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+ | In today’s morning satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda (Swamiji) expounds on the nature of annyakara. Mamakara is how one perceives oneself; ahamkara is how others perceive one; annyakara describes what others expect from one, based on one’s self-expression. It is the obligation of every human being to extend himself to meet the expectations of all he encounters and to willingly take up the responsibility of fulfilling those expectations. Always meeting the peak of one’s possibility in life completes the annyakara. It is best to take up this assignment voluntarily, because even if it is refused, life will force it upon each individual, so there is no escape! The work will be accomplished whether willingly or in resistance; and resistance brings suffering rather than the satisfaction of a job well done. | ||
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+ | “Sadashiva samarambam, Shankaraacharya madhyamam asmadacharya paryantam vande Guru paramparam!” | ||
+ | I welcome you all with my love and respects! I welcome all the devotees, disciples, Samajis, Satsangis sitting with around the world at this moment in 578 places through Nithyananda TV in 32 places in 2 way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in 287 cities, 31 countries around the world as per the statistics. | ||
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+ | Cities sitting with us in 2 way Video Conferencing having Nayana Deeksha – Phoenix Kanchipuram, San Jose Madurai, Oklahoma Somanatham, Ohio center, Hyderabad Bhagyanagara, Toronto Kailasam, Los Angeles Arunachala, Seattle Chidambaram, Vancouver Puri, Prematma and ma Tejo in San Francisco, Manchester UK, Mumbai, Chennai Alwarpet, Bangalore Nithyananda Vidyalaya, north Hollywood California, Lawspet Pondicherry, Oman Siva Gangai, Honkong, Paris, ma Bhaktika and Gopika, Louisville Kentucky, Chicago loop, Winston Salem, Tiruvannamalai, Singapore Singapuram, Atlanta Ujjayini, Austin, Ohio Prayag, New york varanasi, St. Louis, St. Julian France, Edgewater new jersey. I welcome you all with my love and blessings! | ||
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+ | Today Niraahaara samyama 2nd level 1st day – day 1. We are starting the Niraahaara samyama 2nd level. It will go on for 7 days. Today we are starting. From tomorrow morning Nithya Yoga will be live from Bidadi at 5 am sharp from Nithyananda TV and 2 way. Guess who is going to be the Yogacharya. Nithyananda himself! So I will be there personally guiding, leading Yoga sessions. Maybe some Kriyas. So we will come up with more and more better plans every day. We may have different kriyas like Kriyas for diabetes, bp, etc. anyhow from tomorrow morning 5 o clock onwards I will be live on Nithyananda TV. Of course this commitment is whenever I am in Bidadi campus. All ashramites in India compulsorily have to attend the morning sessions on 2 way Video conferencing. All ashramites in India have to attend in 2 way VC morning also. There are some ashramites I don’t see everyday like Supriya and Preetha I don’t see everyday. I want to make sure that all ashramites make sure that they stay in a place where they have 2 way VC and attend the satsang. So I have to complete with you all one more thing, yesterday I said that 21 days which I said I will maximum miss the satsang. I removed one day and made it 20 days. But they reminded me that I committed my presence which I honoured. But satsang did not happen because of mistake of the team. So that one day is not deducted from the 21 day. Today I expand my commitment to me and the team. Even if the team misses, I will deduct that one day. so I have to make it happen. Earlier I committed I will be there on time. Yesterday I was on time, today also I was on time. But .. | ||
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+ | Morning 5 o clock when it brings yoga begins, 7 o clock when it rings, screen has to open automatically. …if kaala Bhairava has to be respected, time has to be respected. If you respect time only you can go beyond time. Just if you are enlightened and living your own life, you can be living your own life. But if you are interested in helping people you have to come down and follow all the rules and regulations they need to follow enlightenment. So it is a completely different game…Ramakrishna shares the beautiful incident where Vyaasa after eating fully tells the Yamuna river if I am doing ekadasi vrata and fasting give me way. It is beautiful story for an enlightened being not for an incarnation. Only if an incarnation does, people will do…so I decided to sacrifice and I am very happy about it. I am not cribbing or itching. I am very happy today morning I came sharp at 5 or few minutes before 5 for Yoga, I am very happy I have no problem. So we will do it! Today we have Nithya Kriya yoga, formally NSP in Tamil. Today evening it starts. I welcome all the participants who are here. All international centres can attend this program freely. Neither centres need to pay nor the participants need to pay. You can enrol now. ..they are all supposed to reach from Salem so we are waiting for them to come. English translation also will be available online. All live translations has to be in male voice. How it will look and tell me a male is sitting and talking and the translation is female? Why you guys don’t come to the senses? Alright we will start the satsang. I will continue on authenticity. Hope all of you have done the home work on mamakaara, ahamkaara and anyakaara. Anyone who has attended the satsang on 5th and did not complete the assignment please raise your hand. ..the assignment is you need to look in on how you are affected by the anyakaara both good and bad of others and how you are going to complete it. I tell you this whole problem …happened because of anyakaara. | ||
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+ | Everybody who is joining today understand the gist. Mamakaara means what you feel as you. I checked with me, very authentically I can say I just feel I am a pure empty space. There is something kept in front of the pure empty space which operates to create this sangha. Otherwise my mamakaara about me is a pure empty space. My perception about me, my mamakaara about me is a pure space. And the image you project to the others is called ahamkaara. Please understand. The image you believe as you the idea you believe as you is mamakaara, the idea you project to the world is ahamkaara and others what they believe as you which is independent of both. You may believe something as you, you may tell others as you, but they will believe something else about you. the 3rd is anyakaara. …I believe myself as a pure space, I cognize myself as a pure space. I project myself as an incarnation who wants to give this pure space to you and my belief as me, my cognizance of me as a pure space is mamakaara, my decision to project me as an incarnation who shares, who wants this to be experienced as others is ahamkaara and what you believe as me is ahamkaara. ….Dayananda please sit straight. Or else stand. First time in his life he is seeing how the world looks at morning 5…what others perceive is anyakaara. For example, somebody sees Shiva in me, it is anyakaara which is independent of my mamakaara and ahamkaara. In my mama I don’t feel as Shiva, in my ahamkaara I do not project me as shiva, but you in your idea of me you perceive me as shiva. I allow it. Why? Because of that perception there is a high chance you can experience what I am trying to offer you. please understand In my inner space I do not feel myself as shakti, shiva, Ramakrishna …whatever you project as me, none of that. In y inner space I perceive me as Chinmaya, Nithyananda, empty space which is a quality, not definition. There is no definition of name form. It is more like a quality or qualification. So the anyakaara which you feel about me is independent of what I feel as me and what I project as me. I am very clear I am projecting and I wanted to project myself only as a person who is an embodiment of super cons and wanted to share that with the world. That’s it. But you feeling I am shiva helps you to experience that space, I allow it. Because I am allowing, indirectly I am responsible for it. Same way somebody feels no this fellow must be fake. Please understand maybe he was given too much of understanding before he is able to digest it. So even for that I am responsible. For example, somebody was sleeping all the time and I tell I am an incarnation, then it is too much for him. If he learns all the steps step by step, I am not telling only about Dayananda but about Dayannada also. Because his mentor came and reported to me yesterday something Dayananda said he cannot do because it is not his passion. May I know what it is? Niraahaara samyama. Spiritual practices will always not be passion for you when you start. You have to make it as passion for you. yes his passion is ahaara samyama, what can we do for that. But through ahaara samyama you cannot become enlightened. What to do? Anyhow so understand this mamakaara, ahamkaara, anyakaara. If somebody gets the spiritual experience from me or some glimpse of super conscious energy in their life and then if he is introduced to the idea I am an incarnation he may not have kudarka or the feeling I am fake. But fortunately or unfortunately I am also in jet speed and our sangha is also in jet speed, who comes – comes, who drops – drops. We are not just a bus or train. See in bus or train if somebody drops he will not die. But if somebody drops from jet, they are dead. So understand you need to know before committing to the Guru if I suddenly .. | ||
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+ | Alright they are able to manage it. Anyhow, as per commitment because the team has failed because I commit for me and the team and you receiving it in a proper quality. Anyhow one day which we saved yesterday, is gone today. So authenticity means aligning your life for mamakaara, ahamkaara, anyakaara for all three. Please understand we always feel we are responsible for mamakaara and ahamkaara but we very comfortably don’t want to take the responsibility of anyakaara. No. authenticity means living taking the responsibility of all three. When somebody looks at me as Shiva taking responsibility of Shiva and doing to him whatever Shiva will do to him. Stretching my ability. He may be expecting some boons from Shiva.. so now it is my responsibility to stretch my super consciousness to give that boons to him, to give that healing to him and make myself available as shiva. Understand. That is authenticity. Whether I commit or not people expect I should be teaching them yoga, I should teach them spiritual truths. Stretching to other anyakaara is authenticity. Understand I go on stretching, stretching, stretching. Then people ask what will happen Swamiji? Then you will become almost like slave of people then whatever they say you do. No. you will be slave only if you are forced. If you are a master you will take on willingly. People project that on me, I decide to fulfil it. Same way continuously people who think I am fake, project that on me and try to harass. Standing up for it, facing it. Taking responsibility even for that and not giving up on them continuously working, working, working even to make them understand their understanding is wrong. Not giving up on people. How many illegal ways we have been harassed – what happened in Tiru that we cannot walk around …..it came as a blackmail if you do beyond our warning, it will not take much time for us, we will send some rowdies, create chaos and will hold you responsible and we will arrest you. this is the exact words I have been told. And straight blackmailing. I said alright from all over the world 1000s are gather just to see me and get a touch from me. They won’t be bothered if I won’t go to temple, go to procession.. they want only a touch from me. So I have to keep myself available and fulfil them….it is my authenticity that I decided not to fight even though it was a illegal suppression but I decided not to fight because of course once we go to court next day they will give bail and I will come out. But people have gathered to see me on 6th not 7th. So if they cannot see me on 6th it will be in authenticity. So this is the best I could do. I stood, stood facing the illegal harassment, denial of religious freedom. The procession is not a political procession it is a religious procession where the deities are taken around…we are not an organization who store weapons in our centres. Even our Trishuls are stored for healing, not for killing. It is a suppression but I decided to bear with it because unless we take the responsibility we cannot solve the issue. Only when you take responsibility you will feel powerful enough to solve the problem. Now blaming somebody only will make you feel more and more powerless. Then again we should have had our Nithya Kriya Yoga in Salem in the center of the city where we booked the indoor auditorium. It is a hall privately booked, everything paid police has given permission. All of you should know even in Tiruvannamalai for the procession, satsang everything even though we don’t need the permission, we got it. But just one night before they sent letter your permission is cancelled. Why? Because next day is Sunday, there will be no court and we cannot go for stay. If they gave before, we could have gotten a stay. They waited, waited, waited and 5th night they gave the permission to my sanyaasi and said your permission is cancelled. But is said okay. And then Salem, suddenly they are saying your permission is cancelled. Why? No legal reason. Fortunately for all 3 – Tiruvannamalai procession cancelling, satsang program cancelling and NSP program cancelling all 3 they have given letter in writing which is illegal. Why they cancelled? Nobody knows. They say law & order issue. Law and order means person who comes to create chaos, he has to be put in prison. It is like oh your life is in danger, so I will put you in prison! You cannot walk around freely. | ||
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+ | Anyhow, I said alright, for NSP people come from all over TamilNadu to have the meditation. Again if I decide to fight with them legally we will only win. But we will win after these 4 days. These 4 days people will come from all over TamilNadu. What to do? So I moved it to Bidadi. Just yesterday night they harassed us not to do the program here. Of course they cannot do. We are going to have the program. But I go on stretching my patience because we need to deliver to the people. We need to deliver to the people. Authenticity means living to the peak of your capacity. Understand capacity does not mean always fighting back. Sometimes capacity means patience. If fighting back is going to fulfil the purpose, fight back those moments. If patience is going to fulfil the purpose, practice patience. But practicing fighting or patience the decision has to be made based on fulfillment of the sangha. That is authenticity. What is my authenticity? I supposed to deliver this knowledge and experience to people. People have come from all over to experience this. So I have to make myself available. For that sometimes the capacity of patience need to be practiced, sometime fighting back needs to be practiced. But in every level in all 3 - living to your peak and having the alignment of all 3 – the mamakaara, ahamkaara and anyakaara . Morning if I go to temple, they know temple is my personal sentiment. I don’t have any type of attachment. Even though they all accuse me of all sort of attachment. They know the only attachment I have is temple. Of course I gave it up. 5th night I gave it up and I just stood back, relaxed back into my pure space. I decided what is there? What is temple? After all the place where incarnations go and energize the place is temple. I go to energize the temple….”Teerthe guruvan teerthinaha” – to make the teertha sacred they go to theerthas. Not as dependency. I love it. But I am not dependant. They thought they can hurt me by not letting me come into the temple. I said okay. Understand authenticity means living to the peak of your capacity every moment of your life as per your understanding of your peak capacity and others understanding as your peak capacity. | ||
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+ | Understand ☺ devotees feel I have to fight back, detractors feel I have to practice patience. I do both. When needed, fighting back, when needed practicing patience but both in peak! Of course now I am going to send all their letters everything to the Chief minster’s cell in TamilNadu requesting Chief minister to intervene in this and give us justice and stop this continuous harassment me and my people are going through. Understand authenticity is not you living out what you think as your peak but what others thing as your peak……understand only, only when you stretch yourself to others’ image and expectations about you, you express extraordinary capacities and miracle powers. As per my mamakaara and ahamkaara I don’t need to express miracle powers. I am a pure empty space and I transmit that to others, I don’t need to express miracle powers. But because of anyakaara I express miracle powers. If you see boon expressing through me, healing experience through me, any extraordinary powers expressing through me, It is because of anyakaara. My authenticity with anyakaara. ..you are bound to be authentic with anyakaara also. Life happens to you only when you are authentic with anyakaara. Understand. Listen, listen. | ||
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+ | When I spoke about integrity. Everybody thinks, alright I will commit as per my capacity only this much. No. you will commit, deliver and die. Not live. Stretching yourself to what others feel as your capacity is authenticity. Stretching yourself to complete the anyakaara not just mamakaara or ahamkaara. When you stretch yourself to complete the mama you have satori means you are complete with you. when you stretch yourself to complete the ahamkaara you become enlightened – you are complete with people with whom you project as you, you are complete with identity you project to others. But only when you complete with anyakaara you become incarnation. You become incarnation. Understand, every one of you have to become incarnation. Success, realization, victory, life all these are synonymous. All this happens in you only when you become authentic to anyakaara. Understand only when you become authentic to anyakaara. I go on stretching, stretching, stretching. When people project that I should be able to materialize, I say come on, oh consciousness be authentic to their anyakaara and materialize. And I materialize. When people project I have to heal them, I say alright come on be authentic to their anyakaara, healing power expresses. Life happens to you when you decide to be authentic with anyakaara. Not just mamakaara and ahamkaara. It is very easy. I will deliver 2 idli and half pongal to the world every morning. No! that is not authenticity. Life is not going to happen to you in that way. No. authenticity means committing to the anyakaara. Oh god! No. I will be slave of people, no. when you commit you are not slave. Even if you don’t commit, people are going to make you do. Only then you are slave. Understand even if you don’t commit with a authenticity, with anyakaara they are going to make you do it. Vivekananda says very clearly either you sacrifice or maya will snatch from you, either you work or people will make you work. If you do it – it is dedication you are a master. If you are made to do it, you are a slave. When you are authentic you will not commit your words…..you will not play a cunning safe game. If I was playing a cunning safe game, I would have been sitting inside the banyan tree closed, maybe under that. I would not have come back again. I am sitting under that tree but I came back to be authentic with anyakaara. | ||
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+ | When you are authentic, you will commit words which express your maximum peak capacity as per your understanding and as per others understanding of your peak capacity. When somebody projects that I should also be Niraahaari and immediately I stretch my cons, super cons and tell my body and mind. Now express this quality, be authentic to anyakaara. Only then victory happens. Authenticity happens. I know so many people have already closed their heart doors for me. No, you stop with ahamkaara and mamakaara. This anyakaara is too much. I cannot try. I tell you only when you are authentic with anyakaara life starts. Even if you close the doors. I am not going to stop. I will continue to knock! And I have a battalion with me. My battalion is Gurukul kids. And you know how they knock the doors and they are really good at it. They are really, really good at it! So committing to the maximum capacity of what you feel as yours and what others feel as your capacity and doing everything to honour it, fulfil it. So as I said, I am committing from tomorrow morning sharp 5 I will be there for Yoga also. But I don’t want to commit I will be doing all the aasanaas physically because there are many aasanaas which throw my body into samadhi. If I fall into samadhi, next 2 hours I will not be able to be balanced and do the next sessions with you guys. But I commit I will be there guiding and inspiring you to do it. Even many of the ashramites who does not have m uch responsibility are afraid to commit. Then what for commitment? You have to be there. Only with authentic commitment life moves further. If you don’t commit you will be there, then what you will do at that time, just rolling on the bed. All these years you wasted your life. You built the pattern of self fear and low self confidence. You don’t know how much I feel confident with the identity with which I am operating and relating with you all. I myself do not feel that I am that identity but I am using certain identity to play with you all, to run this sangha. That identity feels so confident, yes I will do it! I can see that identity is being blessed by me. Real me is blessing that identity – so beautiful, you are doing so wonderfully, tathaasthu, let you liv long, so be it, let you do good to the world. I can see so much of blessings being showered on that identity. Continuously, continuously committing with words which express your maximum peak capacity as per your understanding and as per other’s understanding of your peak capacity and doing anything and everything to honour and fulfilling those words. Stretch yourself. Let all the powers inside you be unleashed! Today morning I asked Gurukul kids how many days it will take you guys to memorize this Isha Vasya Upanishad. They said 2 days. You guys don’t know how much of joy I felt. It was literally my kundalini was awakened… | ||
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+ | It was so much joy when these kids are so authenticity because in my space I thought 2 days is enough for these kids if they listen to the IVU. The body is 11 verses and the phala sruthi …is 18 verse. I thought 2 days must be the time they should ask. Exactly. One kid shouted 2 days and every one said done. And I tell you guys they will do it! Don’t come up with a reason they have nothing else to her than memorizing and repeating, we have other work. I will give you next 2 days you don’t need to do anything, take it. Come back to me and repeat it. How many of you feel no, no they are kids they can do we are old. No. as per the science the brain size is smaller than yours. Am I right? Their brain size is smaller than yours and their capacity is smaller than yours. Only thing they have enthusiasm, decision. You ask how to get enthusiasm swami and the way you ask my enthusiasm gets over! They are authentic to the core. Every moment of their life is authentic. Yesterday we were having session with Gurukul kids where mentors were reporting. First thing I said do not bring any reasons they give you. Brahmana lives with solutions, chandala lives with reasons. A good right reason + work not done is not equal to work done! They said yes Swamiji. I told them don’t give up on people. All of them were shocked to find out the unconsciousness developed in the grown up people. All of you need to know all satsangis I have allotted each ashramite as a student to one Gurukul kid. The Gurukul kid is the mentor and the ashramites is the student. The kid takes the responsibility to make the ashramite integrated and authentic. I told them do not bring problems to me, give them spiritual solutions. …I can see in last 2 days itself kind of a parallel management has evolved in the ashram. If a child walks to the temple and something is wrong with the temple, the mentor calls…I will give you example, yesterday one child was in temple and he saw some cows running into the temple. He immediately calls his friend who is mentor for the cows in-charge. So mentor of the temple in-charge calls mentor of the cows in-charge and the mentor of cows in-charge calls the in charge. Your cows are running into the temple why this is happening. He said sorry workers are not there today and he says tell me what will you do to ensure this will not repeat.. | ||
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+ | I commit, especially parents who left their children in Gurukul, by 18 they will come out with at least one IIT degree. As you all know I have extended the Gurukul age to 18. I am also working on some kriyas and will make sure they will mature only after age 18. That is the most healthiest way of attaining maturity. I read an article, in India a women having the menstrual cycle has doubled for past 60 years. ….60 years before a woman will get maturity by 18 and will have periods stopped by 40. Now it is almost double. It is just doubled. Means what? So much of mood swings, the body’s wear and tear everything. I was also reading an article about how the food patterns have made the maturity age as very low. Reducing the maturity age very less. Not just food patterns of the kids, food patterns of the parents. So it is at least one or two generations. I will work on repairing the kids bodies and the damage caused by the parents and the parents food habits. Already we are successful in many people stopping periods through the ns and kundalini awakening. We will work further and develop the science without any side effects. Our kids, Gurukul kids will physically mature only after 18. It is possible. They can be healthy. My Gurukul ids I don’t need to train them, I need to just tell them – don’t get physically mature till 18. They will say done Swamiji and it is done! Understand authenticity means stretching, stretching, stretching. Go on stretching. That is life. Stretching without fear and not giving up on you. when I decided that I am going to come every morning 5 o clock. Some ashramites were happy. Some were thinking oh god! If he comes, I will also have to come. Some are thinking he will not do this for more days. Few days he will do and then give reason and stop then you will also be free. There are few who feel – no, no, no! but I have decided and I am committing with Kaala Bhairava. Everybody feels this Kaala Bhairava I don’t know from where he came. He is too much on our life, even Swamiji is not there so much on our life. This KB landing. No I commit with KB as long as I am in this body, I am going to be morning 5 o clock for Yoga and 7 o clock for satsang. After I leave the body I am same… imperishable existential space of an incarnation is Akshardhaam. I will continue to be available. Akshardhaam is the disciples Ananda Gandha where I will continue to be available as a salt in the ocean, breeze in the air, so I will continuously be avlbl in all the AGs . morn 5 I will be stretching their bodies. You will think what is happening to my body?...morn 7 o clock all the extraordinary satyaas, tatvaas will be happening in you Ananda Gandha. And the Ananda Gandha will be thinking all those great thoughts in your heart, in you being because I am available, I am there. Und I am committed and I am going to fulfil it. I will do everything. Anything and everything to honour and fulfil these words. Same way I committed all the Inner Awakenings of this year, I am going to conduct all by myself just like the cruise IA. Just like how I conducted the cruise Dec IA, same way. Only some of the preps just like how we did in cruise, I sit and acharyas conduct. I have committed. I am going to be doing it. I know you will think God! Stretching, stretching, stretching is life! I tell you the moment I committed every morning I am going to come to Yoga, every day I am going to do the satsang, I can see how much of health and enthusiasm has been immediately sent to my body by the cosmos. You also authentically commit and you will so much of energy is sent to your bod and mind and your laziness pattern is broken. Many of you have this sickness pattern. Why because you neither authentically commit and you fall sick. So you commit with the sickness pattern authentically. I will fall sick again and again so that I don’t need to go to morn yoga and satsang. Whatever you commit will become your reality because that is what is sitting in your Ananda Gandha. The moment you commit I am going to do it and you will do it. When you commit I am going to do it, immediately the cosmos sends energy to your body and mind and you did it! | ||
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+ | Scan your whole life and identify areas of your life where you feel powerless or experience conflict. Understand whenever you feel powerless or experience conflict in your life, there is surely some inauthenticity in that aspect of your life. | ||
+ | Scan your whole life and identify areas of your life where you feel powerless or experience conflict. First identify only then transformation will happen. Some Bramhachari came and he told somebody he is feeling powerless when he handles his lust patterns. First identify. It is neither wrong, nor right. Identity, the moment you identify and bring authenticity. You will see transformation happens. | ||
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+ | I am actually decoding of my system because I feel that my masters have given me certain siddha herbal support for achieving a conflict free bramhacharya…they have given me this …for my pure bramhacharya. I am trying to decode. How much Is the siddha component and how much is the…..the moment I decode, I will give it to all my bramhacharis and bramhacharinis. | ||
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+ | Scan your whole life and identity areas of your life where you feel powerless or experience conflict. Okay? Ready, clear? You got it? | ||
+ | Understand whenever you feel powerless or experience conflict in your lfie there is surely some inauthenticity in that aspect of your life. | ||
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+ | Okay. Clear? Actually I am taking IA just in the morn satsang much more deeper than the IA I took in the cruise. …I am taking this deeper than the December IA for the benefit of satsangis. | ||
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+ | All of you know I am taking the essence of whole IA in a very deeper way step by step through this whole satsang. I think I may take next 2 or 3 months to complete the whole Inner Awakening just to take the whole Inner Awakening. So that next batch when you come you already have a basic understanding of the theory. You have understanding, the understanding deepens, I give you experience and kriyas for each one of these steps. So I also request all the Inner Awakening graduates when you inspire the people to attend the next Inner Awakenings tell them to watch the morn satsang everyday so that they are prepared and come there to play with my mystical energies. Understand when you are prepared with basic ideas, you can just come, jump and swim in the mystical energies and get this whole thing as part of you. | ||
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+ | So all the devotees take this as a responsibility. See now when I said ashramites all over the world many of you in your heart feel as ashramites. Take this responsibility including your pets. I know there are centres where the pet is always in the satsang hall like oman siva Gangai. So keep the pet in the hall. And even after that sit with him and talk to him. Tell him you have to practice integrity and practice authenticity in your life. See he is doing Namaskar. Great think he understands I am talking about him…so all people in your life do this. Don’t think I cannot talk so much to people. Don’t give up. Talk bit by bit. Talk, start. Somewhere you have to start. If I was imagining the day one of the sangha in 2-003 how the sangha is now, that it should be in 100 countries as most watched Guru on internet. ..the guys is feeling little shy so he is going back and hiding. Yes he is coming now. He is doing namaskar. He is very regular for satsang. Sometimes even Sri priyan and pranava misses but he comes and sits. Great let these truths, tatvas of integrity and authenticity be in the air where you are living with all the people who are living around you. I am calling for an all India organizers meet on 19th and 20th of Jan for all organizers in Bidadi ashram. Organizers training within India. The class itself will be in Tamil and the translation in English and many languages will be available. All of you be here 19th and 20th who want to continue to be organizers…organizers, Spiritual Embassy co-ordinators, acharyas and who want to be this//// all of them also to be here on Sat, Sunday 19th and 20 th January to be here. I will teach the basic tatvas of life. | ||
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+ | So today we are starting the 2nd level Niraahaara Samyama. Please sit straight. Close your eyes. Visualize you have become huge frame like Ganesha and fill the body with large quantity of food. Large means really large like 10,00 tonne rice. Ocean of saambar, really really large quantity fill your body with it. | ||
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+ | One of our devotees and core volunteer in Los Angeles his father Kodanda raman has passed away. I express my deep condolences. I guarantee I will release the soul from all bondages and ensure the soul rests in peace. Bhakta take a kaavi turban and send it. I will see to it that he rests in peace. So blessings! | ||
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+ | 2. Radhika slim river Malaysia | ||
+ | I bless you all who are sitting with us at this moment around the world in places through Nithyananda TV, in places through 2 way Video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha, in cities, countries around the world! Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share and explode the eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you! | ||
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Latest revision as of 10:01, 9 January 2021
Title
Are you responsible for how others see you?
Description
In today’s morning satsang, Paramahamsa Nithyananda (Swamiji) expounds on the nature of annyakara. Mamakara is how one perceives oneself; ahamkara is how others perceive one; annyakara describes what others expect from one, based on one’s self-expression. It is the obligation of every human being to extend himself to meet the expectations of all he encounters and to willingly take up the responsibility of fulfilling those expectations. Always meeting the peak of one’s possibility in life completes the annyakara. It is best to take up this assignment voluntarily, because even if it is refused, life will force it upon each individual, so there is no escape! The work will be accomplished whether willingly or in resistance; and resistance brings suffering rather than the satisfaction of a job well done.
Transcript
“Sadashiva samarambam, Shankaraacharya madhyamam asmadacharya paryantam vande Guru paramparam!” I welcome you all with my love and respects! I welcome all the devotees, disciples, Samajis, Satsangis sitting with around the world at this moment in 578 places through Nithyananda TV in 32 places in 2 way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in 287 cities, 31 countries around the world as per the statistics.
Cities sitting with us in 2 way Video Conferencing having Nayana Deeksha – Phoenix Kanchipuram, San Jose Madurai, Oklahoma Somanatham, Ohio center, Hyderabad Bhagyanagara, Toronto Kailasam, Los Angeles Arunachala, Seattle Chidambaram, Vancouver Puri, Prematma and ma Tejo in San Francisco, Manchester UK, Mumbai, Chennai Alwarpet, Bangalore Nithyananda Vidyalaya, north Hollywood California, Lawspet Pondicherry, Oman Siva Gangai, Honkong, Paris, ma Bhaktika and Gopika, Louisville Kentucky, Chicago loop, Winston Salem, Tiruvannamalai, Singapore Singapuram, Atlanta Ujjayini, Austin, Ohio Prayag, New york varanasi, St. Louis, St. Julian France, Edgewater new jersey. I welcome you all with my love and blessings!
Today Niraahaara samyama 2nd level 1st day – day 1. We are starting the Niraahaara samyama 2nd level. It will go on for 7 days. Today we are starting. From tomorrow morning Nithya Yoga will be live from Bidadi at 5 am sharp from Nithyananda TV and 2 way. Guess who is going to be the Yogacharya. Nithyananda himself! So I will be there personally guiding, leading Yoga sessions. Maybe some Kriyas. So we will come up with more and more better plans every day. We may have different kriyas like Kriyas for diabetes, bp, etc. anyhow from tomorrow morning 5 o clock onwards I will be live on Nithyananda TV. Of course this commitment is whenever I am in Bidadi campus. All ashramites in India compulsorily have to attend the morning sessions on 2 way Video conferencing. All ashramites in India have to attend in 2 way VC morning also. There are some ashramites I don’t see everyday like Supriya and Preetha I don’t see everyday. I want to make sure that all ashramites make sure that they stay in a place where they have 2 way VC and attend the satsang. So I have to complete with you all one more thing, yesterday I said that 21 days which I said I will maximum miss the satsang. I removed one day and made it 20 days. But they reminded me that I committed my presence which I honoured. But satsang did not happen because of mistake of the team. So that one day is not deducted from the 21 day. Today I expand my commitment to me and the team. Even if the team misses, I will deduct that one day. so I have to make it happen. Earlier I committed I will be there on time. Yesterday I was on time, today also I was on time. But ..
Morning 5 o clock when it brings yoga begins, 7 o clock when it rings, screen has to open automatically. …if kaala Bhairava has to be respected, time has to be respected. If you respect time only you can go beyond time. Just if you are enlightened and living your own life, you can be living your own life. But if you are interested in helping people you have to come down and follow all the rules and regulations they need to follow enlightenment. So it is a completely different game…Ramakrishna shares the beautiful incident where Vyaasa after eating fully tells the Yamuna river if I am doing ekadasi vrata and fasting give me way. It is beautiful story for an enlightened being not for an incarnation. Only if an incarnation does, people will do…so I decided to sacrifice and I am very happy about it. I am not cribbing or itching. I am very happy today morning I came sharp at 5 or few minutes before 5 for Yoga, I am very happy I have no problem. So we will do it! Today we have Nithya Kriya yoga, formally NSP in Tamil. Today evening it starts. I welcome all the participants who are here. All international centres can attend this program freely. Neither centres need to pay nor the participants need to pay. You can enrol now. ..they are all supposed to reach from Salem so we are waiting for them to come. English translation also will be available online. All live translations has to be in male voice. How it will look and tell me a male is sitting and talking and the translation is female? Why you guys don’t come to the senses? Alright we will start the satsang. I will continue on authenticity. Hope all of you have done the home work on mamakaara, ahamkaara and anyakaara. Anyone who has attended the satsang on 5th and did not complete the assignment please raise your hand. ..the assignment is you need to look in on how you are affected by the anyakaara both good and bad of others and how you are going to complete it. I tell you this whole problem …happened because of anyakaara.
Everybody who is joining today understand the gist. Mamakaara means what you feel as you. I checked with me, very authentically I can say I just feel I am a pure empty space. There is something kept in front of the pure empty space which operates to create this sangha. Otherwise my mamakaara about me is a pure empty space. My perception about me, my mamakaara about me is a pure space. And the image you project to the others is called ahamkaara. Please understand. The image you believe as you the idea you believe as you is mamakaara, the idea you project to the world is ahamkaara and others what they believe as you which is independent of both. You may believe something as you, you may tell others as you, but they will believe something else about you. the 3rd is anyakaara. …I believe myself as a pure space, I cognize myself as a pure space. I project myself as an incarnation who wants to give this pure space to you and my belief as me, my cognizance of me as a pure space is mamakaara, my decision to project me as an incarnation who shares, who wants this to be experienced as others is ahamkaara and what you believe as me is ahamkaara. ….Dayananda please sit straight. Or else stand. First time in his life he is seeing how the world looks at morning 5…what others perceive is anyakaara. For example, somebody sees Shiva in me, it is anyakaara which is independent of my mamakaara and ahamkaara. In my mama I don’t feel as Shiva, in my ahamkaara I do not project me as shiva, but you in your idea of me you perceive me as shiva. I allow it. Why? Because of that perception there is a high chance you can experience what I am trying to offer you. please understand In my inner space I do not feel myself as shakti, shiva, Ramakrishna …whatever you project as me, none of that. In y inner space I perceive me as Chinmaya, Nithyananda, empty space which is a quality, not definition. There is no definition of name form. It is more like a quality or qualification. So the anyakaara which you feel about me is independent of what I feel as me and what I project as me. I am very clear I am projecting and I wanted to project myself only as a person who is an embodiment of super cons and wanted to share that with the world. That’s it. But you feeling I am shiva helps you to experience that space, I allow it. Because I am allowing, indirectly I am responsible for it. Same way somebody feels no this fellow must be fake. Please understand maybe he was given too much of understanding before he is able to digest it. So even for that I am responsible. For example, somebody was sleeping all the time and I tell I am an incarnation, then it is too much for him. If he learns all the steps step by step, I am not telling only about Dayananda but about Dayannada also. Because his mentor came and reported to me yesterday something Dayananda said he cannot do because it is not his passion. May I know what it is? Niraahaara samyama. Spiritual practices will always not be passion for you when you start. You have to make it as passion for you. yes his passion is ahaara samyama, what can we do for that. But through ahaara samyama you cannot become enlightened. What to do? Anyhow so understand this mamakaara, ahamkaara, anyakaara. If somebody gets the spiritual experience from me or some glimpse of super conscious energy in their life and then if he is introduced to the idea I am an incarnation he may not have kudarka or the feeling I am fake. But fortunately or unfortunately I am also in jet speed and our sangha is also in jet speed, who comes – comes, who drops – drops. We are not just a bus or train. See in bus or train if somebody drops he will not die. But if somebody drops from jet, they are dead. So understand you need to know before committing to the Guru if I suddenly .. <Audio on eNtv goes down> All satsangis please wait for few seconds there is audio issues in Nithyananda TV.
Alright they are able to manage it. Anyhow, as per commitment because the team has failed because I commit for me and the team and you receiving it in a proper quality. Anyhow one day which we saved yesterday, is gone today. So authenticity means aligning your life for mamakaara, ahamkaara, anyakaara for all three. Please understand we always feel we are responsible for mamakaara and ahamkaara but we very comfortably don’t want to take the responsibility of anyakaara. No. authenticity means living taking the responsibility of all three. When somebody looks at me as Shiva taking responsibility of Shiva and doing to him whatever Shiva will do to him. Stretching my ability. He may be expecting some boons from Shiva.. so now it is my responsibility to stretch my super consciousness to give that boons to him, to give that healing to him and make myself available as shiva. Understand. That is authenticity. Whether I commit or not people expect I should be teaching them yoga, I should teach them spiritual truths. Stretching to other anyakaara is authenticity. Understand I go on stretching, stretching, stretching. Then people ask what will happen Swamiji? Then you will become almost like slave of people then whatever they say you do. No. you will be slave only if you are forced. If you are a master you will take on willingly. People project that on me, I decide to fulfil it. Same way continuously people who think I am fake, project that on me and try to harass. Standing up for it, facing it. Taking responsibility even for that and not giving up on them continuously working, working, working even to make them understand their understanding is wrong. Not giving up on people. How many illegal ways we have been harassed – what happened in Tiru that we cannot walk around …..it came as a blackmail if you do beyond our warning, it will not take much time for us, we will send some rowdies, create chaos and will hold you responsible and we will arrest you. this is the exact words I have been told. And straight blackmailing. I said alright from all over the world 1000s are gather just to see me and get a touch from me. They won’t be bothered if I won’t go to temple, go to procession.. they want only a touch from me. So I have to keep myself available and fulfil them….it is my authenticity that I decided not to fight even though it was a illegal suppression but I decided not to fight because of course once we go to court next day they will give bail and I will come out. But people have gathered to see me on 6th not 7th. So if they cannot see me on 6th it will be in authenticity. So this is the best I could do. I stood, stood facing the illegal harassment, denial of religious freedom. The procession is not a political procession it is a religious procession where the deities are taken around…we are not an organization who store weapons in our centres. Even our Trishuls are stored for healing, not for killing. It is a suppression but I decided to bear with it because unless we take the responsibility we cannot solve the issue. Only when you take responsibility you will feel powerful enough to solve the problem. Now blaming somebody only will make you feel more and more powerless. Then again we should have had our Nithya Kriya Yoga in Salem in the center of the city where we booked the indoor auditorium. It is a hall privately booked, everything paid police has given permission. All of you should know even in Tiruvannamalai for the procession, satsang everything even though we don’t need the permission, we got it. But just one night before they sent letter your permission is cancelled. Why? Because next day is Sunday, there will be no court and we cannot go for stay. If they gave before, we could have gotten a stay. They waited, waited, waited and 5th night they gave the permission to my sanyaasi and said your permission is cancelled. But is said okay. And then Salem, suddenly they are saying your permission is cancelled. Why? No legal reason. Fortunately for all 3 – Tiruvannamalai procession cancelling, satsang program cancelling and NSP program cancelling all 3 they have given letter in writing which is illegal. Why they cancelled? Nobody knows. They say law & order issue. Law and order means person who comes to create chaos, he has to be put in prison. It is like oh your life is in danger, so I will put you in prison! You cannot walk around freely.
Anyhow, I said alright, for NSP people come from all over TamilNadu to have the meditation. Again if I decide to fight with them legally we will only win. But we will win after these 4 days. These 4 days people will come from all over TamilNadu. What to do? So I moved it to Bidadi. Just yesterday night they harassed us not to do the program here. Of course they cannot do. We are going to have the program. But I go on stretching my patience because we need to deliver to the people. We need to deliver to the people. Authenticity means living to the peak of your capacity. Understand capacity does not mean always fighting back. Sometimes capacity means patience. If fighting back is going to fulfil the purpose, fight back those moments. If patience is going to fulfil the purpose, practice patience. But practicing fighting or patience the decision has to be made based on fulfillment of the sangha. That is authenticity. What is my authenticity? I supposed to deliver this knowledge and experience to people. People have come from all over to experience this. So I have to make myself available. For that sometimes the capacity of patience need to be practiced, sometime fighting back needs to be practiced. But in every level in all 3 - living to your peak and having the alignment of all 3 – the mamakaara, ahamkaara and anyakaara . Morning if I go to temple, they know temple is my personal sentiment. I don’t have any type of attachment. Even though they all accuse me of all sort of attachment. They know the only attachment I have is temple. Of course I gave it up. 5th night I gave it up and I just stood back, relaxed back into my pure space. I decided what is there? What is temple? After all the place where incarnations go and energize the place is temple. I go to energize the temple….”Teerthe guruvan teerthinaha” – to make the teertha sacred they go to theerthas. Not as dependency. I love it. But I am not dependant. They thought they can hurt me by not letting me come into the temple. I said okay. Understand authenticity means living to the peak of your capacity every moment of your life as per your understanding of your peak capacity and others understanding as your peak capacity.
Understand ☺ devotees feel I have to fight back, detractors feel I have to practice patience. I do both. When needed, fighting back, when needed practicing patience but both in peak! Of course now I am going to send all their letters everything to the Chief minster’s cell in TamilNadu requesting Chief minister to intervene in this and give us justice and stop this continuous harassment me and my people are going through. Understand authenticity is not you living out what you think as your peak but what others thing as your peak……understand only, only when you stretch yourself to others’ image and expectations about you, you express extraordinary capacities and miracle powers. As per my mamakaara and ahamkaara I don’t need to express miracle powers. I am a pure empty space and I transmit that to others, I don’t need to express miracle powers. But because of anyakaara I express miracle powers. If you see boon expressing through me, healing experience through me, any extraordinary powers expressing through me, It is because of anyakaara. My authenticity with anyakaara. ..you are bound to be authentic with anyakaara also. Life happens to you only when you are authentic with anyakaara. Understand. Listen, listen.
When I spoke about integrity. Everybody thinks, alright I will commit as per my capacity only this much. No. you will commit, deliver and die. Not live. Stretching yourself to what others feel as your capacity is authenticity. Stretching yourself to complete the anyakaara not just mamakaara or ahamkaara. When you stretch yourself to complete the mama you have satori means you are complete with you. when you stretch yourself to complete the ahamkaara you become enlightened – you are complete with people with whom you project as you, you are complete with identity you project to others. But only when you complete with anyakaara you become incarnation. You become incarnation. Understand, every one of you have to become incarnation. Success, realization, victory, life all these are synonymous. All this happens in you only when you become authentic to anyakaara. Understand only when you become authentic to anyakaara. I go on stretching, stretching, stretching. When people project that I should be able to materialize, I say come on, oh consciousness be authentic to their anyakaara and materialize. And I materialize. When people project I have to heal them, I say alright come on be authentic to their anyakaara, healing power expresses. Life happens to you when you decide to be authentic with anyakaara. Not just mamakaara and ahamkaara. It is very easy. I will deliver 2 idli and half pongal to the world every morning. No! that is not authenticity. Life is not going to happen to you in that way. No. authenticity means committing to the anyakaara. Oh god! No. I will be slave of people, no. when you commit you are not slave. Even if you don’t commit, people are going to make you do. Only then you are slave. Understand even if you don’t commit with a authenticity, with anyakaara they are going to make you do it. Vivekananda says very clearly either you sacrifice or maya will snatch from you, either you work or people will make you work. If you do it – it is dedication you are a master. If you are made to do it, you are a slave. When you are authentic you will not commit your words…..you will not play a cunning safe game. If I was playing a cunning safe game, I would have been sitting inside the banyan tree closed, maybe under that. I would not have come back again. I am sitting under that tree but I came back to be authentic with anyakaara.
When you are authentic, you will commit words which express your maximum peak capacity as per your understanding and as per others understanding of your peak capacity. When somebody projects that I should also be Niraahaari and immediately I stretch my cons, super cons and tell my body and mind. Now express this quality, be authentic to anyakaara. Only then victory happens. Authenticity happens. I know so many people have already closed their heart doors for me. No, you stop with ahamkaara and mamakaara. This anyakaara is too much. I cannot try. I tell you only when you are authentic with anyakaara life starts. Even if you close the doors. I am not going to stop. I will continue to knock! And I have a battalion with me. My battalion is Gurukul kids. And you know how they knock the doors and they are really good at it. They are really, really good at it! So committing to the maximum capacity of what you feel as yours and what others feel as your capacity and doing everything to honour it, fulfil it. So as I said, I am committing from tomorrow morning sharp 5 I will be there for Yoga also. But I don’t want to commit I will be doing all the aasanaas physically because there are many aasanaas which throw my body into samadhi. If I fall into samadhi, next 2 hours I will not be able to be balanced and do the next sessions with you guys. But I commit I will be there guiding and inspiring you to do it. Even many of the ashramites who does not have m uch responsibility are afraid to commit. Then what for commitment? You have to be there. Only with authentic commitment life moves further. If you don’t commit you will be there, then what you will do at that time, just rolling on the bed. All these years you wasted your life. You built the pattern of self fear and low self confidence. You don’t know how much I feel confident with the identity with which I am operating and relating with you all. I myself do not feel that I am that identity but I am using certain identity to play with you all, to run this sangha. That identity feels so confident, yes I will do it! I can see that identity is being blessed by me. Real me is blessing that identity – so beautiful, you are doing so wonderfully, tathaasthu, let you liv long, so be it, let you do good to the world. I can see so much of blessings being showered on that identity. Continuously, continuously committing with words which express your maximum peak capacity as per your understanding and as per other’s understanding of your peak capacity and doing anything and everything to honour and fulfilling those words. Stretch yourself. Let all the powers inside you be unleashed! Today morning I asked Gurukul kids how many days it will take you guys to memorize this Isha Vasya Upanishad. They said 2 days. You guys don’t know how much of joy I felt. It was literally my kundalini was awakened…
It was so much joy when these kids are so authenticity because in my space I thought 2 days is enough for these kids if they listen to the IVU. The body is 11 verses and the phala sruthi …is 18 verse. I thought 2 days must be the time they should ask. Exactly. One kid shouted 2 days and every one said done. And I tell you guys they will do it! Don’t come up with a reason they have nothing else to her than memorizing and repeating, we have other work. I will give you next 2 days you don’t need to do anything, take it. Come back to me and repeat it. How many of you feel no, no they are kids they can do we are old. No. as per the science the brain size is smaller than yours. Am I right? Their brain size is smaller than yours and their capacity is smaller than yours. Only thing they have enthusiasm, decision. You ask how to get enthusiasm swami and the way you ask my enthusiasm gets over! They are authentic to the core. Every moment of their life is authentic. Yesterday we were having session with Gurukul kids where mentors were reporting. First thing I said do not bring any reasons they give you. Brahmana lives with solutions, chandala lives with reasons. A good right reason + work not done is not equal to work done! They said yes Swamiji. I told them don’t give up on people. All of them were shocked to find out the unconsciousness developed in the grown up people. All of you need to know all satsangis I have allotted each ashramite as a student to one Gurukul kid. The Gurukul kid is the mentor and the ashramites is the student. The kid takes the responsibility to make the ashramite integrated and authentic. I told them do not bring problems to me, give them spiritual solutions. …I can see in last 2 days itself kind of a parallel management has evolved in the ashram. If a child walks to the temple and something is wrong with the temple, the mentor calls…I will give you example, yesterday one child was in temple and he saw some cows running into the temple. He immediately calls his friend who is mentor for the cows in-charge. So mentor of the temple in-charge calls mentor of the cows in-charge and the mentor of cows in-charge calls the in charge. Your cows are running into the temple why this is happening. He said sorry workers are not there today and he says tell me what will you do to ensure this will not repeat..
I commit, especially parents who left their children in Gurukul, by 18 they will come out with at least one IIT degree. As you all know I have extended the Gurukul age to 18. I am also working on some kriyas and will make sure they will mature only after age 18. That is the most healthiest way of attaining maturity. I read an article, in India a women having the menstrual cycle has doubled for past 60 years. ….60 years before a woman will get maturity by 18 and will have periods stopped by 40. Now it is almost double. It is just doubled. Means what? So much of mood swings, the body’s wear and tear everything. I was also reading an article about how the food patterns have made the maturity age as very low. Reducing the maturity age very less. Not just food patterns of the kids, food patterns of the parents. So it is at least one or two generations. I will work on repairing the kids bodies and the damage caused by the parents and the parents food habits. Already we are successful in many people stopping periods through the ns and kundalini awakening. We will work further and develop the science without any side effects. Our kids, Gurukul kids will physically mature only after 18. It is possible. They can be healthy. My Gurukul ids I don’t need to train them, I need to just tell them – don’t get physically mature till 18. They will say done Swamiji and it is done! Understand authenticity means stretching, stretching, stretching. Go on stretching. That is life. Stretching without fear and not giving up on you. when I decided that I am going to come every morning 5 o clock. Some ashramites were happy. Some were thinking oh god! If he comes, I will also have to come. Some are thinking he will not do this for more days. Few days he will do and then give reason and stop then you will also be free. There are few who feel – no, no, no! but I have decided and I am committing with Kaala Bhairava. Everybody feels this Kaala Bhairava I don’t know from where he came. He is too much on our life, even Swamiji is not there so much on our life. This KB landing. No I commit with KB as long as I am in this body, I am going to be morning 5 o clock for Yoga and 7 o clock for satsang. After I leave the body I am same… imperishable existential space of an incarnation is Akshardhaam. I will continue to be available. Akshardhaam is the disciples Ananda Gandha where I will continue to be available as a salt in the ocean, breeze in the air, so I will continuously be avlbl in all the AGs . morn 5 I will be stretching their bodies. You will think what is happening to my body?...morn 7 o clock all the extraordinary satyaas, tatvaas will be happening in you Ananda Gandha. And the Ananda Gandha will be thinking all those great thoughts in your heart, in you being because I am available, I am there. Und I am committed and I am going to fulfil it. I will do everything. Anything and everything to honour and fulfil these words. Same way I committed all the Inner Awakenings of this year, I am going to conduct all by myself just like the cruise IA. Just like how I conducted the cruise Dec IA, same way. Only some of the preps just like how we did in cruise, I sit and acharyas conduct. I have committed. I am going to be doing it. I know you will think God! Stretching, stretching, stretching is life! I tell you the moment I committed every morning I am going to come to Yoga, every day I am going to do the satsang, I can see how much of health and enthusiasm has been immediately sent to my body by the cosmos. You also authentically commit and you will so much of energy is sent to your bod and mind and your laziness pattern is broken. Many of you have this sickness pattern. Why because you neither authentically commit and you fall sick. So you commit with the sickness pattern authentically. I will fall sick again and again so that I don’t need to go to morn yoga and satsang. Whatever you commit will become your reality because that is what is sitting in your Ananda Gandha. The moment you commit I am going to do it and you will do it. When you commit I am going to do it, immediately the cosmos sends energy to your body and mind and you did it! Understand authenticity. So today’s assignment is:
Scan your whole life and identify areas of your life where you feel powerless or experience conflict. Understand whenever you feel powerless or experience conflict in your life, there is surely some inauthenticity in that aspect of your life. Scan your whole life and identify areas of your life where you feel powerless or experience conflict. First identify only then transformation will happen. Some Bramhachari came and he told somebody he is feeling powerless when he handles his lust patterns. First identify. It is neither wrong, nor right. Identity, the moment you identify and bring authenticity. You will see transformation happens.
I am actually decoding of my system because I feel that my masters have given me certain siddha herbal support for achieving a conflict free bramhacharya…they have given me this …for my pure bramhacharya. I am trying to decode. How much Is the siddha component and how much is the…..the moment I decode, I will give it to all my bramhacharis and bramhacharinis.
I think do this much today. 2nd part do it tomorrow. So all of you got the understanding of the assignment? I will read once more.
Scan your whole life and identity areas of your life where you feel powerless or experience conflict. Okay? Ready, clear? You got it? Understand whenever you feel powerless or experience conflict in your lfie there is surely some inauthenticity in that aspect of your life.
Okay. Clear? Actually I am taking IA just in the morn satsang much more deeper than the IA I took in the cruise. …I am taking this deeper than the December IA for the benefit of satsangis.
All of you know I am taking the essence of whole IA in a very deeper way step by step through this whole satsang. I think I may take next 2 or 3 months to complete the whole Inner Awakening just to take the whole Inner Awakening. So that next batch when you come you already have a basic understanding of the theory. You have understanding, the understanding deepens, I give you experience and kriyas for each one of these steps. So I also request all the Inner Awakening graduates when you inspire the people to attend the next Inner Awakenings tell them to watch the morn satsang everyday so that they are prepared and come there to play with my mystical energies. Understand when you are prepared with basic ideas, you can just come, jump and swim in the mystical energies and get this whole thing as part of you.
I also wanted all the ashramites to take the responsibility that their department staff also attend morning satsang. And understand. These 2 hours if they don’t work it is ok. If they don’t come for pada puja it is ok, but ensure they understand this whole truth. You make sure they understand this whole truth. And even the dogs of the ashram should bark integrity and authenticity. Even the breeze of the Banyan tree flows with integrity and authenticity. So the very air is filled with this satyas, tatva. We wash our brain, heart and the whole body everything with this one thought. Some fools tells I do brain washing. No. I wash brains. I don’t do brain washing. Brain washing is different washing brain is different. not only brain I wash the whole body and the mind and the heart and the soul and that is my job!
So all the devotees take this as a responsibility. See now when I said ashramites all over the world many of you in your heart feel as ashramites. Take this responsibility including your pets. I know there are centres where the pet is always in the satsang hall like oman siva Gangai. So keep the pet in the hall. And even after that sit with him and talk to him. Tell him you have to practice integrity and practice authenticity in your life. See he is doing Namaskar. Great think he understands I am talking about him…so all people in your life do this. Don’t think I cannot talk so much to people. Don’t give up. Talk bit by bit. Talk, start. Somewhere you have to start. If I was imagining the day one of the sangha in 2-003 how the sangha is now, that it should be in 100 countries as most watched Guru on internet. ..the guys is feeling little shy so he is going back and hiding. Yes he is coming now. He is doing namaskar. He is very regular for satsang. Sometimes even Sri priyan and pranava misses but he comes and sits. Great let these truths, tatvas of integrity and authenticity be in the air where you are living with all the people who are living around you. I am calling for an all India organizers meet on 19th and 20th of Jan for all organizers in Bidadi ashram. Organizers training within India. The class itself will be in Tamil and the translation in English and many languages will be available. All of you be here 19th and 20th who want to continue to be organizers…organizers, Spiritual Embassy co-ordinators, acharyas and who want to be this//// all of them also to be here on Sat, Sunday 19th and 20 th January to be here. I will teach the basic tatvas of life.
So today we are starting the 2nd level Niraahaara Samyama. Please sit straight. Close your eyes. Visualize you have become huge frame like Ganesha and fill the body with large quantity of food. Large means really large like 10,00 tonne rice. Ocean of saambar, really really large quantity fill your body with it.
One of our devotees and core volunteer in Los Angeles his father Kodanda raman has passed away. I express my deep condolences. I guarantee I will release the soul from all bondages and ensure the soul rests in peace. Bhakta take a kaavi turban and send it. I will see to it that he rests in peace. So blessings!
1. Sini from Kerala 2. Radhika slim river Malaysia I bless you all who are sitting with us at this moment around the world in places through Nithyananda TV, in places through 2 way Video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha, in cities, countries around the world! Let you all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share and explode the eternal bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you!