’s a deep down jealous. You can’t tolerate somebody happy in front of you. That is the problem. And you give your own reasons, ‘no, no no kids may fall.’ If you have the concern just put two, three mattress and let them whirl around it, whirl on the mattress. Actually kids if they fall on their own they will never hurt themselves. Only if you stand there they will start crying. Observe, if they fall first thing they do, they will just look around. If there is nobody they will just get up and walk coolly. They will simply walk. Only if somebody is around and showing that sympathetic face ‘oh what happened? What happened?’ Then they will start ah..h. Otherwise if they fall on their own they won’t, they will, not only they will not be hurt, they will not shout, they will not do anything. They will simply do things on their own. Understand. The first layer guilt put on the kids is rules forced on them without explaining to their logic. That’s the first layer guilt which is forced below the age of seven.
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