View source for 1994 - Diary Pages Written by SPH age 16

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| style="text-align:center;" |Date/Year||1994
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| style="text-align:center;" |Origin of Item||Pushpa Samadhi
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| style="text-align:center;" |Item Type||Document
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| style="text-align:center;" |Item Dimentions||12.5" w x 6.8" h
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| style="text-align:center;" |Item Material||Paper
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| style="text-align:center;" |Age of SPH||16
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| style="text-align:center;" |AssociatedGuru||Narayana Swami
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| style="text-align:center;" |Location||Tiruvannamalai, Tamil Nadu, South India
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| style="text-align:center;" |Role in the Revival of KAILASA||These diary pages reveal the incomparable intensity of SPH at the age of 16 in order to exist in the space of Oneness, and Nirvikalpa Samadhi as a model for people in the path seeking enlightenment. 
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| style="text-align:center;" |Associated Kingdom||Kailasa Paramparagatha Adi Arunachala Sarvajnapeetha Samrajyam
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In The Avatār's own words:

"These are diary papers written by Me, revealing deep self-introspection.

The sequence that led to this writings is as follows:

I used to regularly meet a Siddha, an eighty-year-old man with mystical powers, who used to sit in a small mandapam – 4-pillared roof - on the Arunācala mountain path in Tiruvannamalai.

That was also the time I internalized a number of tantric techniques from Narayanasamy Thatha, and I was indulging in its play heartily.

This Siddha admonished Me and kicked Me for My indulgence. He said I was prostituting myself, and that I should give up all these practices since they were stalling my spiritual growth. He compared me to Pattinatthar, a famous Tamil personality, who lusted after women despite his spiritual inclinations.

I then threw away all the mantras I had written down and the talismans given by Narayanasamy Thatha, and dedicated Myself to meditation."

Translation:

15 July 1994:

I opened up the talisman given by K.S. Narayanasamy Thatha, read the papers, tore them up, and threw it in the well and in the garbage pile.

16 July 1994:

Today is the auspicious day when Brahmasukhi was beaten by a man, reformed and attained complete wisdom, just like how Saint Pattinatthar attained complete wisdom through the blows of a woman! After an hour and a half of meditation, mind became intensely focussed.

(Brahmasukhi was the title given to me by Kuppammal in her letter of initiation.)

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