January 07 2020

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What Is Fear? Emotional Toxin Sitting In Your Lower Intestine!

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What Is Fear? Emotional Toxin Sitting In Your Lower Intestine! In this satsang Swamiji talks about how life and lifestyle are two different things, and powerful cognitions and not spiritual practices which can help us manifest what we want. “Life is not about what you do; it is about what you experience about life’.

Glimpses from Nithya Satsang with The Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism HDH Bhagavan Nithyananda Paramashivam

7 January 2020

POWERFUL COGNITIONS FROM NITHYANANDA SATSANG (IN ENGLISH)

THE HAPPENING OF PHYSICAL DEATH, THE HAPPENING OF THE PRESENT DYING AND BECOMING PAST, THE HAPPENING OF NEW BIRTH, THE HAPPENING OF FUTURE BEING BORN - ALL THESE HAPPEN IN THE SAME FREQUENCY AND THE COGNITION WITH WHICH YOU OPERATE YOUR LIFE.

MOST OF THE SO-CALLED DEVELOPED COUNTRIES ARE LARGE SCALE PRISONS WHERE YOU JUST CONCUR WITH THE ESTABLISHED SYSTEM. IF YOU THINK IN A VERY IMMATURE AND POWERLESS WAY, WITH BINARY LOGIC, ABOUT YOUR BIRTH, DEATH, PAST AND FUTURE, YOU WILL LIVE A SUPERFICIAL LIFE. ANYONE WHO RECEIVES POWERFUL COGNITIONS ON BIRTH, DEATH, PAST AND FUTURE GETS AN ENLIGHTENED LIFE. ANYONE WHO EXPERIENCES THE COSMIC LEGAL OPINION ABOUT LIFE, DEATH, PAST AND FUTURE, LIVES A VERY INTENSE LIFE.

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT WHAT YOU DO, IT IS ABOUT WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE ABOUT LIFE. WHEN I SAY LIFE IS NOT ABOUT WHAT YOU DO, I MEAN, LIFE IS NOT ABOUT YOUR CAREER, OR MONEY YOU MADE, OR THE BRAND YOU BUILT FOR YOURSELF, OR YOUR FURNITURE, OR FOR WHAT YOU ARE WELL KNOWN. ALL THIS IS “LIFESTYLE RELATED” NOT “LIFE” RELATED. LIFESTYLE IS DIFFERENT FROM LIFE.

ALL OUR SPIRITUAL PRACTICE IS ONLY TO DETOX. IT CANNOT GIVE ENLIGHTENMENT. SPIRITUAL PRACTICES ARE ONLY FOR DETOXING AND PURIFYING YOURSELF SO THAT WHEN THE GURU POURS ENERGY INTO YOU, YOU CAN HOLD IT AND MANIFEST IT.

LIFESTYLE IS DIFFERENT FROM LIFE. EARLY MORNING, WHEN YOU WAKE UP, WHAT KIND OF POWERFULNESS YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR EXISTENCE, THAT IS LIFE! WHAT KIND OF POWERFULNESS YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR DEATH, BIRTH, PAST, FUTURE IS YOUR LIFE.

THE LAST FEW DAYS I WAS TALKING ABOUT PLANNING AND PLANTING THE FUTURE.

REVELATIONS FROM AKASHIC RECORDS:

YOUR DEATH, YOUR PAST, YOUR BIRTH, YOUR FUTURE, ALL THE FOUR ARE ENJOYED BY YOU THROUGH THE SAME PRISM CALLED YOUR PRAJNA (YOUR INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS). IF YOU FEEL YOUR DEATH IS GOING TO TAKE AWAY LOTS OF THINGS FROM YOU AND YOU ARE TERRORISED, AFRAID, DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO, THE SAME EXACT WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR PAST, IF YOU ARE THREATENED, TERRORISED, AFRAID ABOUT YOUR BIRTH, YOU WILL HAVE EXACTLY THE SAME THING ABOUT YOUR FUTURE.

IF YOU FEEL VERY CALM, COOL, COMFORTABLE, MATURE ABOUT YOUR DEATH: “I KNOW WHATEVER I AM INTEGRATED TO, AND THAT CANNOT BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME”, THEN YOUR SELF-DOUBT, SELF-HATRED AND SELF-DENIAL, WHAT IS CALLED SDHD, DOES NOT HAVE POWER OVER YOU TO STEAL YOUR CONSCIOUS TREASURE. FOR EXAMPLE - IF YOU HAVE DONE SINCERE SHIVA PUJA AND ENJOYED VEGETARIAN SATVIC DIET EVERYDAY, SUDDENLY, YOUR SDHD CANNOT TAKE AWAY THE POWERFUL COGNITIONS AND POWERS FROM YOU. IT MAY CLOUD IT BUT NOT TAKE IT AWAY.

I MADE A STATEMENT: LIFE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT YOU DO, IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE.

WITH YOUR POWERFUL CONSCIOUS UNDERSTANDING, WHEN YOU ARE COOL, CALM, MEDITATING, YOU WILL FEEL “I KNOW WHEN DEATH COMES, I WILL HOLD SWAMIJI’S HAND AND SPEND TIME WITH HIM ALONE. “ THIS IS THE WAY YOU WILL FEEL, WHERE THERE IS NO FEAR INSTIGATED INSIDE REMEMBERING DEATH.

WHAT MARANA SMARANA MEANING ‘REMEMBRANCE OF DEATH’, KINDLES IN YOU, IS YOUR NATURAL ORGANIC EXISTENCE. IF YOU COMPLETE WITH THE MARANA SMARANA’S POWERLESSNESS, YOU WILL FEEL SO MUCH OF POWERFULNESS ABOUT YOUR PAST.

THE CONCEPTS, COGNITIONS, IDEAS YOU CARRY ABOUT DEATH, WILL NATURALLY INTENSELY REFLECT ON YOUR PAST. YOU WILL FEEL THE SAME ABOUT YOUR PAST.

WHAT I AM TALKING TODAY IS LIKE I AM MAPPING THE SATYA LOKA’S TRUTHS IN THE FORMAT OR FORMULA FOR THE BINARY LOGIC MIND. THE MULTIDIMENSIONAL LOGIC, I AM MAPPING ONTO YOUR BINARY LOGIC MIND BECAUSE ALMOST 99% OF YOUR MIND FUNCTIONS IN BINARY LOGIC.

I ONLY WANT A LITTLE PATIENCE. JUST DON’T HATE ME, DON’T ABUSE ME. WITH THE GRACE OF PARAMASHIVA AND KALABHAIRAVA, I COMMIT, I WILL MAKE THIS WHOLE UNDERSTANDING INTO YOU AND LIBERATE YOU.

YOU DON’T NEED SPIRITUAL PRACTICE. JUST COME WITH ME STEP BY STEP. I WILL MAKE THIS INTO POWERFUL COGNITIONS FOR YOU AND BREAK THE KNOTS STEP BY STEP.

ENLIGHTENMENT IS ALL ABOUT HOW YOU DECIDE TO FEEL ABOUT YOU. IF MARANA SMARANA (REMEMBRANCE OF DEATH), TRIGGERS INSECURITY AND UNCERTAINTY, FEARS, PAINS SUCH AS, “HOW WILL MY DEATH BE? WILL I COMMIT SUICIDE, WILL IT BE THROUGH AN ACCIDENT….?”, BE CLEAR YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS USELESS. SPEND TIME AND EVOLVE AS A MATURE BEING FOR YOURSELF. THE BIGGEST ASSET A BEING CAN HAVE IS A MATURE, JOYFUL, VACATION MOOD WHEN YOU REMEMBER YOUR DEATH! REMEMBERING YOUR DEATH SHOULD GIVE YOU THE VACATION MOOD: “AYE! I AM JUST GOING TO BE WITH SWAMIJI UPON MY DEATH. I DON’T NEED TO DO OFFICE WORK OR SANGA WORK!”

IF MARANA SMARANA GIVES YOU A RELIEVED FEELING, YOUR COGNITIONS ABOUT YOUR PAST ALSO WILL BE LIGHT; YOU CAN FEEL YOUR PAST AS HELL AND HEAVEN. NORMALLY, YOU WILL HAVE ENOUGH FACTS TO ARGUE AND COME TO THE CONCLUSION AS TO WHETHER YOUR WHOLE PAST WAS HELL OR HEAVEN.

PARAMASHIVA REVEALS: KAALA IS TIME. THE WHEEL GETS THE BUMP WHENEVER YOU HAVE UNDIGESTABLE, INTOLERABLE, NEGATIVE POSSIBILITY. FOR EXAMPLE, SOME PEOPLE CAN TOLERATE ANYTHING IN LIFE, EVEN POVERTY, BUT NOT SICKNESS. SOME WILL TOLERATE ANYTHING BUT DON’T WANT TO LOSE THEIR HUSBAND OR WIFE OR SON. SOME CAN TOLERATE ANYTHING, BUT HAVE FEAR OF JAIL. SOME CAN TOLERATE ANYTHING AND HAVE NO FEAR OF JAIL, DISEASE, POVERTY, LOSING HOUSE, LOSING SPOUSE, BUT THEY CANNOT HANDLE THE MORNING WITHOUT A CUP OF COFFEE.

SOMETHING WHICH TRIGGERS YOU, GIVES YOU A PANIC ATTACK THAT IMBALANCES YOUR PRAJNA - YOUR EXISTENCE - THAT IS THE BUMP FOR THE KAALA CHAKRA TO ROLL SMOOTHLY. MARANA SMARANA WILL POINT OUT WHAT IT IS THAT MAKES YOU LOSE YOUR PRAJNA, YOUR EXISTENCE.

THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE READY TO LOSE ANYTHING BUT NOT THE HOUSE THEY ARE LIVING IN. SOME ARE READY TO LOSE EVERYTHING BUT NOT ANY PARTS OF BODY IN ANY ACCIDENT. SOME ARE READY TO LOSE ANYTHING BUT NOT READY TO GET IMPRISONED. LIKE THIS, EACH ONE HAS SOME TRIGGER POINT WHICH MAKES YOU FALL OUT OF YOUR PRAJNA, BALANCE OF YOUR EXISTENCE. MARANA SMARANA TRIGGERS THAT.

YOU ALL SHOULD DO MARANA SMARANA AND TRIGGER THAT PAIN POINT AND HEAL IT ONCE FOR ALL. YOU JUST HAVE TO POKE THAT TUMOUR AND PUS SHOULD COME OUT. UNDERSTAND: WHAT CAN BE DONE ABOUT THE PUS BEING THERE? NOTHING CAN BE DONE! JUST DO IT!

IF THE PUS IS TAKEN OUT, EVEN IF YOU COLLAPSE FOR 2 - 3 DAYS, NOTHING WRONG, BUT DON’T GO FOR ANY OTHER ALTERNATIVE DIVERTING ADDICTIVE METHODS. FACE THE MARANA SMARANA WITH BOLDNESS AND COURAGE. ANYONE WHO FACES MARANA SMARANA BOLDLY AND COURAGEOUSLY GETS A BEAUTIFUL AND POWERFUL PRAJNA. LIKE HOW THE CELEBRITIES TAKE CARE OF THEIR BODY PARTS AND LOOKS, SAME WAY, YOU HAVE TO CAREFULLY BUILD YOUR PRAJNA, INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS FOR YOURSELF.

THE MOST VALUABLE PART OF YOU IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS, POWERFULNESS THAT YOU RAISE THROUGH MARANA SMARANA. WHAT IS TRIGGERED IN YOU BY REMEMBRANCE OF DEATH, YOU SHOULD GO THROUGH THAT AND YOU WILL BECOME A POWERFUL PERSONALITY, PRAJNA FOR YOURSELF.

WHAT I AM TALKING IS ‘KNOWLEDGE’ FOR AN ONLOOKER. BUT FOR ALL MY DISCIPLES, WHAT I AM TALKING IS ‘A BOON’. I AM GIVING YOU THE COMMITMENT, SO YOU BOLDLY DO MARANA SMARANA. YOU WILL NOT FALL INTO DEPRESSION, YOU WILL IDENTIFY WHAT IS THE PAIN POINT YOU HAVE WHICH IS STOPPING YOUR MATURITY. EVEN IF YOU FALL INTO FEVER OR SHIVER FOR ONE OR TWO DAYS, IT IS OK.

NOW BHEESHMA PARVA IS COMING. BHEESMA PARVA IS THE BEAUTIFUL TIME TO DIE. I AM NOT ASKING YOU TO DIE. “MY DEVOTEE NEVER PERISH”. NEITHER WILL YOU DIE, NOR WILL YOU BE DESTROYED.

I WANT YOU TO DO MARANA SMARANA TO STRENGTHEN YOUR INNER SPACE. WHEN YOU DO THIS, YOU WILL BECOME SO BEAUTIFUL. WHOEVER HAS DONE MARANA SMARANA, COMES TO TERMS WITH MARANA SMARANA, I WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU! IF YOU WANT YOUR GURU TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU, JUST DO ONE THING: BUILD A MATURE BEING THROUGH MARANA SMARANA.

FOR EXAMPLE, WHEN YOU REMEMBER ABOUT YOUR DEATH, YOU MIGHT FEEL: “OH GOD, I DON’T KNOW WHY SWAMIJI IS ASKING ME TO REMEMBER ABOUT MY DEATH. THERE ARE SO MANY BEAUTIFUL THINGS TO THINK ABOUT…I AM OK IF DEATH HAPPENS SMOOTHLY, BUT IF ACCIDENT HAPPENS, IF I LOSE PARTS OF MY BODY….”

WHEN YOU DO MARANA SMARANA, THE FIRST THING IS: NOTHING WRONG WILL HAPPEN TO YOU. ALL MY DISCIPLES SHOULD KNOW CLEARLY, MARANA SMARANA WILL MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL. MARANA SMARANA WILL MAKE YOUR LIVER VERY ACTIVELY INVOLVED WITH YOUR LIFE. ALL KINDS OF FEARS WILL RAISE IN YOU. YOU NEED TO KNOW, ALL YOUR FEARS ARE MORE LIKE DRUG ADDICTION OR THE DELUSION COMING DOWN, NOT REAL ‘FACT-FACT’.

THIS IS THE BOON I AM GIVING TO MY DISCIPLES. THERE ARE CERTAIN LEVELS OF TOXINS IN YOUR BODY. THE LEVELS OF TOXINS DECIDES THE PANIC ATTACK AND THE LEVEL OF “FEELING TERRORISED” IN YOU. AS LONG AS THE QUANTITY OF THOSE TOXINS IS LEFT IN YOUR SYSTEM, THAT MUCH YOUR LIFE WILL HAVE THE CHEAP LOW QUALITY. ANYONE CAN FRIGHTEN YOU, ANYONE CAN MAKE YOU PISS IN THE PANTS.

THE GREATEST PARAAMASHIVA’S GRACE I HAVE IS, NOBODY CAN FRIGHTEN ME. EVEN IF I AM TOUCHING THE FEET OF A DONKEY, I KNOW IT IS FOR THE SAKE OF MY MISSION. I AM GIVING MORE IMPORTANCE FOR THE MISSION THAN THE DONKEYS. SO WHEN I SAY, “LET US MOVE ON WITH THE MISSION AND NOT BOTHER ABOUT THESE DONKEYS,” IT DOESN’T MEAN I AM AFRAID OF THE DONKEYS!

FROM THE TIME I WAS BORN, THIS IS MY LIFESTYLE, “SHOCK EVERYONE AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!” THIS IS THE BRAND OF NITHYANANDA! NOBODY IN TIRUVANNAMALAI THOUGHT I WILL CONTINUE MY JOURNEY AFTER MY GURUS PASSED AWAY. I WAS A 17-YEAR OLD MINOR BOY WHEN KUPPAMMAL PASSED AWAY. I CAME FROM POLYTECHNIC AND DID ALL THE LAST RITUALS LIKE LINGA PRATISTHA AND ALL.

THEY PUT ME ON THE SARVAJNAPEETHA, FINISHED ALL THEIR SPIRITUAL RESPONSIBILITIES. BEFORE ISAKKI SWAMIGAL LEFT THE BODY, THE GURUS FINISHED WHAT WAS NEEDED RITUALISTICALLY. THE REMAINING THINGS LIKE, BEFORE LEAVING WHAT THEY NEEDED TO IMPART - KUPPAMMAL AND RAGHUPATI YOGI DID BY THE TIME I WAS 16. NOBODY THOUGHT I WILL TAKE MY LIFE SERIOUSLY IN THE SPIRITUAL PATH.

MY FAMILY WAS SHOCKED. ONLY ONE OR TWO PEOPLE WHO KNEW ME THOROUGHLY, LIKE MY GRANDFATHER, WAS NOT SHOCKED. BUT EVEN HE WAS INSISTENT I SHOULD NOT LEAVE TIRUVANNAMALAI, AND THAT HE WOULD BUILD AN ASHRAM FOR ME THERE. I SHOCKED THE PEOPLE WHO RESISTED MY SANYAS, I SHOCKED PEOPLE WHO DID NOT HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MY SANYAS, I SHOCKED THE PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT I WILL NOT SURVIVE OUTSIDE TIRUVANNAMALAI, I SHOCKED ALL THE GROUPS! I TOOK IT SERIOUSLY AND MADE IT HAPPEN! BY 1999 I MADE IT AND BY 2000, I STARTED THE ASHRAM!

I WAS GIVEN SANYAS AND I STARTED THE CHATURMASYA VRATA WHEN I WAS THREE YEARS OLD. THEY DECLARED: I AM AN INCARNATION. THE 230TH GURUMAHASANNIDHANAM WAS ASKING ADVICE FROM KANCHI PARAMACHARYA: WHAT ALL SHOULD BE DONE TO MAKE ME GLORIOUSLY PRESENTED TO THE WORLD. KANCHI PARAMACHARYA WANTED THAT I HAVE MAXIMUM NUMBER OF CHATURMASYAS AS A RECORD. WE HAVE DOCUMENTS, EVIDENCES AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE HEARD ALL THESE CONVERSATIONS DIRECTLY! THE 230TH SANNIDHANAM WAS HAPPY THAT I WAS BORN IN HIS COMMUNITY. PARAMACHARYA TOLD HIM TO TEACH ME SANSKRIT ALSO, NOT JUST TAMIL, AND TO TEACH ME VEDANTA ALSO, NOT JUST SIDDHANTA. HE SAID, “DON’T THINK OF KEEPING HIM ONLY IN YOUR MUTT. HE WILL REVIVE MANY MORE MUTTS.

SANNIDHANAM FOLLOWED THE ADVICE OF PARAMACHARYA. BY THE TIME I WAS 10, THEY PUT ME ON THE SARVAJNAPEETHA AND STARTED TRAINING ME AS THE PEETATHIPATI. YOU CAN SEE THE PICTURES OF ME SITTING IN THE SHIVAJNANA GOLU KATCHI, SITTING LIKE THE GURUMAHASANNIDANAMS, SITTING IN FRONT OF PANCHAMUKHAM!

KUPPAMMAL EVEN GAVE A CLEAR PAPER WRITTEN ABOUT ISAKKI SWAMIGAL, HERSELF AND ME. SHE TOOK A PICTURE IN THE SAME PLACE, AND WITH THE DOCUMENTATION SHE HANDED OVER THE PLACE TO ME.

NOBODY THOUGHT I WILL EVER MAKE IT. BY THE GRACE OF PARAMASHIVA, I MADE IT. THE ONLY REASON IS, BY THE GRACE OF PARAMASHIVA, NOBODY COULD MAKE ME SHIVER.

MARANA SMARANA WILL FREE YOU FROM ALL FEARS. YOU WILL BE GOING ON CREATING RIGHT STRATEGIES. IF YOU DON’T HAVE FEARS INSIDE, THAT IS LIKE YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY LOVING YOURSELF. YOU WILL SEE HOW THE EXTERNAL ATTACKS HAPPEN ON YOU. YOU WILL NOT BE WASTING TIME ON INTERNAL FIGHTS. FEAR IS NOTHING BUT INTERNAL FIGHTING. FEAR IS THE “SLEEPING CELL” OF YOUR ENEMY IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.

THE SLEEPING CELL OF YOUR ENEMIES INSIDE YOU IS YOUR FEAR! MY ENEMIES DO NOT KNOW HOW TO AGITATE ME, THEY DO NOT HAVE THEIR SLEEPER CELL INSIDE ME, THERE IS NO SHIVERING IN ME; I AM ABSOLUTELY FOCUSED ON THE GOAL!

MARK THIS STATEMENT: YOUR ENEMIES’ SLEEPER CELL INSIDE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS YOUR FEAR. BY MARANA SMARANA, REMEMBRANCE OF DEATH CONSCIOUSLY AND FACING ALL THE FEARS, YOU WILL CHANGE ALTOGETHER THE QUALITY OF METAL OUT OF WHICH YOU ARE MADE.

THE ULTIMATE ALCHEMY - JNANA RASAVADAM - WILL HAPPEN WITH THE LOVE OF THE GURU. ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM TELLING YOU, “TO ALL MY DISCIPLES, I AM TELLING YOU, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, I AM ASKING YOU TO DO MARANA SMARANA,” IT WILL HAPPEN. WHY WILL I PUT YOU IN DEPRESSION? I REALLY LOVE YOU! WITH MY SUPPORT AND INITIATION, DO MARANA SMARANA. SOMETIMES YOU WILL FEEL I AM THERE TO RAISE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU TO KAILASA, SOMETIMES YOU MAY FEEL I AM GIVING KNOWLEDGE AND SUPPORTING YOU - ANYTHING IS OK. BUT EVEN IF YOU FEEL, ‘SWAMIJI MAY DUMP ME AND IGNORE ME’ AND YOU ARE AFRAID OF LOSING THE BIGGER SUPPORT OF LIFE - THAT IS ALSO ONE MORE STUPID FEAR. LOSING GURU IS ALSO ONE OF THE BIGGEST FEARS YOU CARRY. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, EVEN YOUR FEAR OF LOSING ME IS ONE MORE STUPID FEAR.

THE AMOUNT OF FEAR IS THE AMOUNT OF TOXINS YOU HAVE. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH REALITY OR FACTS.

HOW MUCH OF POSSIBILITY OF SNAKES BITING YOU IS THERE? ALMOST 0.000000000%. BUT HOW MANY PEOPLE SEE SNAKES IN ALL KIND OF STATES - WAKING, DREAMING, AND EVEN WHILE SCROLLING ON THE FACEBOOK PAGE, THEY WON’T TOUCH THE PHOTO OF THE SNAKE ON THE SCREEN!

MARANA SMARANA WILL LIBERATE YOU FROM THE STUPIDITY, FROM THE JUNK THAT YOU ARE CARRYING FROM YOUR PAST.

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO OTHERS, NOT WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF. THIS STATEMENT MAY SEEM CONTRADICTING. IT MAY SEEM TO BE FOLLY LOGIC. I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE, THEY WILL DO ALL KINDS OF FANTASISING AND IMAGINING OF 6 PACK BODY AND HEALTHY LIVING. BUT WHEN IT COMES TO THE TIME OF EATING, EVERYTHING IS FORGOTTEN!

MARANA SMARANA WILL BREAK TONNES OF PAINS AND FRUSTRATIONS LIKE: FEELING OF UNLOVED, UNATTENDED, UNGROUNDED, DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM, DON’T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME, HOW WILL I EVOLVE, DEEP FEELING OF YOU FAILED YOUR LIFE, OR YOUR LIFE FAILED YOU - THAT IS THE BIGGEST CRISIS! THE SLEEPER CELL OF ENEMIES INSIDE YOU IS YOUR FEAR!

THE SECOND STATEMENT I MADE: “LIFE IS ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU DO TO OTHERS, NOT WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF.” BY THIS I MEAN, DROP THE CONSTANT SELFISHNESS AND PLANS TO PAMPER YOURSELF. GET OUT OF YOUR SHELL. GO ON SUPPORTING, CONTRIBUTING, ENRICHING. EVEN IN YOUR PROFESSION, CAREER, BECOME A WORKAHOLIC, NOTHING WRONG. IF YOU ARE WIPING PEOPLE’S SHOES, TEACHING, WORKING IN A BANK, IN AN IT COMPANY, OR TRYING TO HELP THE WORLD BE A BETTER PLACE, BECOME A WORKAHOLIC. YOU WILL SEE YOU BECOME A DIFFERENT METAL.

MARANA SMARANA WILL DESTROY SELFISHNESS. IT WILL BRING RIGHT COGNITIONS ABOUT YOURSELF AND LESS FEELING ABOUT YOURSELF. POWERLESSNESS NAD SELFISHNESS IS ONE AND THE SAME. THE PERSON WHO DOES NOT HAVE RIGHT COGNITIONS ABOUT HIMSELF WILL BE SO SELFISH.

ACTIVE AND CONTRIBUTING TO OTHERS’ LIFE HAPPENS WITH MARANA SMARANA. IF YOU DO MARANA SMARANA, THE GREATEST BOON GIVEN IS PARAMASHIVA, BECAUSE HE IS THE EMBODIMENT OF MARANA SMARANA.

ISHANA, PARAMASHIVA, RUDRA, SHIVA IS THE EMBODIMENT OF MARANA SMARANA. BECAUSE OF THAT HE IS THE ULTIMATE GIVER. HE GOES ON GIVING.

EVERYTHING I SAID IS TOO IMPORTANT. I HAVE REVEALED FROM THE AKASHIC RECORDS. PLEASE WATCH THIS SATSANG 3 - 4 TIMES. ONLY THEN YOU WILL UNDERSTAND HOW I CONNECTED ALL THE DOTS IN THE WHOLE PUZZLE.

A POWERLESS MAN WILL BE SO SELFISH. HE WILL FEEL LOADED ABOUT THE PAST. HE WILL FEEL TERRORISED ABOUT THE FUTURE, MEANING HE CAN’T HANDLE EVEN A SMALL CHANGE. YOU SHOULD BE A MAN WHO IS ENJOYING WIDE AND WILD CHANGES. FOR THE LAST 2 YEARS, I HAVE STAYED ALMOST IN ONE ROOM, JUST GIVING SATSANG AND SITTING IN SAMADHI. BY THE GRACE OF PARAMASHIVA, I AM GOING TO BE DOING GRAND WORLD TOURS FROM NEXT MONTH. I AM EXCITED! I AM NOT ADDICTED TO SITTING IN ONE ROOM. SAME WAY, IF PARAMASHIVA’S GRACE NEEDS ME TO SIT IN ONE ROOM AND GIVE SATSANG, I WILL DO FOR ANY NUMBER OF YEARS.

THERE USED TO BE A TIME WHEN AT 6 AM I WOULD START THE KALPATARU, PROGRAM AND TILL 8 PM THE NEXT MORNING I WILL BE GIVING THE KALPATARU DARSHAN. THEN I WOULD TRAVEL TO THE NEXT CITY. ONLY IN THE THREE HOURS TRAVEL IN THE CAR, I WILL EAT AND SLEEP! I DID THIS NOT JUST FOR ONE OR TWO DAYS, BUT DAY IN AND DAY OUT. I WAS THRONGED BY THOUSANDS OF SANYASIS, BRAHMACHARIS, BRAHMACHARINIS. BUT I WAS NOT ADDICTIVE TO THAT LIFESTYLE. WHEN THE SITUATION DEMANDED, I STARTED JUST SITTING IN ONE ROOM, ALL ALONE - GIVING SATSANG AND BEING IN SAMADHI. I AM NEITHER ADDICTED TO THE GLORIOUS CROWDED LIFE NOR TO THE SECLUSIVE LIFE. I AM READY TO FACE ANY WIDE OR WILD CHANGES OF THE FUTURE. THIS IS THE GUTS, THE COURAGE FOR NEW BIRTHS.

IF YOU WANT A GLORIOUS FUTURE, BE READY FOR WIDE WILD CHANGES. IT WILL BRING ONLY AUSPICIOUSNESS. EVERYTHING WILL ONLY HAPPEN IN THE RIGHT WAY. LIKE I SAID, NOTHING FALLS APART, EVERYTHING ONLY FALLS IN PLACE. THINGS FALLS APART FOR A PERSON TERRORISED IN FEAR, EVERYTHING FALLS IN PLACE FOR A MAN WHO IS INTEGRATED TO PARAMASHIVA.

MARANA SMARANA SHAKES AND MAKES YOU DROP ALL THE RUST AND DUST. THE WHOLE TOXINS MELT DOWN. WHEN THE TOXINS MELT DOWN, YOU WILL NOT FEEL THE PAST AS A LOAD OR CURSE. ANYONE WHO WANTS TO FEEL HOPE ABOUT THE FUTURE, SHOULD FEEL, “THE BEST OR GOOD HAS HAPPENED IN THE PAST AND NOTHING WRONG HAS HAPPENED. EVERYTHING HAS ADDED UP AND EVERYTHING HAS ENRICHED ME IN SOME WAY OR THE OTHER.” WHEN YOU FEEL THAT WAY, IT MEANS THE MARANA SMARANA HAS ATTAINED COMPLETION.

WHEN WE ENERGISE HUGE SIZED DEITIES, YOU NEED TO PUT MERCURY UNDER THE DEITIES IN THE GARBHA MANDIR. THERE ARE MANY PROCESS FOR ENERGISING. ONE IS THROUGH MERCURY. I HAVE USED MERCURY IN INDIA. OUTSIDE INDIA IT IS NOT LEGAL SO I HAVE NOT USED MERCURY. JUST BY ENERGISING, IT SHOULD TURN FROM LIQUID TO SOLID. THERE IS ANOTHER METHOD OF ENERGISING WHICH IS BY GOING ON ADDING GOLD. THE GOLD WILL MELT INTO THE MERCURY AND AT ONE POINT, IT WILL BECOME SO SATURATED, NO MORE GOLD CAN BE ADDED TO MELT INTO THE MERCURY AND IT WILL BE AN ALTOGETHER DIFFERENT METAL AT THAT TIME!

IF YOU ADD MARANA SMARANA INTO YOUR BEING, REMEMBRANCE OF DEATH, SO MUCH OF SHAKING, DETOX WILL HAPPEN. AT ONE POINT YOU WILL BECOME A DIFFERENT METAL ALTOGETHER. YOU WILL FEEL A KIND OF JOY, STABILITY. YOU WILL FEEL THE WHOLE PAST WAS GREAT OR GOOD. THERE WILL BE NO QUESTION OF “ANYTHING WAS BAD”. THEN YOU GET SOME KIND OF COURAGE, HOPE FOR THE FUTURE.

THE GREATEST RENUNCIATION IS RENOUNCING THE DELUSION THAT ‘THE PAST WAS WRONG, THE PAST IS A LOAD, IT WAS SO IMMATURE, SHIVERING’ AND HAVING PANIC ATTACKS ABOUT CHANGE.

LIFE IS FOR PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATE CHANGE, NOT JUST TOLERATE IT. YOU MAY THINK, ‘HOW CAN MARANA SMARA BE RELATED TO PLANTING AND MANIFESTING MY FUTURE’. WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR PAST IS THE FEELING YOU HAVE ABOUT YOUR LIFE. IF YOU FEEL VERY SWEET AND NICE ABOUT THE PAST, YOU WILL START CONTRIBUTING TO PEOPLE’S LIFE SO MUCH.

I FEEL SO MUCH LOVE, CARE, AND A FEELING OF BEING ATTENDED DEEPLY INSIDE ME IN MY PAST BY ALL MY GURUS AND NEXT BY MY DISCIPLES. THIS FEELING GIVES ME TREMENDOUS ENERGY AND INSPIRATION, FEELING SUPPORTED. THAT GIVES ME ENERGY TO WORK FOR THE FUTURE. I AM CLEAR, I AM GOING TO BE WORKING FOR ALL OF YOU DAY IN AND OUT. I AM NOT ONLY GOING TO BE CELEBRATING THE WIDE WILD CHANGES, I AM GOING TO BE WORKING DAY IN AND OUT FOR YOU.

I AM CURRENTLY EVOLVING PEOPLE WHO FEEL THAT PAST IS A BLESSING, AND EITHER IT WAS GREAT OR GOOD, AND THAT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG IN IT. WITH THAT KIND OF PEOPLE WHO ARE IN COMPLETION WITH THEMSELVES AND LIFE AND THE WORLD, I CAN EASILY MAKE THEM MANIFEST KAILASA.

WHEN YOU ARE FILLED WITH SEXUAL HORMONES TO THE BRIM, FEAR OR LUST WILL HAVE POWER OVER YOU. WHEN THE HORMONE IS RELEASED, YOU WILL SEE THAT NEITHER HAVE POWER OVER YOU. SAME WAY, IN THE DREAM, IF YOU SEE THE RESTROOM AND YOU FEEL LIKE GOING TO THE RESTROOM, IT IS A TRAP! IT MEANS, IF YOUR BLADDER IS FULL, IT CAN MANIFEST A WHOLE RESTROOM IN YOUR DREAM AND MAKE YOU FEEL SAFE AND COMFORTABLE FOR YOU TO RELIEVE YOURSELF.

IF YOUR HORMONES ARE FULL, IT WILL MAKE YOU ACT AND FUNCTION OUT OF FEAR OR GREED. WHEN THE HORMONES ARE RELEASED, YOU SEE THE REALITY IS DIFFERENT! LIFE IS ALL ABOUT POWERFUL COGNITIONS YOU HAVE INSIDE, AND THE CONTRIBUTIONS YOU ARE DOING TO THE WORLD. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE FEARS. BY SHOWING FEAR, PEOPLE ARE NOT GOING TO FEEL CUTE ABOUT YOU. THEY WILL EITHER TEASE YOU, OR FORGET YOU AND EXPLOIT YOU. FEAR IS EMOTIONAL SHIT.

FEAR IS NOTHING BUT THE TOXIC SHIT SITTING IN YOUR LOWER INTESTINE. ALL YOU NEED IS MARANA SMARANA AND DETOXIFICATION, THAT’S IT! WITH ALL MY FEELING OF LOVE AND RESPONSIBILITY FOR ALL OF YOU, I AM TELLING ALL OF YOU TO DO MARANA SMARANA AND CONSCIOUSLY FACE DEATH.

YOU SHOULD NEVER EVER CONTEMPLATE SUICIDE. SUICIDE IS THE WORST SIN IN HINDUISM. YOU CAN’T EVEN THINK OF SUICIDE. MARANA SMARANA IS NOT ABOUT THINKING OF SUICIDE. IT IS ABOUT CONTEMPLATING ON FACING THE FEARS WHEN YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT DEATH.

ONE OF MY SANYASIS HAS ASKED, “CAN DEATH BE CONTEMPLATED EVEN IN THE LEVEL OF IDENTITY?” TO HER I AM REPLYING, “SIT AND CONTEMPLATE WHERE ALL YOU BROKE YOUR INTEGRITY WITH THE GURU, COMPLETE WITH YOUR GURU, REALIGN WITH YOUR GURU, BRING BACK THE INTEGRITY, LOVE, FEELING-CONNECTION TO THE GURU. DEEP INTEGRITY AND GROUNDEDNESS WITH GURU TAKES CARE OF EVERYTHING.

THE FUTURE IS WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PAST. WHAT YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PAST ONLY IS GOING TO MANIFEST AS THE FUTURE. IF YOU FEEL GLORIOUS, JOYFUL ABOUT THE PAST, THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO MANIFEST AS YOUR FUTURE. IF YOU FEEL TERRORISED, SHAKEN, BEATEN, PAINED BY THE PAST, YOU ARE GOING TO MANIFEST THAT AS FUTURE.

TWO STATEMENTS: YOUR LIFE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT YOU DO, IT IS ABOUT WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE. LIFE IS EVERYTHING ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE CONTRIBUTING TO OTHERS, NOT WHAT YOU ARE FEELING ABOUT YOU.

BOTH MIGHT LOOK PARADOXICAL. BUT IF YOU CONTEMPLATE, BOTH STATEMENTS MEAN DIFFERENT LEVEL TRUTHS. IN THE FIRST STATEMENT, WHEN I SAY ‘YOU’, I AM TALKING ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS. IN THE SECOND STATEMENT ‘YOU’ IS THE SELFISH ‘ME, ME, ME, ME - POWERLESSNESS’.

IF YOU UNDERSTAND BOTH STATEMENTS, YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THAT BOTH MEAN THE SAME. THROUGH BOTH STATEMENTS I AM REVEALING THE SAME TRUTH. I WANT ALL OF YOU TO DO JEEVARTHA SADAS TODAY.

WITH THIS PROCESS, I WANT TO BREAK ALL THE FEARS AND TAKE AWAY ALL THE TOXINS FROM YOUR SYSTEM. FEAR IS JUST PHYSICAL TOXIN. DONT BELIEVE WHAT STUPID SOCIETY TAUGHT YOU. FEAR IS SIMPLE TOXIN SITTING IN YOUR LOWER INTESTINE. DETOX YOURSELF.

WHEN YOU FEEL THE PAST IS GREAT AND THE FEAR OF DEATH DISSOLVES, YOU WILL NOT BE AFRAID OF CHANGES. A BEING WHO IS NOT AFRAID OF CHANGES ENJOYS THE GLORIOUS FUTURE. THESE ARE ALL COSMIC LAWS. TAKE ALL THIS AS THE COSMIC LEGAL OPINION AND JUST MANIFEST ALL OF THIS. YOU DON’T NEED ANY SEPARATE SPIRITUAL PRACTICE.

TODAY’S PROCESS IS MY PERSONAL GIFT. BY MY DEEP BREATHING, I WILL JUST DRIVE AWAY ALL THE FEARS FROM YOU. TO ALL MY DISCIPLES: SIT NOW WHERE I AM GOING TO CLEAN YOUR SYSTEM AND DESTROY THE FEARS.

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[00:00:14]

I welcome all the Devotees, Disciples, Samajis, Satsangis, Sri Mahants, Mahants, Thanedar, Kotharis, Viewers, Visitors, Sarvajnapeetha Yajamans, Kartas, Kayakalpa Participants and...everyone sitting with us live on Nithyananda TV, YouTube live, Facebook live, Nlighten App, Kailasa TV, Hinduism Now, Twitter, two-way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha. I welcome all of you with My love and respects.

[00:00:53]

Paramashiva’s message from Sri Kailasa today. Listen intensely, listen. Happening of physical death, happening of present dying and becoming past, happening of new birth and happening of future being born - all these happens in same frequency and the cognition with which you operate your life. If you think...very immature powerless way, in binary logic way about your death and birth, past and future, you will live a superficial life. Anyone gets a mature cognition about the death, birth, past and future lives a powerful enlightened life.

[00:02:25]

Enlightenment does not need any spiritual practice, it only needs spiritual enlightening from proper Guru. It is only a right cosmic legal opinion being digested and manifested. Listen carefully. Enlightenment does not need any spiritual practise, this is directly from Paramashiva. It only needs a spiritually enlightening cosmic legal opinion from a enlightened incarnation and you digesting it, that’s all. Listen. How can Paramashiva say,” You don’t need the spiritual practise?” That is true. Our spiritual practice is just to detox us. There is nothing to do with... none of these spiritual practices can give enlightenment. They only can detox your system and keep you receptive, so when Guru pours energy, powerful cognition, just hold it and manifest it.

[00:04:03]

If you think in the language of binary logic, cheap immature, powerless cognitions, the people who want to keep you as a slave, most of the so-called developed countries are large scale prisons where, you just conquer with the whole system established and you just go with it. You, you are borned, you go to the school and you take up a job, you pay your bills. By the time you are paying your bills, life is gone, maybe a marriage, a divorce and kids and custody and…and kids, few Christmas, few vacation and few sightseeing, maybe little for religion and little time for...being sick and you are gone!

[00:05:22]

I tell you,...if you think about death in a superficial way, about birth in a superficial way, about past in a superficial way, about future in a superficial way - you will live very superficial life. Life is not about what you do, life is all about...what you experienced about life. Listen, listen carefully. Anyone experiences the cosmic legal opinion about life, about death, about past, about future, lives very intense life. I tell you,...just now I make a statement,”Life is not about what you do” - when I made that statement, I meant not about your career, the money you made and the brand you built for yourself. Life has nothing with that, all this brand you build for yourself and the career and for what you are known - well known, all that is a lifestyle related, not life related. The car you drove, the house you live, and the dresses you wore, and the kind of the furnitures you use or the jewellery you use and kind of the people whom are... with whom you are associated - all that is like your lifestyle.

[00:08:04]

Lifestyle is different from life. Early morning when you wake up...what kind of powerfulness you feel about your existence...that is life. What kind of powerfulness you feel about your birth, your death, your past, your future? Last few days, I was explaining about building the future, planting the future, planning, not just planning - planting. Listen, listen carefully, listen sincerely. Your death and your past, your birth and your future, all the four are enjoyed by you, by a same prism, through a same... you see all these four through a same prism, through a same glass. That is called your prajna, your individual consciousness.

[00:09:47]

Listen carefully. If you feel, your death is going to take away lot of things from you and you are terrorized, afraid, frightened, don’t know what to do about death, the same thing will exactly you will feel about your past. If you are feeling very threatened, frightened, overwhelmed by your birth - “I don’t know where I am going to be born.” “I don’t know what will happen to me.” “I don’t know how I am going to grow up.” “I don't know what kind of body I will get.” “I don’t know what kind of parents I will get.” “I don’t know what kind of people I will be surrounded by.” - If you have all these about your birth, you will have exactly same thing about your future. Listen. If you feel very calm, cool, comfortable, matured about your death, “Eh, I know whatever I am integrated to, that cannot be taken away from me. If I am integrated to Paramashiva, that cannot be taken away from me.”

[00:11:23]

Understand. Your SDHD - self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial - does not have power over to steal your conscious treasures. For example, every day you have done sincerely Shiva Puja and lived very joyful, sattvic vegetarian lifestyle, suddenly your self-doubt or self-hatred, self-denial, cannot take away that whole spiritual understandings and powerful cognitions you had. Maybe this SDHD can cloud your spiritual powers and sun, but cannot take it away. Please listen carefully. I made one statement just few minutes before, “ Life has nothing to do what you do, it has something to do about what you experienced’ - this is what I mean - your powerful conscious understanding. For example, when you are cool, calm, meditating, connecting with Me, listening to satsangm you feel, “Eh, what death? I know Swamiji will simply come and it’s like a department change and I hold His hand, and I’ll have private time with him. Now, all the time people are around him, I can’t talk to Him what I want, I can’t spend time with Him. I think, at least after I leave the body, I’ll be just alone with Him.” If you feel that way, there is no fear instigated in you, by the remembrance of the death - Marana Smarana.

[00:13:25]

Listen, listen to this word. “Marana Smarana,” what it kindles in you, is your natural organic existence. Listen. Marana Smarana, what it kindles in you is your natural organic existence. If you complete with the Maranas Smaranas, powerlessness, you will feel so much of powerfulness about your past. The concepts, cognitions, ideas you carry about death, will naturally intensely reflect on your past. You will feel the same about past. Please understand. Today what I am talking is a very, very high level. It’s like a...the Satyaloka’s truths. I am mapping it in the format, formula, for all our binary logical mind. The multi dimensional truth, I am mapping it to binary logical mind. Your mind... almost 99% of your mind functions with binary logic. I am trying to make the ultimate truth...trying to map the ultimate truth into your binary logic. I only want little patience, just don’t hate Me, just don’t abuse Me, have little patience, I commit with you with the grace of Paramashiva and Kalabhairava, I will make this whole understanding into you and liberate you.

[00:16:52]

I am telling you, you don’t need a spiritual practice if you just come along with Me, I’ll, I’ll step by step make your brain capture this truth. Step by step, I’ll break the knots. So first thing, capture. Listen. Sit straight, be fresh, be attentive. Listen. Enlightenment is all about how you decide to feel about you. If Marana Smarana triggers, Marana Smarana means remembrance of death. If it triggers insecurity, uncertainity - “Oh, will I have a natural death or will I die in a accident?” “Will I be murdered or will I su…commit suicide? What will happen, I don’t know.” If the Marana Smarana triggers fears, pains, feeling terrorized and shivering, all that, be very clear, your whole life is useless.

[00:17:20]

So, decide to spend time on yourself and evolve a very matured being for yourself, that is the biggest asset. Biggest asset a Being can have is a matured, happy, joyful, vacation mood when you remember your death. Marana Smarana should give you vacation mood, “Eh, I am going to have vacation with Swamiji in Kailasa. How long? Who cares! It’s a vacation, I don’t need to go for my job regularly. I don’t need to do... I don’t, I neither need to do my office work nor need to do Sangha work. Hi! Bye!” If Marana Smarana gives you kind of a feeling relieved, listen carefully, your cognition about past also will be very light. I tell you, you can feel your whole past was hell, you can feel your whole past was heaven, both are factually, both can be supported with enough facts. You have enough facts to argue your whole past was heaven. You have enough facts to argue your whole past was hell. You have enough facts to come to the conclusion your whole past was heaven. You have enough facts to come to the conclusion whole past was hell.

[00:19:25]

Listen carefully, Paramashiva beautifully reveals the Kala. Listen! Kala is time. That wheel gets the bump whenever you have un-digestable, intolerable...negative possibility. For example, some people, they can tolerate anything in their life, even the poverty but not sickness. Some people, they can tolerate anything in their life, even sickness, anything but not poverty. Some people, they will tolerate anything, but they don’t want to lose their husband or wife. Some people, they will tolerate anything, they just don’t want to lose their son. Some people will tolerate anything, but they can’t handle that prison or if the fear of jail. Some people can tolerate anything, no problem about no fear of jail, no fear of disease, no fear of poverty, no fear of losing the house, no fear of losing the spouse, no fear of losing even the kids. They just can’t handle a morning without a cup of coffee.

[00:20:51]

Understand. Something which triggers anxiety, panic, “I can’t deal it”, which triggers you to lose your prajna, that your existence which just imbalances your prajna. Listen carefully. That is what is the bump for the Kala Chakra to roll smoothly. Marana Smarana will point out what is it, that makes you lose your prajna, your existence. Listen carefully. There are some people who are ready to lose anything, but not...the house they are living. There are some people who are ready to lose everything, but not any parts of the body in accident. There are some people who are ready to lose anything, but afraid of getting imprisoned, jailed. There are some people who are ready to lose, they have no fear of jail, poverty, health, but they can’t even think of losing the spouse. So like this, each one has some trigger point, which makes you fall out of your prajna, balance of your prajna.

[00:22:54]

Marana Smarana triggers that. Listen carefully. You all should do Marana Smarana and trigger that pain point and heal it once for all. You just need to poke that tumor and pus should come out. What can be done? Nothing can be done! If the pus is taken out, even if you are collapsed, even if you collapsed for two-three days, nothing wrong, but don’t go for any other alternative, diverting addictive method - face the Marana Smarana with boldness and courage. I tell you, anyone who faces Marana Smarana boldly and courageously, gains a very powerful prajna. And I tell you, powerful prajna is the most beautiful asset. How these celebrities all, they insured their beautiful part of their body like eyes, lips, thighs, hands, leg, how they... nose, all that and different many parts also, how they insure beautiful parts of their bodies, the different celebrities.

[00:24:41]

Same way, the most valuable part of your life, part of you is, the consciousness, the powerfulness you raised through Marana Smarana. Marana Smarana means remembrance of the death. What is triggered in you by remembrance of the death, you should go through that, and build a most powerful, beautiful personality, conscious being, prajna pratyagatma chaitanya, individual consciousness, Jiva, Self - for yourself.

[00:25:34]

For all My disciples, listen carefully. You see now what I am talking, is a knowledge for a onlooker. If somebody is just a viewer or visitor listening, what I am talking is a knowledge. They may think, “Woh, this guy is talking something great,” but for all My disciples, what I am talking is a boon! I am giving you commitment, don’t worry, you boldly do Marana Smarana! You will not fall into depression, I promise! I promise, you will not fall into depression, you will identify what is the pain point you have, which is stopping your maturity. I tell you, even if you fall into fever, shiver, collapse one or two days, it’s okay, it’s okay. When you do Marana Smarana, a remembrance of death, I tell you, actually now the BhishmaParva is coming. Bhishma Parva is a beautiful time to leave the body. I am not asking you to die, No! None of you will die.

न मे भक्तः प्रणश्यति na me bhaktaḥ praṇaśyati

My devotee shall never perish My devotee will never perish, My devotee never perishes. Understand. Neither you will die nor you will be destroyed, don’t worry. I only wanted you to do the Marana Smarana which will strengthen your inner space. If you all do Marana Smarana, a remembrance of the death, you’ll become so beautiful. I’ll fall in love with you guys. Whoever has done Marana Smarana, come to terms with Marana Smarana, I will fall in love with you.

[00:27:41]

If you want your Guru to be in love with you, just do only one thing - build a matured being through Marana Smarana. I tell you, see, I am, I am giving you the exact key, Listen! You remember about your death, you feel, “Oh, God, I don’t know why Swamiji is telling me to remember about my death. There are so many wonderful things, why can’t I remember and think of all that. He is telling me to remember about my death. I don’t know whether I am okay, if a death happens very smoothly, but a... if some accident happens and some parts of my body collapses and especially these TV shows are there “ I should not have been alive!” There are TV shows - “ I should not have been alive” - like a, in aircraft accidents, people get caught in some island or they get lost in some remote forest. These climbers, hill climbers, they get lost in some ice, snow, you will….you would have seen all these stupid shows. No, I don’t want to blame those shows. Why should we blame them? You will be remembering all of that in your mind, “Oh, God, my death will, will it happen like that, will it happen like this?”

[00:29:09]

All that insecurity. Please understand. When you do the Marana Smarana...Bhishma Ashtami is 2nd February. So, when you do the Marana Smarana...first thing, nothing wrong will happen to you. All My disciple should know very clearly, Marana Smarana will make you more beautiful and I really want you to know, Marana Smarana will make your liver very actively involved with life, your whole body will become beautiful, your eyes will become bright. All kinds of fears will raise in you. Just sit in your bed and what can be done, “Yes, this is, I don’t know, these are all possibilities.” And you need to know, all your fears are more like a drug addiction, that delusion coming down, not like a real fact, fact! Listen, listen to this. This is the boon I am giving for My disciples. Listen this. There is certain level of toxins in your body. That level of toxins decides the panic attack and feeling terrorize. As long as the quantity of those toxins, is left in your system, your life will have a very cheap, low quality. Anybody can frighten you, anybody can make you shiver, piss in the pants! Any other words you want,, you can use.

[00:31:30]

The greatest Paramashiva’s grace I have is - nobody can frighten me! Nobody can frighten me. Even if I am touching the feet of the donkey, it is just for the sake of My mission. I feel My mission is more important than My ego. And of course I don’t have ego, so no problem. I may look like touching the feet of the donkeys, like how I am telling, “Eh, don’t waste time in fighting, let us do our mission.” That doesn’t mean I am afraid of fights. It doesn’t mean I am afraid of donkeys! Understand. I am giving more importance to the mission than these donkeys, that’s all. Nobody can frighten Me is the greatest blessing Paramshiva has given Me.

[00:32:30]

Listen. Somebody has put a T-shirt in the internet. Whether he put it in the right way or wrong way, I don’t know - “Nithyananda Brand. Shock everyone. Make it happen.” Actually, that is My brand! From the time I am born, this is what is My lifestyle. Every time, I’ll shock everyone by making it happen! “Make it happen, shock everyone” is the brand of Nithyananda. Nobody thought... Understand. See, today only, I remembered Kuppumal did not die in 1995, it was much earlier. It was in first year or second year itself, diploma itself, Kuppammal died, so it must be 1992 or 93. We’ll find out exact date she died. Surely, when I was minor...much earlier than 1995, because 1995 the college is over, the Polytechnic which I was studying. But I remembered Kuppammal passed away, when I was in first year or second year. So, it must be 1993 or .most probably 1993.

[00:34:09]

And, anyhow...nobody, nobody in Tiruvannamalai thought, I’ll continue My journey after My Gurus passed away, because especially they passed away so young. You see, they put Me in the Sarvajnapeetha, they initiated Me, they finished all the spiritual responsibilities and everything...when I was around ten, twelve. I think that time itself they finished, one by one, one by one, one by one, before Swami Isakki Swamigal left the body, they finished literally all the ritualistically whatever that was needed. And then, 1991 he passed away. By the... before that, they finished everything. And then, the remaining few things like a, last before leaving whatever they need to impart Kuppammal did some part and Raghupati did his part and everything was done. I am like a fifteen year old boy, fifteen-sixteen year old boy!

[00:35:19]

1994 and 94 I must be sixteen year old boy, 78 born. So, nobody thought I’ll be, I’ll take My life very seriously in the spiritual path. They thought okay, many small kids run around with these Swamis, Gurus and when they die, then they just go back to study and continue with the regular life and get married and go on do all that, that’s all. Then regular family and get a job and nobody thought I will be so serious. My family was actually shocked! Of course, only one or two people who know Me thoroughly, like My grandfather, he did not get shocked. But he was insistent that I should not leave Tiruvannamalai, I should stay in Tiruvannamalai itself and he himself will build an Ashram for Me, and I should reside, stay there. And that is what was... he was insisting.

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But, I shocked everyone! I shocked the people who resisted Sannyas. I shocked the people who did not have confidence, that I’ll be successful in My Sannyas. I shocked the people who thought, I will not be able to survive outside Tiruvannamalai. My grandfather thought I may not be able to survive outside Tiruvannamalai. One gang thought, I will not be serious about Sannyas. One gang thought….”He will not be successful.” Many gangs, I shocked all the gangs. And I took it seriously and made it and successful, I made it happened! I just made it! 1999, by 1999 I made it, and 2000 started the Ashram! So understand...

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Yes, now we have the exact date, I was a seventeen year old, minor boy only, Kuppammal passed away. And Polytechnic I came and performed all the last rituals for her, other... all the last rituals, Linga Prastha 37:51 everything I did personally and that’s one good thing, anyhow... But understand...nobody ever thought make it happen. I was put in the Sarvajnapeetha. You see, given Sannyas and started the Chaturmasya when I was at the age of three. At the age of three, they have declared, that I am an Incarnation and they started making, they gave Me Sannyas and started making Me do the Chaturmasya Vratham, because the Kanchi Swami wanted, I should have the maximum number of Chaturmasya as My record and My Sannidhanam, 230th Sannidhanam, Thondaimandala Sannidhanam, He was asking advice from Kanchi Swami, Paramacharya, that what all should be done to make Me very gloriously presented to the world.

[00:39:31]

And all of you should know, all these we have documents and evidence and people who directly heard from these Sannidhanams are still alive and we have direct evidences from them, hmm. Anyhow, this Sannidhanam goes to Kanchi Swami and ask, “What can I, what can I do for him to have the best glorious?” And Sannidhanam was very happy that I am born in his community and Paramacharya gave few advices, “Make Him learn Sanskrit also, not just Tamil, and don’t try to keep Him just for your mutt. He will revive many mutts and do lot of good work all over the world and teach Him Vedanta also. You should not just keep Him, teaching only Siddhanta, you should teach Him Vedanta also.” And all these were direct advice given by Paramacharya , 230th Guru Maha Sannidhanam and Sannidhanam followed all of that.

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See, at the age of three, they have given Me Sannyas and started making Me do the Chaturmasya. I still remember and then, by the time I was ten, they already put Me as in the Sarvajnapeetha with the grace of Paramashiva, and started training Me as a Peethadhipati. You can see the photograph of Me sitting as Peethadhipati with the full, that Shivajnana Golu Kaatchi, with all the rudrakshas and like Guru Maha Sannidhanams. Hardly twelve-thirteen year old boy, sitting in front of Arunachala Hill, that Pancha Mukham - Shivajnana Golu Kaatchi, Paramashivajnana Golu Kaatchi, how the Sannidhanam sit with the turban on the head and full of rudraksha and the covering the chest, muthu maalai, all types of rudraksha malas and sitting in Chin Mudra, hmm. That’s called Shivajnana Golu Kaatchi.

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And…so by…I don’t know exactly which year, they put Me in the throne. And, the... she has even written a clear paper, that mention recording the Guru Parampara, documenting the Guru Parampara from Isakki Swami, Kuppammal and Me and same place sitting and taking pictures, that Guru Parampara like a... handing over of the tradition. Listen. Nobody ever thought I’ll make it. By the grace of Paramashiva, I made it! The only reason I made it is, the grace of Paramashiva, nobody was able to make Me shiver! I tell you, Marana Smarana will free you from all fears, you will go on be creating right strategies. You see, if you don’t have fear inside, that is like you are absolutely loving yourself, you will see what is external...attacks happening on you. You will be not wasting time on internal fight. Listen carefully. Fear is nothing but internal fighting. And I tell you, fear is the sleeping cell of your enemy inside your consciousness.

[00:44:37]

Mark this word. I want all of you to mark this word. You heard of sleeping cell? How the enemy’s sleeping cell inside you is your fear. Because I don't have any sleeper cell of any of these abusers, attackers, enemies inside Me, I am going on winning! These attackers, abusers, enemies, they cannot imagine what I am strategizing, they cannot conceive or think, “Array, what this fellow is strategizing?” “What is Him to do?” They cannot imagine, cannot even think My strategies, that is my success. Understand. Because they do not know how to agitate Me, they don’t have their sleeper cell inside Me. Listen to this very carefully.

[00:45:46]

You guys to see this, Arunachala’s… See this photo, where My Paramaguru, Isakki Swami is sitting, the same, that is the Sarvajnapeetha. Traditional ritual is performed there and then, Vibhutananda Puri, My Guru is sitting. Then, My Guru has made Me sit in the same and did all the Pattabhishekam and regular rituals and handed over all the Daṇḍa, Kamaṇḍala, Śaṅkha. That is that symbol, all the tradi... worshipped deities, Guru Parampara deities and the rudraksha mala, kavi, everything she handed over. You can see, hardly I think, must be twelve or thirteen year old boy.

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The document letter she wrote very late, much, much late,r because in that letter itself, she has pasted this photo. It means this photo is taken much earlier than the letter. The letter is dated I think 1992 or 94, I don’t know. And you can see, anyhow all these has happened before 94. 94 I am hardly sixteen, 78 born means 94 I am hardly sixteen. Before I am sixteen, when I was minor, this whole thing is done. 1994, the letter is written. The letter is dated 1994, means I am hardly sixteen, not even seventeen, sixteen year old boy. Everything is done, before when I was sixteen and the Peetham was handed over, the Guru Parampara is handed over and whole thing is done! And then, the whole vision is given, that I have to manifest with the grace of Paramashiva, I have to manifest the whole Kailasa.

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And, I was given a clear instruction and guidance, that I have to study how the international organization, Hindu Sanghas function, and I have to do all the pūrvapakṣa with, by my own Padayatra and a... nobody taught, I make it happen! You can see the village boy and with the grace of Paramashiva, I made it happen. The only Paramashiva’s biggest blessing on Me is, there is no shivering in Me! Absolutely focused on goal! Sometimes even if I look like or I act like, appears like I am touching the donkeys’ feet moving, it’s just because I put My mission as My priority, that’s all. There is no fear. It’s not that Vasudeva was afraid of donkeys and he touch the feet of donkeys. He doesn’t have time to waste and fight with them. He has to safeguard God Krishna, mission was more important at that time than the ego, that’s all.

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So understand. Mark this statement: “Your enemies’ sleeper cells inside your consciousness is your fears.” By Marana Smarana, remembrance of death consciously and facing all the fears, you will change altogether the quality of all the metal out of which you are made. Listen. The ultimate alchemy, Jnana Rasavatham - Jnana Rasavatham will happen. Please understand. With the love of the Guru, especially when I am telling you... listen, to all My disciples, I am telling you, because I love you, I am asking you to do Marana Smarana. I will never ask you to do something wrong, not only that, why would I put you in depression? I really love you...with My support and assurance and deep love, do Marana Smarana, you will altogether (inaudible - fit 50:58) and better .

[00:50:59]

Some places you will feel, “I’ll be there with you and support you, raise you and change the whole space and take you to Kailasa.” Sometimes in some places, you will feel.” I’ll give you the right knowledge and raise you to a consciousness.” Whatever you feel, whether you feel I’ll give a knowledge and support you or you feel I will give energy and directly raise you to Kailasa, anything is okay. Or even if you feel, “Oh, Swamiji may just dump me, will not bother about me, because I have done something wrong.” Even that is a one more fear, losing the biggest support of life - Guru, even that is a one more fear. Do the Marana Smarana! I tell you, because I love you, I’ll never give up on you. I’ll make you understand even you fear about losing Me is one more stupid fear, not reality.

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And...the amount of fear you experience is only the amount of toxins. It has nothing to do with reality or facts! How much of possibility is there, snake biting you? Almost 0.00000000%. But, how many people see snake dream, waking state, all that kind of states? Even when they are scrolling the Facebook, there is a snake photo on the Facebook, people will not touch that! They will scroll in the side. They will not touch that photo of snake in the Facebook screen, in touch screen also. They will not touch the photo of the Facebook, photo of the snake in the touch screen. How many of you are like that, even if it’s a snake’s photo in the touch screen, you will not touch the photo in the touch screen?

[00:53:33]

I tell you, Marana Smarana, alters the kind of the material you are made. And, Marana Smarana will liberate you from so much of stupidity and junk you are thinking, visualizing, imagining about the past. Just now I made a statement to... beginning of the satsang, “Life is not all about what you do, life is all about how you experience.” Now, I am making another one statement, “Life has... life is all about what you are doing to others, not what you feel about yourself.” Listen. These both statement will look very contradicting. You see through the folly logic and binary logic. Binary logic is waiting to become a folly logic. It’s like a...man who eats three times a day in McDonald, is waiting to become obese and diabetic and diabetic... “diabesity.” Now new word has come up, obesity and diabetic together - “diabesity” and he is going to die. Planning for death is every day having that big size burger, whatever Texas size, whatever, whatever. Eating left and right, is plan for death. Same way, listen. I have seen people, they will do all kinds of fantasizing, imagination about body healthy, healthy body, healthy lifestyle, everything. But when it comes to the time of eating, that’s it, everything is forgotten! Everything is forgotten, nothing is remembered.

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Listen, this Marana Smarana will break tons of pains and frustration, like a feeling of unloved, unattended, ungrounded, don’t know what I am and what will happen to me? Where will I land? How will I evolve? And a deep feeling that,” You failed your life or your life failed you.” Understand. That is one of the biggest crisis. Sleeper cell of enemies inside you, is your fear! Sleeper cell of enemies inside you is your fear!

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Now, I’ll explain the second statement I made. Second statement I made is, “Life is all about what you do to others, not about what you feel about yourself.” Here I mean, drop the selfishness, constant selfishness and plans to pamper yourself and get out of your shell and go on enriching, supporting, contributing to people - even your business, your profession, your job, your work. If it is helping people, directly supporting people, enriching people, become workaholic, nothing wrong. If you are wiping the shoes of people everyday, if you are supplying water to people everyday, if you are supplying the right food to people everyday, if you teaching people right knowledge everyday, if you are helping people to have a better life - like if you are working in a bank, if you are working in a IT company, you are trying to help make the world better, better place and if you are helping people with the medical care and whatever, whatever, right medical care and right banking, right things. Even that, enriching, that is enriching! Become workaholic and do that, you will see you will become altogether a different kind of metal.

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Marana Smarana will destroy selfishness. It’ll bring right, deep knowledge about what you cognize about yourself and less feelings about what you feel about yourself. Listen! Powerlessness, selfishness, both are one and the same. A person who is powerless, who does not have a right consciousness about themself, will be so selfish. I made two statements, one statement, “Life is nothing to do with what you do, it’s something to do with how you feel and experience about you.” Second statement I told, “Life is all about what you do to others and not about what you feel about yourself.” Seemingly the two statements seems to be very contradicting. And I tell you, in the first statement when I said, I meant having powerful cognitions is the right thing. Second statement when I said, I mean the same thing. If you have a powerful cognitions, you will not be selfish, you will not be thinking all the time about yourself. You will be so active and contributing. Understand. Active and contributing to others’ life, enriching the whole world, happens with Marana Smarana. If you do Marana Smarana, I tell you, the greatest boon giver is Paramashiva, because He is embodiment of Marana Smarana. Ishana, Paramashiva, Rudra, Shiva is embodiment of Marana Smarana, because of that He is ultimate giver, He goes on giving, giving, giving, giving, giving. Marana Smarana makes you a different metal altogether.

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Today, whatever I am talking is too important things direct from akashic records I am revealing. You please watch this satsang at least three-four times, only then, you will understand what I am talking, it looks very….. Listen! It’s like a different dots I am connecting, that whole zig zag puzzle I am connecting. If you watch this satsang three-four times only, you will understand how I am connecting the whole zig zag puzzle. Selfishness, powerlessness, fear, all that I am connecting. A powerless man will be so selfish, terrorize all the time, immature cognition, he will feel loaded about the past and terrorized about birth, means any small change, he can’t handle even a small change and when you can’t handle even a small change, terrorize about the future. Future will be glorious only with the wild and wide changes. Listen carefully. A man who is enjoying wide and wild changes...Now for last two years almost I stayed in one room. I should not, I can’t even say in one place, it’s called I should say,” one room”. Just giving satsang and sitting in samadhi. But suddenly, by the grace of Paramashiva, from next month, I will be doing grand world tours. I am ready and excited, not addicted to sitting in one place, in one room.

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Same way, if Paramashiva’s grace, situation needs Me to sit in one room silently and give satsang, I will do that for any number of years. I neither have a problem for this nor have a problem for that. See, there was a time where thousands were flocking Me every day and no time even to drink water. In the car, I’ll drink and eat and the old devotees, they know. One, one of My devotee sitting in Pathanam Aadheenam now - Thiagarajan, RasipuramThiagarajan, he knows. Morning, six o’clock, I’ll start the Kalpataru the session - night eight o’clock, the sessions will be over and I’ll start the Darshan. It will go next day morning, early morning, four o’clock. I’ll finish the Darshan and start to the next city. The car - I’ll eat and sleep, next city I’ll go within three or four hours and start the next session, next day session. Next session, in that three hours only, sleep, food, all in the car. Next city, I’ll start the Kalpataru, under that - whole day Kalpataru class and night - darshan and next day again by six o’clock, seven o’clock, seven o’clock, I’ll be in Bidadi. Like this not one or two days, day in and day out I have done. And I am not addicted to that lifestyle. When needed, I started just sitting...and healing people, blessing people. And flocked by thousands Sannyasis, Brahmacharis, Brahmacharinis.

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And when needed, situation demanded, I just, I was sitting in one room all alone, not even seeing human beings, just giving online satsangs and sitting in samadhi. Understand. Neither addicted to crowded lifestyle, glorious life nor addicted the seclusive life, nothing, no addiction but ready to face, ready for any wide, wild...changes of the future. I tell you, this is what is the guts, courage for new, new, new, new, new births and courage for future. If you want glorious future, be ready for wide and wild changes. Always Paramashiva’s grace will bring you auspiciousness. I am telling you, it’ll bring only auspiciousness. Nothing wrong will happen, everything will happen in a right way. As I said, nothing falls apart, everything falls in place. Things fall apart for the people who are terrorized and frightened. Things fall in place for the people who are absolutely surrendered and centered to Paramashiva, integrated to Paramashiva.

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I tell you, Marana Smarana - Marana Smarana shakes and makes you drop all the rusts and dusts, wear and tear, the whole toxins melts down. And, listen carefully. When the toxin melts down, you will not feel the past as a load or curse. Anything you feel the hope about the future should feel past, “Yes, eh, either best has happened or at least...good has happened. Good or best, only these 2 has happened, nothing wrong has happened. They all added, enriched me, everything enriched me, someway or other.” That kind of a feeling when you have about your past, you are detoxed absolutely. Marana Smarana has attained completion! You become altogether a different metal.

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Understand. When we energize the deities, huge size deities, taller than your height, if you have to install a deity, you have to put a mercury under that deity, like a... in Bidadi I put. Only in India, I put mercury, in outside India legally it is not allowed to put the mercury, so only in India I put, in under the...garbhagriha deities the energized mercury is kept. For that energizing, there are many process. One process, one process is just by energy it becomes solid, from liquid to solid, that’s what I have done and installed it under the Garbha Mandir. There is a one more process where, you go on be adding gold and gold will melt down, melt into mercury. At one point, it will become so saturated...no more gold will melt into that mercury. Understand. It’ll just be saturated, it’ll be altogether a different metal at that time.

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I tell you, if you add Marana Smarana into your Being, remembrance of death, so much shaking, shaking, detox, everything will happen. Finally at one point, you will altogether become a different metal, kind of a joy and stability. You will feel the past is a amazing blessing. Your whole past was great or good. No question of bad. There is nothing bad. Then you will get the guts and courage, hope, joy, energy for future. Understand. The greatest renunciation, tyaga, is renouncing the delusion, your past was wrong and past is a load. You feel past is a load because in the present, you are so immature and shivering with the death, the ideas of death, shivering and having panic attack about the change. Listen. Life is for people who celebrate change, not just tolerate, celebrate change.

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You may think, “What is this? How can Marana Smarana be related to planting my future, manifesting my future?” You need to understand. What you feel about your past, is feeling you have about your life. If you feel very sweet and nice about the past, you will start contributing to people’s life so much. And I tell you, I feel so much love, care, attended, deeply inside Me in My past by all of you - first, by My Gurus, next by My disciples. So, this feeling gives Me tremendous energy and inspiration, feeling supported. So, that gives Me the energy to work for all of you for future. I am very clear, I will be working for all of you continuously day in, day out. I am not only celebrating the wide, wild changes. I’ll be constantly working for all of you with lots of energy, enthusiasm, excitement.

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And first thing now I am building, is some of the most sweet, loving, caring people who feel, “ Past is a blessing and either it was great or good.” There is nothing wrong. That kind of a completion people, that kind of a people who have that kind of a completion with themself and the life and the world. Then, I can easily make them manifest Kailasa for them. Understand. I can easily make you manifest powers, if you feel the time you spent as the past, either great or good things only happen, nothing wrong has happened. You see, I tell you, very, very important secret. Listen. When you are filled with the sexual hormone - male hormone or female hormone, when it’s in the brim level, overflowing - lust and fear, both can shake you. When the sexual hormones are released, you will see neither lust nor fear will have a say over you.

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One more truth I wanted to tell you, in the dream if you see the restroom, understand, it's a trap, not restroom. In the dream if you see the restroom and feel like going to the restroom, urinating - it’s a trap, not restroom. You will be urinating on the bed. Same, it means what? If your bladder is full, it can manifest a whole restroom in your dream and make you feel very comfortable and safe and secured and make you urinate. Same way, if your hormones are full in your body, it can manifest...a reasonless, absolutely cheap lust and make act function. When that hormones are not there suddenly, when they are released, suddenly you see the reality is different.

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I tell you, life is all about powerful cognitions you have inside. Life is all about the contribution you are doing to the world, to others - has nothing to do with the fears you feel. Actually, nobody cares about the fears you feel, that’s a truth. You should know, by showing fear nobody is going to sympathize with you. you are... it is not cute. People may in front of you, just not to hurt you, they may show sympathy, “Ooh, ooo ooh, sorry, I am feeling really sorry for you,” and all that. Just that side they will turn, “Aaa…” They will, either tease you or they will forget you or they will enjoy secretly your fears. I tell you, fear is not cute for yourself or for others.

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What is fear? Emotional shit! What is fear? Emotional shit! So, I tell you, reduce the fear to physical component. Don’t give the fear the psychological power, then you can never break fear. Fear is nothing but toxic shit sitting in your lower intestine. Understand. Listen to the lower intestine. Fear is nothing but the toxic shit, sitting in your lower intestine! All you need is just Marana Smarana and detoxification, that’s it. Just have Marana Smarana and detox. With all My feeling, love and responsibility for all of you, I am telling you to do Marana Smarana. Remembrance and consciously facing death.

[01:19:06]

I tell you, you should never ever contemplate suicide. Suicide is a worst sin. In Hinduism, suicide is the worst sin. Suicide is neither allowed, you can’t even think of suicide. When I say Marana Smarana, it is not thinking about suicide, it’s contemplating, facing the fears triggered when you remember about death. Listen carefully. One of My Sannyasini has sent a question to Me, “Can death be contemplated even in the level of identity also?” Answer for her, “Sit and contemplate, where all you broke your integrity with the Guru. Complete with Guru and re-align with Guru. Bring the integrity back to your Guru and the commitment you give it to your Guru and the relationship between you and your Guru. If you heal that, that’s enough. That will take care of everything. Deep integrity and groundedness with Guru takes care of everything.”

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I have so much to reveal from the akashic readings. And today I have spoken with too much of force and power. Too many things I have share. Today whatever I have spoken, if you just listen, listen, listen, internalize, easily you can manifest your future. Future is nothing but what you feel about the past. What you feel about the past only is going to manifest as future. If you feel glorious, joy, full golden about past, you’ll manifest that future. If you feel terrorized, shivering, shakened, beaten, abused, harassed by the past, in the past - you are going to reproduce that same thing in the future. See, that is why I am saying, do not try to imagine, visualize, verbalize, tell others that your past was worse, it’s a lie. You also know. After few days, you forget you are telling a lie and you start believing it’s a truth.

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So, I made these two statement, contemplate on this. First statement that I am making, “Your life has nothing to do with what you do and it is all about how you experienced you, your consciousness.” Second statement I am making, “Life has nothing to do, life is everything about what you are contributing to others, not about what you feel about yourself.” Both looks very contradicting or paradox. If you understand in both words, in both statements, I mean different truths, different level truths. First statement when I say ‘you’, I mean different. Second statement when I say ‘you’, I mean different. First statement when I say about you, I am talking about consciousness. Second statement when I am saying about you, it’s about that selfish, too much of me, me, me, me, me, that powerlessness, weak selfishness. If you understand both statements, you will understand both mean same. Through both statements, I am revealing the same truth. I want all of you to do the Jeevartha Sadas on these two statements. On these two statements...and…

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Today with this process, I want to break all the fears and take away all the toxins from your system. Fear is just physical toxin. Listen to what I am saying. Don’t believe what the...stupid society taught you. Society wants to bind you and keep you under bondage, so you’ll eat all shit. Fear is nothing but simple physical toxin sitting in your lower intestine. If you clean and detox yourself, all the fears will be lost and you will feel your past was never a load or harassment or abusal, it’s a blessing. It has grown you, it has helped you to grow so much and you evolve. You will realize that. Second, when you feel the past is great and the fear of death dissolves, you will not be afraid of changes. Being who is not afraid of changes enjoys glorious future, glorious future!

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It’s all cosmic law I am revealing. Take all this cosmic legal opinion, you don’t need to do separate spiritual practices. Just manifest all of these great truths. Now,...for all My disciples, today’s process is My personal gift. I’ll be like a Sarabeshwara, by My deep breathing, prana! I’ll just drive away all the fears from you guys. Understand. From last one and a half hours, this whole satsang, whatever I spoke - for all the visitors and viewers, it is a good knowledge. For sympathizers, “Wow, what a good teacher He is,” that’s all. For My disciples who declared your integrity to Me, it’s a boon I am giving you. For all My disciples, I am giving you the boon. I am spending My time only for My disciples.

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All My disciples, sit now. I’ll spiritual process, where I’ll clean the whole shit and toxins in your system, and destroy your fears. Listen! Now, this twenty one minutes is time, I am going to do the real work on you. Understand. For all My disciples, this is the boon I am giving. Forget about...others. If you are integrated to Me, declaring your integrity to Me,...the boon I am giving you now is, I’ll blast your kundalini, ignite your kundalini shakti, awaken it and detox you completely. Make all the toxins leave your system, and make your fears irrelevant, like I’ll make you altogether different metal. Understand. I am not going to be solving your problem, I am going to make all your problems irrelevant to you. So let’s...sit straight, close your eyes. Declare to yourself, your integrity to Paramashiva and Guru. And...decide you will face anything, any fear...with the strength, the Guru. And I am committing with you, I’ll be there with you for everything. I’ll be there, I’ll change the whole energy. Don’t worry. For all My disciples, be very clear, I am Paramashiva! And I am talking to you, to My disciples.

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Paramashiva, Me being Paramashiva is the relationship between you and Me. Nobody else has a right to interfere in that. It’s our personal relationship and understanding with each other. It is not that declaration for public, it is a declaration for My intimate people. I don’t need to declare to everyone who I am and I am... I will reveal who I am to the people whom I loved. Why should I reveal who I am to the fools! Stupid dash, dash fellows. So, to all My disciples, I declare, “I am Paramashiva and I will reveal Me to you all.” Now, by igniting your kundalini, blasting your kundalini, I’ll raise you and with the grace of Paramashiva, I’ll connect you to Paramashiva, Shri Kailasa. Let’s start. Sit straight, chant Mahavakya intensely.

[01:31:18] [Initiation In Progress]

Aum Nithyananda Paramashivoham

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Kundalini, Kula Kundalini, wake up in all the bodies. Paramashiva is calling you. Stretch the spine, break the Brahma Granthi, Rudra Granthi…..reach the crown. Let the Paramashiva manifest through Me and explode in every Being. All of us, let us experience complete detoxification, fearless space, space of Paramashiva. Let Paramashiva manifest absolute purity in energy, strength, joy, pure consciousness and auspicious birth, death, past, future and present.

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Aum Nithyananda Paramashivoham

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I bless you all. Let’s all manifest the State, Space, Powers, Being, Superconsciousness and Shri Kailasa of Paramashiva.

With this, I bless you all, let’s all Radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing, Living Shuddhadvaita Saivam, Paramashivoham, Om Nithyananda Paramshivoham, the Eternal Bliss - Nithyananda.

Thank you. Be blissful!