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+ | We will work on the cosmic layer. In this body there is no engrams. Understanding few truths are more than enough to liberate you. Understanding these few truths and internalizing is what I call initiation. Understand these few truths. Step by step just understand. You will see the clarity, understanding all these things happening inside you about the major things of your life. | ||
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+ | First truth I wanted to share is: for all of our problems, many, I can say majority, most of our problems, mind is responsible.That’s the first truth. Second, let us analyze and understand ‘what is mind?’ I will give you a simple diagram how the mind happens and how we think and all that. [Swamiji draws a diagram] How the thoughts flow in us? Like this different shapes, different way, different, just continuously it will be flowing. Trying to present how the thoughts flow in us. See some thoughts will be related to joy, some will be related to suffering, some will be related to worrying, some will not be related to anything, just inconsistent - means you will not be able to make anything out of that statement, out of that thought. Some will be related to joy, some will be suffering, some will be just worrying- means, you just do not know, it’s there, some will be …….. - broken thoughts not complete thoughts. Some will be again joy, some will be again suffering. Just like this, very inconsistent, different, different, different, different, different thoughts will be flowing in a different, different, different way. | ||
+ | Usually how we, how our mind works? Please understand, this is the main thought flow, with a different inconsistent, irrational thoughts will be just flowing. If you look inside how it flows it will be just flowing inside. Most of them unconnected, illogical, independent and irrational. | ||
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+ | If I have to give one example, if you see a dog in the street, suddenly you will remember all the dogs with which you were very friendly or you had fear in the young age. Then the memory of young age, then the teacher with whom you studied in the young age, then where you were staying. If you see logically there's no connection between the dog you are seeing in the street and the teacher with whom you studied in the young age. Just you slipped; there is no logical connection. If you see inside this is the way it is flowing; just illogical, irrational, independent, inconsistent, completely unconnected. They are just flowing, flowing, flowing you don’t know what for, what reason. | ||
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+ | Usually if you ask people what your is life? How is your life? You can always see, at least from My experience I can say, whoever I ask, “No, no you don’t know Swamiji, nobody should suffer like me. Nobody will have the suffering like me, if somebody has suffered like me, they would have become long before mad or committed suicide. Please understand, your life is not as you think always a long suffering. There were so many beautiful things, but you continuously connect all the pain incidents, all that pain memory and create a shaft - ‘your life is a long pain’, that is what I call pain shaft. | ||
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+ | In your life you can see, you see, here there is few suffering, few just baseless thoughts, few worry, few joy; so many things are happening. But you will pick up all the suffering and imagine life is suffering; this is what I call pain shaft. But you forget, between these many suffering memories and incidents there were lot of beautiful, joyful things were also happening. Unfortunately you don’t see the reality as it is. You just pick up and see. The big problem is, the moment you decide your life is a long pain shaft, long pain, you are ready to suffer forever. How? | ||
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+ | See, the moment you decide your life is a long pain, now, even in the present moment you will be waiting for painful incidents. Like a conveyor belt so many things will be going in front of you in your life, some good, some bad, some unclassifiable, some which you cannot even say worry or so many things will be flowing in your life. But because you have a clear conclusion ‘life is suffering’, you will pick up only the suffering, “See I told you? Life is suffering. See, I am proving. This Swami from Bangalore came and said life is not suffering. But see, my life is suffering. Maybe his life is not suffering, my life is suffering.” | ||
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+ | The moment you have some conclusion about the past… please understand, your understanding about the past is very important. Because that is going to set a trend about your future. For example, till yesterday you know you can’t fly, you can only walk, so because of that you know for sure from tomorrow also you are not going to fly, you are only going to walk. Maybe you can walk fast or you can run. But the tomorrow’s base, the basic trend is already set based on the ideas you carry about your past. Same way if you are clear, your past was pain shaft, it is pain, then you already set a base ‘from tomorrow also it is going to be pain.’ Unfortunately the idea you carry about your past is not truth, it’s not right. You are not looking into it and you think it is not necessary to look into it and correct. | ||
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+ | You think: “Oh it’s ok forget about past, let us see about future. Understand, you are not… even if you say this to yourself: Let me forget about past and let me see the future. You are not going to forget completely. The basic ideas which you created about you in the past, that is going to continue to be the base for your future. Instead of understanding this, instead of working on this we have big problem, we have big, I can say negligence, that’s the right word ‘negligence’. | ||
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+ | Understand, if you carry the idea your whole past was suffering, pain, first thing: It’s a lie, it’s not truth, nobody can live only with suffering. Understand, there is some hope. For example, in your whole past… I will give you a example: If your past is thirty years, if you have spent twenty years in pain, suffering, at least ten years of hope and inspiration should have been there between the twenty years. Otherwise you will not survive, you will not be alive, you cannot recoup, you cannot stand up again. | ||
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+ | So if you are dropping, see one guy came and told Me: “Swamiji eleven times, eleven times I stopped smoking. Means what? Eleven times you started again. Same way, if so much of time was spent in pain, suffering, so many times you stood up again. So many times you had confidence again, so many times there was some reason which gave you the hope again. Unfortunately, we edit all these scenes, where we had rejuvenation, where we had hope, where we had joy, where we had inspiration to stand up, we edit, see our whole past as a suffering. First thing, it’s a lie, it’s not truth. Second thing, it’s a very dangerous lie. Because, this lie is not going to be just about our past, it is going to put its nose in your future. It is going to be stretching itself in, in your future, very dangerous. | ||
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+ | A small experiment, we will try now. Just sit for 3 minutes and write whatever comes in your mind without editing. Please understand, in the same samskara book. Please listen first, then you can start. Please listen. First thing, please listen. We will now take a photograph of your mind, do not edit, do not judge, do not stop, do not criticize, whatever comes suddenly you will see nothing is coming I am empty. Write that. See, these fellows are shouting outside without having sensitivity. Write that. Whatever comes, whatever goes. Suddenly you will see, “If I get bonda it will be really nice. Gongura chutney, nothing like it. And then I think I should go to Bidadi ashram.” And you don’t know why they are coming. Just write as it comes in the same language it comes. | ||
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+ | Let’s see the photograph of your mind. Write just for three minutes, whatever comes in the same language. Please don’t change the language or grammar. Sometime you will see the broken thoughts, they don’t even make any sense. Just two three words will appear: House, dog. You don’t know how the house and dog is connected. Whatever comes just write. Do not edit or do not try to suppress, do not try to logically make sense. Whatever is happening inside, just write as it is. It’s like a unedited, uncensored version of your mind. | ||
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+ | Experiment Process in Progress | ||
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+ | Yes relax, you can just read and see, very clearly experientially what I am talking. It's just to give you a glimpse. Is there any connection between what you are, is there any next, next, next, next? It is just a madhouse happening inside. See you do not… because it is a madhouse, see, the main shaft is madhouse. Because of that, you pick up few things and wanted to have some clarity. So either you pick up all the pain and create pain shaft, or you pick up all… Sometime rarely you do, all the joy and create a joy shaft. When you feel ready, confident, “Yes I can live, I can handle this life. There is nothing to miss, there is nothing to lose. I can be confident.” Either joy or pain, you create some shaft and try to live with it. | ||
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+ | Please understand, either you create a pain shaft: “Oh god my life is pain, it’s a depression” and wait for things to suffer with pain. Or sometime very rarely you create, “no, no, no, I have so many wonderful things happening in my life. My life is joy, I can handle, I can deal with it. Confidence, joy shaft. The problem is, even if you have joy shaft, immediately the problem starts. You wanted that shaft to be with you forever. The moment you want the joy forever, you killed it. | ||
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+ | I have seen, already I started receiving letters “Swamiji do something, this joy should be forever with me. I should be like this forever”, you already killed it. The moment you want, you are greedy about the joy, you destroy the joy. Please understand. See bliss is choicelessness; when you are choiceless bliss flows through you. The moment you choose bliss you have chosen suffering. Any choice is suffering. Being choiceless in the flow is bliss. In this four days through various methods and techniques and process, I am reconciling you with you. I am just bringing you to that choiceless space, choice free space. That is why you are feeling like settled, peaceful, joyful all these things are happening. The moment you choose this what will happen? You have chosen suffering. | ||
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+ | Whether you create a joy shaft, the end what happens? Suffering. If you create pain shaft, by itself suffering. So any shaft is suffering. Understand, any shaft is suffering. This is pain shaft: For example, sometime you will collect all the joyful incidents happened in your life. When you went for vacation, when you got married, when you had kids, the posed photograph - where the photographer says ‘smile please’, and you take that photograph. Later on you sit with the photograph and you think: “Those days, see I was so joyful”. You don't understand, when you were in the vacation at the spot, photographer told you to smile and then you smiled. You forget all that fact very conveniently. “See those days, how joyful I was, how happy we were.” And you go on. | ||
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+ | Sometime, the life when it is described, really too much. If you create joy shaft again, because of the greed to retain, you will end up in pain. If you create pain shaft already you are in pain. So any shaft you create it is suffering. Understand, the main source as it is, main flow as it is. Only this is suffering less. Any shaft you create is suffering. | ||
+ | Let us understand this main source little more detailed way; this technical knowledge will be really helpful. This whole thing is available in YouTube. So, you don’t need to bother about taking notes now. This whole - the pain shaft, joy shaft the whole thing with diagram is available in YouTube. Actually in YouTube I have put graphic diagram so it will be lot better than My handwriting. | ||
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+ | Now we are working on a new project. All the major truths of Hinduism, Vedic tradition like a rebirth, karma, re-in… vairagya, jnana, bhakti - all the things we are making half an hour the animated presentation, with animation presentation. Any of you want you can understand those concepts. If you want to teach to your kids friends or family, anybody who is teaching the Vedic tradition you can use it freely, the whole thing will be available. So of course, this concepts are already available, already in the YouTube, you can spend time with the YouTube and take notes. Now understand, how the main source, that main thought current is happening. | ||
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+ | I'll give you the different way. I will give you in a vertical diagram. Like this different, different, different, different thoughts going on. I can say like a water bubbles in the fish tank. It is just happening continuously. One important thing you need to understand, between every water bubble there is a gap, because the gap is too small you think it is a continuous stream. It is not continuous stream. Fortunately between every thought you have, there is a gap. Between every thought there is a gap, there is a gap. That is why they are completely unconnected. That is why they are completely two different, independent, illogical, irrational. They are not connected, because there is a gap. There is a gap between every thought, there is a gap between every flow, there is a gap in every thought. | ||
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+ | Now let us understand these few truths. First truth, you can have only one thought at a time. Am I right? You cannot have two thought at a time. Maybe you can have very fast, that is acceptable. You see, every microsecond you will have one thought. Next microsecond second thought, third microsecond third; that is acceptable. But, you can have only one thought at a time fortunately. Fortunately you can have only one thought at a time. You cannot have second thought. It's like in this chair only one person can sit at the time. If somebody else has to come and sit he has to push Me out. If next person has to come, he has to push this guy out. So, in your inner space, only one thought can be at the time. | ||
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+ | Please understand, this a first truth. So, second important thing: if some other second thought is coming means, naturally the first thought is replaced, am I right? If the third thought is coming the second thought is already replaced. It is continuously moving, it is continuously moving, with different, different, different thoughts. Understand some of the very important simple secrets of life and truth, which we never looked in; it never reveals itself to us because we never look inside. That’s all. Nothing else. Very simple truths I am not teaching you any big philosophy. I am just stating as it happens. Satyam, ‘sat’ as it is. | ||
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+ | If somebody can sit in this chair pushing Me out, then that guy is surely more powerful than Me. Am I right? If a third person can come and push this second guy out and he can sit, then naturally he is more powerful than the second guy. Please understand, very systematically. If the second guy can come and push Me out and sit here, he is more powerful. The third guy can come and push this guy out and he can sit. He is more powerful. | ||
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+ | So naturally somebody else is coming and constantly replacing means the last guy become more and more powerful. It is just happening, it is just happening. Please understand an important truth. Step by step I am guiding you to these great truths. First thing, only one thought can be in you at a time. Second thing, if a second thought comes and pushes the first thought away, it is more powerful. If a third thought comes and also pushes this thought also away that is more powerful. That is why it is being pushed, it is being just pushed, pushed, pushed and moving. | ||
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+ | Somebody came and asked Me: “Swamiji I am completely shaken by fear of death, I am suffering with this fear, how can I escape? Please give me a solution”. I just told him: “Have cup of coffee”. Please understand now, I just told him: “Have a cup of coffee.” He said, “What? How can having cup of coffee solve my death fear?” I told him: “The moment you think ‘let me have cup of coffee’, that thought naturally has to move the death fear.” Understand, at least for a second. Come on, at least for a second it has to move. That guy said “No, no, no, no, no, it is not that easy, the death fear again comes back, what will I do?” Have one more cup of coffee. 😃 People say, ‘no, how many cup of coffees we can have?’ See, it doesn't need to be always cup of coffee, cup of water and it doesn't even need to be cup of water or cup of coffee. | ||
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+ | You see, the moment you think ‘let me stand’, you renounce the thought of sitting. The moment you think ‘let me sit’, you renounce the thought of standing. The moment you think ‘let me go in’, you renounce the thought of standing out. The moment you think let me walk out you renounce the thought of sitting. So the moment you think even to move the right hand, your death fear has moved. It has to. Understand, at any given time, you can have only one thought. Second, any thought which comes inside is more powerful, that is why he is able to push the thought out and he is able to come and sit. | ||
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+ | Very subtle truths, very subtle truths. I'll answer all your questions, I'll answer all your questions. It means what? Having a cup of coffee thought can replace your so called fear of death for a moment. Then naturally having a cup of thought, cup of coffee - that thought is more powerful than your death fear, am I right? Then your whole death fear is only cup of coffee? Mind says: “No, no, no, no, no. It is not this easy. This Swami is telling something, I think he studied only half.” Mind will raise. “This cannot be this simple, he doesn't know how many sufferings we have, and he is making fun of us.” No just see, just see logically how things are happening inside; very simple, I am opening up just some of the simple truths inside you. | ||
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+ | One guy came and told Me “Swamiji I am suffering with lust, and fantasy engrams, what is the solution?” I told him, “Just sit, for ten minutes meditate on lust, on all your fantasies.” That guy within five minutes he opened his eyes and says “ Swamiji my mind is wandering here and there, I am not able to concentrate.” 😃 I said: “What are you talking, you only came and told Me ‘I am suffering with lust and engrams of fantasy.’ All I did is ‘meditate on it. Just be with it” And he is telling: “No I am not able to concentrate”. This is mind! Understand, the problem is not the thought, your fear that thought may stay with you and you will start acting as per thought. | ||
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+ | Understand, the problem is not the thought, your fear that thought may stay with you and you may start acting as on, as per it. That is where the problem starts, that is where the problem starts. All you need is just giving you confidence it can be just moved by your will. Please understand, there are hundreds of problems in you, you don’t even need to apply the solution, if you know the solution it will not happen in you. I am telling you, hundreds of problems will not happen if they know you know the solution. You don’t need to apply. They will not even happen, if they know you know the solution. I am guaranteeing you. All you need, you don’t need to move your death fear continuously for ten years and all. Ten times move it with cup of coffee, eleventh time it won’t be there. Your mind knows ‘this guy knows the solution’. No, I am telling you. Your mind knows ‘this guy knows the solution’. Your mind knows he cannot play with you. | ||
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+ | See, the whole truth is, how you sell yourself to your boss, first thing you convince your boss there is no solution for this problem. It means what? Only you can solve. That is the meaning; these are all corporate technical meanings, a corporate dictionary. There is a special meaning for all the corporate words. When the company announces ‘you need a crisis management skills’ means: You are entering into a company which is perpetual chaos. That’s the meaning. 😃 ‘Multidimensional skills are required’, if that is the announcement, it means what? You are going to replace three people who have left just. These are all the 😃 cooperate meanings, it’s all meaning underlined 😃 underlined meaning. Sometime it is very shocking but truth. 😃 | ||
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+ | Anyhow, first you convince your boss there is no solution. Second, if somebody has to solve, they have to practically give their whole life. Third, only you have the capacity and dedication to do that. Fourth, you can shave his head now. See, that is the step by step. Understand, your mind does the same thing to you. It makes you believe without his existence you cannot live a balanced life. You cannot protect yourself, you need to be defending you. Mind enters inside you only in the name of “I will defend you, I will defend you”. That is the… you can see very clearly. Wherever you need mind, wherever you need strategy planning, wherever you need thinking process your mind has convinced you without its existence you will not be able to defend yourself. Am I right? | ||
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+ | Now, the guy who was supposed to defend you has started offending you; he has started offending you. Actually all you need to do is, just letting him know you have the solution. Nothing else. Actually your mind is not that intelligent or big guy as you think. Simply you need to make him understand you have solution. Nothing else. See the solution which I am giving… let Me tell you from My own experience, what happened. | ||
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+ | In the young age I used to have this fear of this ghost and all these unknown things. You may think “Oh, you are a Avatara Purusha, how can you have these fears?” Don’t bother about that, I am telling you exactly as it happened, as it happened. Nothing, only once there was a great Yogi, Yogi Ramsaratkumar, he lived in Arunachala. Some of you might have had his darshan also. Visari Swamigal he was called, any of you have seen him? Graceful person I have… you can’t expect an old man can radiate so much of grace. I had the fortune of sitting at his feet, seeing him for more than six years, I have never seen him taking bath, changing clothes or anything, but no smell, nothing will be there. You will be feeling so pleasant around him, such a graceful person. He told Me only once “ Ehh, it is your mind, you are projecting it from your mind and you are afraid.” Somehow, that clicked Me so much, after that I never applied that idea. Just knowing that solution, fear disappeared. | ||
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+ | Understand knowing that solution, fear disappeared. Not that after that I had the fear of ghost, then I applied that, “No, no, no, I am projecting and seeing, and I am frightened.” I did not even apply. Just knowing that idea, it has disappeared. Understand, thousands of problems in you will just disappear, if they know you have a solution, nothing else. So the simple thing, first thing, first lesson: any thought, a new thought can replace it. If you…if new thought can replace, then the old thought naturally has no power. So if you have now death fear what you need to do? You don’t even need to do, have a cup of coffee. Decide, “Let me move the right hand.” Just one thought, “Let me move the right hand.” What happened naturally? This thought has to move. Nothing. Ahhh. | ||
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+ | Even this simple thought, ‘aahh.’ What happens? The thought moves; it has to be replaced. You may think, “What is this? This Swami said he is going to give initiation. I thought he is going to chant some big sanskrit mantras and tell some great secrets in our ears. He is telling: Aahh.” 😃 Understand, I am giving you some of the important truths of nirvikalpa samadhi. Some of the important clarity which you need for nirvikalpa samadhi. Nothing if you have to have a thought, ‘aahh’ naturally your death fear has to move, is it not? Am I right or not? It has to move! | ||
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+ | So then all you need to do, any problem which happens in your inner space is: ‘Aahh.’ Then now big problem, “If I am just sitting and telling for everything aahh, aahh, aahh, who is going to pay my bills? Who is going to run my house? What will I ans, what answer I will give if my boss asks me?” Aahh! 😃 Oh God dangerous 😃 . Tomorrow you go to your office and boss asks something, ‘aahh’. 😃 Suddenly you have a thought, “Let me go to my office and work.” ‘Aahh’ This is a big problem, ‘Who will pay my bills? Who will pay, who will run my life?’ | ||
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+ | Understand, now I am sharing one strong important truth with you, I am responsible for this truth. When you move things, please understand, you will never become useless. First thing, your prarabdha is intelligent enough to run, earn, maintain, whatever is required for your life. You cannot just whole day sit and say ‘ahh, aahh, aahh.’ By your innate nature, you will do what needs to be done. That is what Krishna says. Your prarabdha will make you do. Actually when I… when you say ahh, you will only drop the suffering, you will not drop the work itself; try, try, try for next twenty one days, anything comes ‘aahh’. | ||
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+ | Just, see, when I say, saying ahh, that is what I mean unclutching. Just try, I am guaranteeing you. You will neither become lazy nor become impractical; you will only lose all the psychological, unnecessary suffering you go through, unnecessary psychological fears, worries and suffering. As I am, I was describing: Unbroken or unwanted or irrational thoughts. Only those things will disappear. Understand, in this flow of thoughts, he asked, Shivaji you asked the question,this same question. In this flow of thought, a complete consistent thought has its own innate intelligence to work out, work it out by itself. That’s what I am calling prarabdha. | ||
+ | Please understand, when I say push it with ‘aahh’ you will not become lazy. You will not become impractical. Only thing will happen is: Unnecessary accumulated stress and fear and worry which you are carrying, that will be dropped. It’s not that you will not go to office, it’s not that you will not do your regular routine. You will be doing all those things. You will just see simply the thought happens and it starts expressing in your body. All I am saying is, see the thought which is powerful prarabdha in you, will express itself by its own power. For example: Food. When the hunger comes you will not be able to say aahh, aahh, aahh for more than half an hour. No, it is powerful enough to fulfill itself; but one thing I can guarantee, by saying aahh you will stop overeating. | ||
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==Title: Be Bigger Than Your Innate Desires || NSC
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Name of Convention: Nithyananda Spurana
Session on: Be Bigger Than Your Innate Desires Part 1
Date: 04 February 2010
Venue: Hyderabad, Andhra Pradesh, India
In this video Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism HDH #Nithyananda Paramashivam continues to share with His delegates on the secret science of the second energy layer - the prana, where one stores their desires engrams. These are the 5 activities of the prana - inhaling, holding, spreading, exhaling, cleaning. When your desires change, your prana will also change. Every desire has a different breathing pattern. So if one work on their breathing, it will open up all their desire engrams. The moment all your logic stops functioning, all your desires will be awaken, and it will start to move your consciousness as it wants. The Avatar plans to help us pass through the state of prana consciously which we will be going through when we leave the body.
Firstly, reduce the power of your acquired desires; secondly, increase your frequencies of your consciousness.
We have 2 layers of desires. One is Prarabdha - desire that you brought with you. The other is Agami - desires that you acquired this life. Desire is your life force. Without desire, you cannot get out of your bed. Desire itself is nothing wrong. When we came into this life, we have enough for the Prarabdha. Unfortunately, we start to accumulate more desires when we came to this life (Agami). Accumulated desires lead to the feeling of poverty. "Not enough" happens to us when we accumulate Agami.
How to know which one is Prarabdha or Agami? Innate desires will give us inspirations. When you fulfil it, it will give you deep fulfilment. You feel you have lived your life. Accumulated desires, while they are there it gives you deep irritation. when you fulfil them, the big problem is that you will suddenly feel empty.
If you work on your desires, suddenly you will see energy which are getting wasted on unnecessary directions, accumulated desires will drop. Don't renounce what you have, renounce what you don't have. Working on your desires will clear 90% of your confusion, save more than 80% of your energy. Accumulated desires caused you to be diluted and not knowing what you really want. Come and find out from the Avatar!
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Be Bigger Than Your Innate Desires || Part 2 || NSC || 4 Feb 2010
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Eliminate Guilt Now! || Part 1 || NSC || 04 Feb 2010
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In this video Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism HDH Nithyananda Paramashivam says that we create guilt when we judge past incidents and situations with updated intelligence. He says life is constant expansion but with guilt, we can never grow or raise our consciousness. Many health issues are directly related to guilt including skin disorders, any problems with wheezing and 20% of all cancers. The mental layer is where guilt is stored. HDH explains the three layers of guilt; how and when they are created as well as the process for cleaning the mental layer so that guilt no longer has a negative influence over our being.
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Eliminate Guilt Now! || Part 2 || NSC || 04 Feb 2010
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In this video Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism HDH Nithyananda Paramashivam says that we create guilt when we judge past incidents and situations with updated intelligence. He says life is constant expansion but with guilt, we can never grow or raise our consciousness. Many health issues are directly related to guilt including skin disorders, any problems with wheezing and 20% of all cancers. The mental layer is where guilt is stored. HDH explains the three layers of guilt; how and when they are created as well as the process for cleaning the mental layer so that guilt no longer has a negative influence over our being.
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Name Of The Convention : Nithyananda Spurana
Session on: Mind is Responsible for Your Problems Part 1
Date : 05 February 2010
Venue: Hyderabad, Andhra Pradesh, India
In this video, the Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism HDH #Nithyananda Paramashivam talks about what is mind, how our mind works and how thoughts flow in us. Some thoughts will be related to joy, pain, worrying, then suffering and some thoughts will not be related to anything means thoughts are inconsistent. Most of our thoughts are unconnected, illogical, independent, irrational that continues to flow. Unfortunately, we don’t see the reality as it is. We create a pain shaft or joy shaft from these baseless thought flows. The main source of thought flow is not suffering. But the shafts we create from this main thought flow base causes suffering. Because you have concluded that life is suffering, you will only attract suffering. Any shaft whether joy or pain is suffering. HDH addressed the importance of being in the choice free space. The moment you choose bliss, because of the greed to retain this bliss, you will end up in pain.
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We will work on the cosmic layer. In this body there is no engrams. Understanding few truths are more than enough to liberate you. Understanding these few truths and internalizing is what I call initiation. Understand these few truths. Step by step just understand. You will see the clarity, understanding all these things happening inside you about the major things of your life.
[00:01:17]
First truth I wanted to share is: for all of our problems, many, I can say majority, most of our problems, mind is responsible.That’s the first truth. Second, let us analyze and understand ‘what is mind?’ I will give you a simple diagram how the mind happens and how we think and all that. [Swamiji draws a diagram] How the thoughts flow in us? Like this different shapes, different way, different, just continuously it will be flowing. Trying to present how the thoughts flow in us. See some thoughts will be related to joy, some will be related to suffering, some will be related to worrying, some will not be related to anything, just inconsistent - means you will not be able to make anything out of that statement, out of that thought. Some will be related to joy, some will be suffering, some will be just worrying- means, you just do not know, it’s there, some will be …….. - broken thoughts not complete thoughts. Some will be again joy, some will be again suffering. Just like this, very inconsistent, different, different, different, different, different thoughts will be flowing in a different, different, different way. Usually how we, how our mind works? Please understand, this is the main thought flow, with a different inconsistent, irrational thoughts will be just flowing. If you look inside how it flows it will be just flowing inside. Most of them unconnected, illogical, independent and irrational.
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If I have to give one example, if you see a dog in the street, suddenly you will remember all the dogs with which you were very friendly or you had fear in the young age. Then the memory of young age, then the teacher with whom you studied in the young age, then where you were staying. If you see logically there's no connection between the dog you are seeing in the street and the teacher with whom you studied in the young age. Just you slipped; there is no logical connection. If you see inside this is the way it is flowing; just illogical, irrational, independent, inconsistent, completely unconnected. They are just flowing, flowing, flowing you don’t know what for, what reason.
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Usually if you ask people what your is life? How is your life? You can always see, at least from My experience I can say, whoever I ask, “No, no you don’t know Swamiji, nobody should suffer like me. Nobody will have the suffering like me, if somebody has suffered like me, they would have become long before mad or committed suicide. Please understand, your life is not as you think always a long suffering. There were so many beautiful things, but you continuously connect all the pain incidents, all that pain memory and create a shaft - ‘your life is a long pain’, that is what I call pain shaft.
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In your life you can see, you see, here there is few suffering, few just baseless thoughts, few worry, few joy; so many things are happening. But you will pick up all the suffering and imagine life is suffering; this is what I call pain shaft. But you forget, between these many suffering memories and incidents there were lot of beautiful, joyful things were also happening. Unfortunately you don’t see the reality as it is. You just pick up and see. The big problem is, the moment you decide your life is a long pain shaft, long pain, you are ready to suffer forever. How?
[00:07:09]
See, the moment you decide your life is a long pain, now, even in the present moment you will be waiting for painful incidents. Like a conveyor belt so many things will be going in front of you in your life, some good, some bad, some unclassifiable, some which you cannot even say worry or so many things will be flowing in your life. But because you have a clear conclusion ‘life is suffering’, you will pick up only the suffering, “See I told you? Life is suffering. See, I am proving. This Swami from Bangalore came and said life is not suffering. But see, my life is suffering. Maybe his life is not suffering, my life is suffering.”
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The moment you have some conclusion about the past… please understand, your understanding about the past is very important. Because that is going to set a trend about your future. For example, till yesterday you know you can’t fly, you can only walk, so because of that you know for sure from tomorrow also you are not going to fly, you are only going to walk. Maybe you can walk fast or you can run. But the tomorrow’s base, the basic trend is already set based on the ideas you carry about your past. Same way if you are clear, your past was pain shaft, it is pain, then you already set a base ‘from tomorrow also it is going to be pain.’ Unfortunately the idea you carry about your past is not truth, it’s not right. You are not looking into it and you think it is not necessary to look into it and correct.
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You think: “Oh it’s ok forget about past, let us see about future. Understand, you are not… even if you say this to yourself: Let me forget about past and let me see the future. You are not going to forget completely. The basic ideas which you created about you in the past, that is going to continue to be the base for your future. Instead of understanding this, instead of working on this we have big problem, we have big, I can say negligence, that’s the right word ‘negligence’.
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Understand, if you carry the idea your whole past was suffering, pain, first thing: It’s a lie, it’s not truth, nobody can live only with suffering. Understand, there is some hope. For example, in your whole past… I will give you a example: If your past is thirty years, if you have spent twenty years in pain, suffering, at least ten years of hope and inspiration should have been there between the twenty years. Otherwise you will not survive, you will not be alive, you cannot recoup, you cannot stand up again.
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So if you are dropping, see one guy came and told Me: “Swamiji eleven times, eleven times I stopped smoking. Means what? Eleven times you started again. Same way, if so much of time was spent in pain, suffering, so many times you stood up again. So many times you had confidence again, so many times there was some reason which gave you the hope again. Unfortunately, we edit all these scenes, where we had rejuvenation, where we had hope, where we had joy, where we had inspiration to stand up, we edit, see our whole past as a suffering. First thing, it’s a lie, it’s not truth. Second thing, it’s a very dangerous lie. Because, this lie is not going to be just about our past, it is going to put its nose in your future. It is going to be stretching itself in, in your future, very dangerous.
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A small experiment, we will try now. Just sit for 3 minutes and write whatever comes in your mind without editing. Please understand, in the same samskara book. Please listen first, then you can start. Please listen. First thing, please listen. We will now take a photograph of your mind, do not edit, do not judge, do not stop, do not criticize, whatever comes suddenly you will see nothing is coming I am empty. Write that. See, these fellows are shouting outside without having sensitivity. Write that. Whatever comes, whatever goes. Suddenly you will see, “If I get bonda it will be really nice. Gongura chutney, nothing like it. And then I think I should go to Bidadi ashram.” And you don’t know why they are coming. Just write as it comes in the same language it comes.
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Let’s see the photograph of your mind. Write just for three minutes, whatever comes in the same language. Please don’t change the language or grammar. Sometime you will see the broken thoughts, they don’t even make any sense. Just two three words will appear: House, dog. You don’t know how the house and dog is connected. Whatever comes just write. Do not edit or do not try to suppress, do not try to logically make sense. Whatever is happening inside, just write as it is. It’s like a unedited, uncensored version of your mind.
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Experiment Process in Progress
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Yes relax, you can just read and see, very clearly experientially what I am talking. It's just to give you a glimpse. Is there any connection between what you are, is there any next, next, next, next? It is just a madhouse happening inside. See you do not… because it is a madhouse, see, the main shaft is madhouse. Because of that, you pick up few things and wanted to have some clarity. So either you pick up all the pain and create pain shaft, or you pick up all… Sometime rarely you do, all the joy and create a joy shaft. When you feel ready, confident, “Yes I can live, I can handle this life. There is nothing to miss, there is nothing to lose. I can be confident.” Either joy or pain, you create some shaft and try to live with it.
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Please understand, either you create a pain shaft: “Oh god my life is pain, it’s a depression” and wait for things to suffer with pain. Or sometime very rarely you create, “no, no, no, I have so many wonderful things happening in my life. My life is joy, I can handle, I can deal with it. Confidence, joy shaft. The problem is, even if you have joy shaft, immediately the problem starts. You wanted that shaft to be with you forever. The moment you want the joy forever, you killed it.
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I have seen, already I started receiving letters “Swamiji do something, this joy should be forever with me. I should be like this forever”, you already killed it. The moment you want, you are greedy about the joy, you destroy the joy. Please understand. See bliss is choicelessness; when you are choiceless bliss flows through you. The moment you choose bliss you have chosen suffering. Any choice is suffering. Being choiceless in the flow is bliss. In this four days through various methods and techniques and process, I am reconciling you with you. I am just bringing you to that choiceless space, choice free space. That is why you are feeling like settled, peaceful, joyful all these things are happening. The moment you choose this what will happen? You have chosen suffering.
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Whether you create a joy shaft, the end what happens? Suffering. If you create pain shaft, by itself suffering. So any shaft is suffering. Understand, any shaft is suffering. This is pain shaft: For example, sometime you will collect all the joyful incidents happened in your life. When you went for vacation, when you got married, when you had kids, the posed photograph - where the photographer says ‘smile please’, and you take that photograph. Later on you sit with the photograph and you think: “Those days, see I was so joyful”. You don't understand, when you were in the vacation at the spot, photographer told you to smile and then you smiled. You forget all that fact very conveniently. “See those days, how joyful I was, how happy we were.” And you go on.
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Sometime, the life when it is described, really too much. If you create joy shaft again, because of the greed to retain, you will end up in pain. If you create pain shaft already you are in pain. So any shaft you create it is suffering. Understand, the main source as it is, main flow as it is. Only this is suffering less. Any shaft you create is suffering. Let us understand this main source little more detailed way; this technical knowledge will be really helpful. This whole thing is available in YouTube. So, you don’t need to bother about taking notes now. This whole - the pain shaft, joy shaft the whole thing with diagram is available in YouTube. Actually in YouTube I have put graphic diagram so it will be lot better than My handwriting.
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Now we are working on a new project. All the major truths of Hinduism, Vedic tradition like a rebirth, karma, re-in… vairagya, jnana, bhakti - all the things we are making half an hour the animated presentation, with animation presentation. Any of you want you can understand those concepts. If you want to teach to your kids friends or family, anybody who is teaching the Vedic tradition you can use it freely, the whole thing will be available. So of course, this concepts are already available, already in the YouTube, you can spend time with the YouTube and take notes. Now understand, how the main source, that main thought current is happening.
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Mind is Responsible for Your Problems || Part 2 || Nithyananda Spurana || 05 Feb 2010
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I'll give you the different way. I will give you in a vertical diagram. Like this different, different, different, different thoughts going on. I can say like a water bubbles in the fish tank. It is just happening continuously. One important thing you need to understand, between every water bubble there is a gap, because the gap is too small you think it is a continuous stream. It is not continuous stream. Fortunately between every thought you have, there is a gap. Between every thought there is a gap, there is a gap. That is why they are completely unconnected. That is why they are completely two different, independent, illogical, irrational. They are not connected, because there is a gap. There is a gap between every thought, there is a gap between every flow, there is a gap in every thought.
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Now let us understand these few truths. First truth, you can have only one thought at a time. Am I right? You cannot have two thought at a time. Maybe you can have very fast, that is acceptable. You see, every microsecond you will have one thought. Next microsecond second thought, third microsecond third; that is acceptable. But, you can have only one thought at a time fortunately. Fortunately you can have only one thought at a time. You cannot have second thought. It's like in this chair only one person can sit at the time. If somebody else has to come and sit he has to push Me out. If next person has to come, he has to push this guy out. So, in your inner space, only one thought can be at the time.
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Please understand, this a first truth. So, second important thing: if some other second thought is coming means, naturally the first thought is replaced, am I right? If the third thought is coming the second thought is already replaced. It is continuously moving, it is continuously moving, with different, different, different thoughts. Understand some of the very important simple secrets of life and truth, which we never looked in; it never reveals itself to us because we never look inside. That’s all. Nothing else. Very simple truths I am not teaching you any big philosophy. I am just stating as it happens. Satyam, ‘sat’ as it is.
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If somebody can sit in this chair pushing Me out, then that guy is surely more powerful than Me. Am I right? If a third person can come and push this second guy out and he can sit, then naturally he is more powerful than the second guy. Please understand, very systematically. If the second guy can come and push Me out and sit here, he is more powerful. The third guy can come and push this guy out and he can sit. He is more powerful.
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So naturally somebody else is coming and constantly replacing means the last guy become more and more powerful. It is just happening, it is just happening. Please understand an important truth. Step by step I am guiding you to these great truths. First thing, only one thought can be in you at a time. Second thing, if a second thought comes and pushes the first thought away, it is more powerful. If a third thought comes and also pushes this thought also away that is more powerful. That is why it is being pushed, it is being just pushed, pushed, pushed and moving.
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Somebody came and asked Me: “Swamiji I am completely shaken by fear of death, I am suffering with this fear, how can I escape? Please give me a solution”. I just told him: “Have cup of coffee”. Please understand now, I just told him: “Have a cup of coffee.” He said, “What? How can having cup of coffee solve my death fear?” I told him: “The moment you think ‘let me have cup of coffee’, that thought naturally has to move the death fear.” Understand, at least for a second. Come on, at least for a second it has to move. That guy said “No, no, no, no, no, it is not that easy, the death fear again comes back, what will I do?” Have one more cup of coffee. 😃 People say, ‘no, how many cup of coffees we can have?’ See, it doesn't need to be always cup of coffee, cup of water and it doesn't even need to be cup of water or cup of coffee.
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You see, the moment you think ‘let me stand’, you renounce the thought of sitting. The moment you think ‘let me sit’, you renounce the thought of standing. The moment you think ‘let me go in’, you renounce the thought of standing out. The moment you think let me walk out you renounce the thought of sitting. So the moment you think even to move the right hand, your death fear has moved. It has to. Understand, at any given time, you can have only one thought. Second, any thought which comes inside is more powerful, that is why he is able to push the thought out and he is able to come and sit.
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Very subtle truths, very subtle truths. I'll answer all your questions, I'll answer all your questions. It means what? Having a cup of coffee thought can replace your so called fear of death for a moment. Then naturally having a cup of thought, cup of coffee - that thought is more powerful than your death fear, am I right? Then your whole death fear is only cup of coffee? Mind says: “No, no, no, no, no. It is not this easy. This Swami is telling something, I think he studied only half.” Mind will raise. “This cannot be this simple, he doesn't know how many sufferings we have, and he is making fun of us.” No just see, just see logically how things are happening inside; very simple, I am opening up just some of the simple truths inside you.
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One guy came and told Me “Swamiji I am suffering with lust, and fantasy engrams, what is the solution?” I told him, “Just sit, for ten minutes meditate on lust, on all your fantasies.” That guy within five minutes he opened his eyes and says “ Swamiji my mind is wandering here and there, I am not able to concentrate.” 😃 I said: “What are you talking, you only came and told Me ‘I am suffering with lust and engrams of fantasy.’ All I did is ‘meditate on it. Just be with it” And he is telling: “No I am not able to concentrate”. This is mind! Understand, the problem is not the thought, your fear that thought may stay with you and you will start acting as per thought.
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Understand, the problem is not the thought, your fear that thought may stay with you and you may start acting as on, as per it. That is where the problem starts, that is where the problem starts. All you need is just giving you confidence it can be just moved by your will. Please understand, there are hundreds of problems in you, you don’t even need to apply the solution, if you know the solution it will not happen in you. I am telling you, hundreds of problems will not happen if they know you know the solution. You don’t need to apply. They will not even happen, if they know you know the solution. I am guaranteeing you. All you need, you don’t need to move your death fear continuously for ten years and all. Ten times move it with cup of coffee, eleventh time it won’t be there. Your mind knows ‘this guy knows the solution’. No, I am telling you. Your mind knows ‘this guy knows the solution’. Your mind knows he cannot play with you.
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See, the whole truth is, how you sell yourself to your boss, first thing you convince your boss there is no solution for this problem. It means what? Only you can solve. That is the meaning; these are all corporate technical meanings, a corporate dictionary. There is a special meaning for all the corporate words. When the company announces ‘you need a crisis management skills’ means: You are entering into a company which is perpetual chaos. That’s the meaning. 😃 ‘Multidimensional skills are required’, if that is the announcement, it means what? You are going to replace three people who have left just. These are all the 😃 cooperate meanings, it’s all meaning underlined 😃 underlined meaning. Sometime it is very shocking but truth. 😃
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Anyhow, first you convince your boss there is no solution. Second, if somebody has to solve, they have to practically give their whole life. Third, only you have the capacity and dedication to do that. Fourth, you can shave his head now. See, that is the step by step. Understand, your mind does the same thing to you. It makes you believe without his existence you cannot live a balanced life. You cannot protect yourself, you need to be defending you. Mind enters inside you only in the name of “I will defend you, I will defend you”. That is the… you can see very clearly. Wherever you need mind, wherever you need strategy planning, wherever you need thinking process your mind has convinced you without its existence you will not be able to defend yourself. Am I right?
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Now, the guy who was supposed to defend you has started offending you; he has started offending you. Actually all you need to do is, just letting him know you have the solution. Nothing else. Actually your mind is not that intelligent or big guy as you think. Simply you need to make him understand you have solution. Nothing else. See the solution which I am giving… let Me tell you from My own experience, what happened.
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In the young age I used to have this fear of this ghost and all these unknown things. You may think “Oh, you are a Avatara Purusha, how can you have these fears?” Don’t bother about that, I am telling you exactly as it happened, as it happened. Nothing, only once there was a great Yogi, Yogi Ramsaratkumar, he lived in Arunachala. Some of you might have had his darshan also. Visari Swamigal he was called, any of you have seen him? Graceful person I have… you can’t expect an old man can radiate so much of grace. I had the fortune of sitting at his feet, seeing him for more than six years, I have never seen him taking bath, changing clothes or anything, but no smell, nothing will be there. You will be feeling so pleasant around him, such a graceful person. He told Me only once “ Ehh, it is your mind, you are projecting it from your mind and you are afraid.” Somehow, that clicked Me so much, after that I never applied that idea. Just knowing that solution, fear disappeared.
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Understand knowing that solution, fear disappeared. Not that after that I had the fear of ghost, then I applied that, “No, no, no, I am projecting and seeing, and I am frightened.” I did not even apply. Just knowing that idea, it has disappeared. Understand, thousands of problems in you will just disappear, if they know you have a solution, nothing else. So the simple thing, first thing, first lesson: any thought, a new thought can replace it. If you…if new thought can replace, then the old thought naturally has no power. So if you have now death fear what you need to do? You don’t even need to do, have a cup of coffee. Decide, “Let me move the right hand.” Just one thought, “Let me move the right hand.” What happened naturally? This thought has to move. Nothing. Ahhh.
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Even this simple thought, ‘aahh.’ What happens? The thought moves; it has to be replaced. You may think, “What is this? This Swami said he is going to give initiation. I thought he is going to chant some big sanskrit mantras and tell some great secrets in our ears. He is telling: Aahh.” 😃 Understand, I am giving you some of the important truths of nirvikalpa samadhi. Some of the important clarity which you need for nirvikalpa samadhi. Nothing if you have to have a thought, ‘aahh’ naturally your death fear has to move, is it not? Am I right or not? It has to move!
[00:17:00]
So then all you need to do, any problem which happens in your inner space is: ‘Aahh.’ Then now big problem, “If I am just sitting and telling for everything aahh, aahh, aahh, who is going to pay my bills? Who is going to run my house? What will I ans, what answer I will give if my boss asks me?” Aahh! 😃 Oh God dangerous 😃 . Tomorrow you go to your office and boss asks something, ‘aahh’. 😃 Suddenly you have a thought, “Let me go to my office and work.” ‘Aahh’ This is a big problem, ‘Who will pay my bills? Who will pay, who will run my life?’
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Understand, now I am sharing one strong important truth with you, I am responsible for this truth. When you move things, please understand, you will never become useless. First thing, your prarabdha is intelligent enough to run, earn, maintain, whatever is required for your life. You cannot just whole day sit and say ‘ahh, aahh, aahh.’ By your innate nature, you will do what needs to be done. That is what Krishna says. Your prarabdha will make you do. Actually when I… when you say ahh, you will only drop the suffering, you will not drop the work itself; try, try, try for next twenty one days, anything comes ‘aahh’.
[00:19:02]
Just, see, when I say, saying ahh, that is what I mean unclutching. Just try, I am guaranteeing you. You will neither become lazy nor become impractical; you will only lose all the psychological, unnecessary suffering you go through, unnecessary psychological fears, worries and suffering. As I am, I was describing: Unbroken or unwanted or irrational thoughts. Only those things will disappear. Understand, in this flow of thoughts, he asked, Shivaji you asked the question,this same question. In this flow of thought, a complete consistent thought has its own innate intelligence to work out, work it out by itself. That’s what I am calling prarabdha.
Please understand, when I say push it with ‘aahh’ you will not become lazy. You will not become impractical. Only thing will happen is: Unnecessary accumulated stress and fear and worry which you are carrying, that will be dropped. It’s not that you will not go to office, it’s not that you will not do your regular routine. You will be doing all those things. You will just see simply the thought happens and it starts expressing in your body. All I am saying is, see the thought which is powerful prarabdha in you, will express itself by its own power. For example: Food. When the hunger comes you will not be able to say aahh, aahh, aahh for more than half an hour. No, it is powerful enough to fulfill itself; but one thing I can guarantee, by saying aahh you will stop overeating.
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Mind is Responsible for Your Problems || Part 3 || Nithyananda Spurana || 05 Feb 2010
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