January 12 2016

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Ferocious Seeking - The Essence & Only Priority Of Life

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On the auspicious occasion of Swami Vivekananda's Jayanti, The Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism, Jagatguru Mahasannidhanam, His Divine Holiness, Bhagavan Nithyananda Paramashivam, expounded on the Cosmic Principles of Seeking during the everyday live public talk - Nithyananda Satsang. His talk formed part of a series of Isa Upanishad revelations. In this talk entitled Ferocious Seeking-The Essence & Only Priority of Life, The Supreme Pontiff of Hinduism (SPH) beautifully summarised the essence of the 15 mantras of the Isa Upanishad revealing that the essence of this primordial, first Upanishad is - FEROCIOUS, INTENSE SEEKING, which is the only priority for a human being. He explained further than it is this intense seeking that will burn away and destroy everything that is not you - your patterns, your impurities, your boredom, tiredness and limited perceptions.

He explained that the Intense decision to have seeking, the ferociousness of seeking is powerful enough like the fire of Lord Kalabhairava to burn everything which needs to be burnt and destroyed. He further added that basic questions should be kept alive till the experience happens; till it becomes realization in us, revealing ruther that seeking changes our very brain map and the way we cognize things. Speaking about the Balasants of Nithyananda Gurukul, He declared them as the 'Future of Hinduism', who are now preparing to be fully immersed in Hinduism and its many fields, even doing PHDs in Hinduism.

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(00:20)

nithyānandeśvara samārambhām nithyānandeśvari madhyamām | asmat āchārya paryantām vande guru paramparām ||

I welcome all of you with My love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, Samajis, Satsanghis, SriMahants, Mahants, Thanedar, Kothari, visitors, viewers sitting with us all over the world through Nithyananda TV and two-way video conferencing having Nayana Deeksha. Cities sitting with us – Los Angeles Aadhenam, Toronto Aadhenam, Guadeloupe Aadhenam, Hyderabad Aadhenam, Romania, Mukta, and lot more cities. Bangalore North, everywhere. I welcome all of you with My love and respects.

(01:44)

First thing I want to tell you guys, I will try to give satsang morning and evening, both; because I want to catch up with all the time I missed. Last 6 months I missed a lot. Now My body is able to come and sit in the evening. I’ll start the evening, and once I’m able to, I’ll manage morning, evening both, but I’ll catch up whatever I missed last year and more. I will catch up with you guys. And moreover in the evening satsang, it is not time bound; I’ll, I’ll go on talking as long as I can sit. There is no time bound; because I wanted to finish all the Upanishads, at least 12 major Upanishads this year so that [you guys will have a clear syllabus for] studying and reaching out.

(03:08)

Before entering into the today’s verse, Isavasya Upanishad 16th verse, I just wanted to give the essence of the last 15 verses of Isavasya Upanishad. Understand last 15 verses of Isavasya Upanishad. The essence in one word is Seeking. Intense decision to have seeking. I tell you, the ferociousness of seeking is powerful enough like the fire of Kalabhairava to burn everything which need to be burnt and destroyed. Please listen, I’ll repeat: the ferociousness of seeking is powerful enough, as the fire of Kalabhairava, to burn everything which need to be burnt inside you – laziness, tiredness, boredom, everything which need to be burnt inside you, everything which need to be taken out of you, can be just like that burnt, just like that taken away, just like that cleared, by seeking.

(05.04)

Listen. How many microseconds it will take for negativity to disappear in front of Kalabhairava’s ferociousness? Not even micro millisecond! Same way, the seeking, deciding to seek your home, deciding to seek where you can have eternal rest, deciding to seek where you can have eternal peace, deciding to seek where you can have eternal bliss, that decision itself, that seeking itself is powerful enough, listen, powerful enough to give you the freedom to reorganize yourself.

If there are ten rods made out of copper and you have to make the deity of Shiva, keeping all the 10 rods together and tying it, and start carving here and there on that, you’ll never be able to make the deity of Shiva on it! Just melt. Pour in the mould, you’ll have Shiva deity.

Same way, as on now what you are, by self-development you will never achieve ‘Self’. Please understand, the word self-development means stupidity. The Self can never be developed; it should only be discarded. Whatever can be developed is just your mind; developing your mind only you call it as self-development. The book-classification, in US they have a category self-development. No! That category does not exist. I always tell people don’t classify My books under that. No. If you create a category ‘self-discarding’, then categorize My book in that. Because anything which can be developed is mind, about which we are not interested.

(07:56)

Please listen. The greatest ability you need to develop, first priority for you to develop, greatest ability and first priority you need to develop — is ability to reorganize yourself. The whole seeking and living enlightenment is nothing but reorganizing yourself, not developing yourself. Please understand, let Me define. Developing means, today you have a compassion to give 10 rupee charity, tomorrow you put 20 rupee charity, day after tomorrow you put 30 rupee for charity, and first you learn little compassion, then you learn little love, that is development; stupidity. Reorganizing means changing the very cognition you have! “Till today, even my charity was done with the purpose of self ‘me’ ‘me’ ‘me’, wrong cognition; from today even my work is going to be done with the cognition of enriching.” That’s all! That cognitive shift is what I call Seeking.

(09:50)

Today, birthday of Swami Vivekananda as per the English calendar. If I have to describe whole life of Swami Vivekananda in one word, I should describe it as Seeking. Seeking is the one only word I can use to describe Swami Vivekananda. Intense Seeking.

I tell you, seeking gives you the energy to melt you and mould as you want. Seeking means changing your cognition about you, world, God, everything, to align to the Reality, to align to the Reality. You do not need anything as the first priority; seeking is the first priority. See, from morning till night, the ideas which drives you – the idea of pleasure, the idea of pain, idea of right and wrong, idea of self-respect, or self-denial, all this, see — is it all is aligned to the Reality? Align them to reality, that’s all. That’s all is Seeking! That’s all is Seeking. Nothing else is Life. Again and again and again, morning till night, whatever you do, the moment you wake up and till the moment you fall asleep, fall into bed, everything, everything, see to it, it is ALL aligned to the Reality, to the Reality of Eternal Bliss, to the Reality of Oneness, to the purpose of Eternal Bliss.

(13:18)

At the age of 6, My Guru asked Me, “Do you want to become Sannyasi (monk) or Grihasta (householder)?” I stood up and said, “Sannyasi!” Still I remember, I just stood up because I dont want even for one moment, him to take the decision of Grihasta (householder). I stood up and said, “Sannyasi”, with a force and power. And then he touched My head and did something. Then after two, three days, I asked, “Did you purify my brain to live a Sannyas life?” He said, “No, no, no. I just increased the frequency of seeking, that’s all.” The word he used, the reply he gave. Then I asked him, “What do you mean by increasing the frequency of seeking?” He said, “Just the seeking gets powerful, that is enough, all the moral, discipline, values, everything will become automatically your body-language, will become your muscle-memory and bio-memory.”

See, anybody even struggling with brahmacharya, please be very clear your seeking is not intense. Whether you are struggling with aparigraha, or brahmacharya, or asteya, any vow, any vow you are struggling with, or you are struggling with integrity, or inauthenticity, irresponsibility, selfishness, whatever, it just boils down to only one — not having enough seeking. Just increase the intensity of seeking. I tell you, he just put his left hand on My head and touched some of the points in the brain, on the brain; just takatatata like that something he did, and like playing with the head. The ecstasy and pleasure increased in the system, just unimaginable.

(16.14)

Today, My registrar, Jnanatma came and reported to Me that everybody who attended Nithyanandoham that muscle-memory process, they are going gaga about it in their feedback and response. “Swamiji, that’s a greatest process people have enjoyed.” I laughed at her and said, “that is the first level process; because these human beings can understand only up to muscle-memory, these fools are going gaga about it. If I have done 1000 thing, muscle-memory is nothing more than 10, number 10. That’s all I can classify. If I have done 1000 greatest thing, the reorganizing into the human systems, into the systems of the participants, in their consciousness, muscle-memory process can be classified only up to the 10.” And these fellows are all going gaga over it. They wanted Me to do once more. I said, “Come on, I have no problem. I can do everyday, what is there?” But these human beings can experience only that much. More than that, what is happening in bio-memory, you can’t know. You can know the side effect of it, expression of it, but you can’t know what is happening there. And bio-energy, out, completely forget about it.

(17:58)

Understand, what you guys experienced in muscle-memory, if you attended the Nithyanandoham process, you will know, that exactly happened in My system when he touched My head and just moved his fingers on My head. Actually, in the muscle-memory process also, I just increased the depth of your seeking in your muscles, that’s all. See, basically, you’re a pleasure seeker. I just have to tell you where it is, that’s all. You are a ant seeking the sugar. I just have to tell you in your language where it is available, that’s all. Seeking means informing you what you are searching is available. Then automatically ecstasy, everything, all the things start following.

I really tell you, nothing is more ecstatic, joyful, intoxicating than seeking. Seeking is the most intoxicating thing can happen to human being. Make this as a lifestyle. When you get up early morning, don’t jump out of the bed; just sit or sit back and look around, relaxed way look around, “Where I was? Where I am now? Where I am going to enter? What is happening?” Ask as if the first day you are waking up. And of course you are waking up first day! Because every day you wake up in a different space! Spend few minutes for these basic questions. “Where was I? Where am I now? Where am I going to head the moment I get out of this bed?” Just spend few minutes into these basic questions. Same way, before falling asleep, don’t do that stupid TV. No really I’m telling you; don’t do that stupid TV, watching that idiot box. Spend little time sitting, lying on your bed or sitting back on your bed. Just try to align all the things which are driving you, are they aligned to reality?

(21:26)

Mahadeva gives only two instruction to a Incarnation or a Jeevan mukta (liberated while in human body), only 2 instruction: if that guy, the Incarnation or an Enlightened Being, if he is just sitting somewhere in the remote corner of Himalayas and out of society, the one instruction for him is — maintain your body comfortably, healthily. If He is working with people and helping them to live enlightenment, “Keep the seeking alive of your disciples or followers.” That’s all, only these two instructions — keep your health. Keep your body happily, healthily and keep the seeking of the disciples alive.

I tell you, this one instruction which I am giving you — morning spend some time, “Where am I heading? My actions? My thinking? Is it all aligning to the reality of life? What am I going to do after death? Am I going to exist after death? Am I going to exist after this body stops functioning? From where I came?”

These basic questions; understand, basic questions should be kept alive till the experience happens. It should be kept alive till the experience happens; till it becomes realization in you. Some fortunate people, some of the Gurus answers will vibrate with their heart so beautifully, it will literally feel that they are satisfied with that answer, then live that. That is Living Enlightenment.

(23:50)

See, for example, if you have a question, ‘what is going to happen after my death?” Sit and go on, contemplate about it, “What is really going to happen after my death? where am I going to go? Where am I going to head?” Sometime, the answer you received from Me, “Don’t worry, even after death you are going to be with Me in Aksharadhāma, in Kailasa. You are going to be with Me. I am going to be with you.” Some answer you received from Me. For some people I would have said, “Oh, you will be one with the cosmos, don’t worry.” Some answer you received from Me, may be vibrating in your heart as truth, you will be so connected to that answer, you will be so happy with that answer, then you don’t need to hold on to the question, you can start living that answer. Even that is seeking.

See there are some questions, even if I have answered, even if I have told you, “You are going to be in Kailasa with Me, don’t worry.” It may not be vibrating with you. That answer may not be vibrating with you, then hold on to your question, nothing wrong. At one time, the Guru-bhakti will take over and this answer will start vibrating. But till the Guru-bhakti takes over and answer reverberates in your being, you can’t drop the question. If you drop the question before the answer reverberates, you will enter into boredom. That is what I call Sannyas middle-aged boredom. For Samsāris, by 45; for Sannyasis, by 30. No really, for Samsaris by 45. 10 years of living with one fellow, or 15 years maximum, living with one wife or one husband, that middle-aged boredom.

(26:13)

All these stupid magazines all over the world, Men’s health, Women’s health, this, that, everything trying to make your middle-aged life great, it will not be successful, I am telling you! All these magazines are doomed! They will not be useful in any way. Stupid magazines trying their best to give you different, different tips to romance, ‘make your life more and more colorful romantic”, “light candle, shower flowers,” What will you do? ahhh! All this is bunch of stupidity printed in nice paper and colour, that’s all. Because the paper and the printing is so nice, you think all that is true.

In India there’s a big superstition – fair person will not lie. Really, in Indian society, there is superstition – fair person will not lie. Like that only, if something is printed in shining paper, colourful printing, you think it is true. Ah! Read all these middle-age lifestyle magazines, stupidity.

(27:53)

I tell you, only one thing can infuse life into you, that is Seeking. Nothing else. No depression medicine, no psychiatric industry, no psychiatric drugs pharmacy, nothing is going to help the humanity, it is only Seeking, that is going to make your life really, really, really beautiful! 15 years of living with a person or 5 years of Sannyas, you will face this middle-age crisis. You will face this middle-age crisis. Both the time, only Seeking can raise you. I tell you, only Seeking can add life to you.

What this Sannyasi is one way blessed, because when he upgrades himself or herself, he or she does not need to think about the other person to drag that person also to your standard, you are free, just fly! But when you have the other person you have to only go on a railway track and you have to constantly make sure you are dragging your next boggie (coach). With a Sannyasi, one benefit: you can just take-off, fly, you are a jet. With a Grihasta, you have to look, “Oh, boggie number two, boggie number three,” No, boggie no. 3 when I say: kids. And then sometime the elderly parents; you have to see all that and see to it you are able to drag all of them, so you need a little more steam, that’s all.

(30:03)

Listen. Whether you face householder middle-age crisis or Sannyas middle-age crisis, sometimes without both you will face identity crisis. You will neither be a proper committed grihasta nor be a proper committed sannyasi, roaming around vagabond. I know so many stupid fellows, thinking themself as seekers and not committed in anyone of this - they will face the identity crisis; just don’t know what they are. Whoever is there in front of them whatever they are telling, they will do that for that one hour. If that person has moved out, somebody else comes and tells something else and they will do that for next hour. Identity crisis. Identity crisis. Understand, whether you face middle-age crisis - householder middle-age crisis, Sannyas middle-age crisis or identity crisis, the only solution is Seeking.

I tell you, if you are not married, the first instruction I will give is – don’t get married, take Sannyas. If you decide to get married, at least marry somebody who is a seeker. So when you upgrade yourself and open your eyes and see the person who is sitting next to you, you will have confidence, “I cam make him understand. Either he will fly with me, he will come with me or he will support me to upgrade myself.” Living with a person who is not a seeker is worse than hell, I tell you. It is just worst than hell.

(32:26)

Seeking is such an ecstasy. Just few days before I had given a special initiation to Balasants. Forty one Balasants, the parents and the kid, both of them have decided to do PhD on Hinduism. For these 41 kids I gave a special initiation. The first thing I did – programming their system to, not to lose the frequency of seeking till enlightenment. Actually, they already started expressing powers. I can say, each one of them are expressing at least minimum 5 powers. When the powers 5 becomes more, like 20, 30, 40, 60, even then, the frequency of the seeking will be more powerful than the other powers they express in their bio-memory. I raised the intensity of the seeking such, till enlightened, they will not be diverted, they will not be diverted. Real Gurukul work is starting. Real Gurukul work is starting.

Few days before one of Mahant from Tamil Nadu came and said, “Swamiji, why don’t you start a medical college?” I am not saying I don’t believe in allopathy system itself; because many times I myself used allopathy. I myself still many times I use allopathy. Even when I had the fracture I used allopathy only. I am not against that system itself, but I am against the idea that other than them nothing else is right. The amount of money they spend on lobbying to promote themself as the only authoritative system, I am against that. I am going to create a unique medical college here where the best of Allopathy, best of Ayurveda, best of Siddha and the Indian traditional medicine systems; India has at least 25 traditional medicinal systems. Whole thing will be made available.

(35:32)

Astrology is used in diagnosis in Indian tradition, so I am going to evolve that kind of a doctors. My kids will be evolving that kinds of a doctors; out of the Balasants I am going to evolve that kind of a doctors. And I am already working on the horoscope of all 41 kids, Balasants. I told them to collect, get me the horoscope, based on horoscope, I am going to decide which subject I am going to put them. Now I am free. And they are also free from all stupid examination. They are free now! All the exam pressure, stupidity, everything. And I take the responsibility for them to complete their education successfully and sit in a very respectful, responsible and socially respected place, contribute to the humanity and respected by humanity. I will make it happen. I will make it happen.

(36:56)

The architecture as per Agama Vastu; I will put few kids in that department. Authentic performing rituals and delivering the result just like a surgery as per Agama. Please understand, how you do this artificial test tube babies and all that process, IVF, the success rate of IVF and success rate of Putrakāmeshtiyāga - Putrakāmashtiyāga (the vedic fire sacrifice for fulfilling the desire for a putra or child) success rate will be more than the IVF, because it’s a science. I will establish all that.

I am so happy that they can now start evolving, spending whole day and night thinking into this each branch knowledge. One, I will start downloading into them. Second, they can just explore. You see, I never studied as per syllabus and all, what stupidity! Actually the whole syllabus, that diploma I studied, that stupid thing, the whole semester 6 months syllabus I will finish it off in first 2-3 days. Actually, I will go and ask for the subject name, and go to the library and pick up the sourcebook not the syllabus, pick up the source book and study, understand the mechanics, over! I will bring up My kids like that. See, because now I have the freedom, I don’t need not to be constantly thinking about who is going to certify, nobody needs to certify. See, I never got any certification, I only became certification authority. My kids will become like that.

(39:23)

No really I am wondering. If I have to make a right presentation about the education system we are having now. Few scientists have put 5 monkeys in a cage, put a ladder, on top the ladder they put 20 banana. Whenever one monkey tries to climb that ladder, all the other 4 monkeys, they caught and poured cold water on him. Continuously, 10-20 times, so what happens, whenever a monkey tries to climb the ladder, other monkeys have started beating this monkey and dragging it down. So for one week the same thing is happening. The banana is untouched, because any monkey tries to climb the ladder, other monkeys are beating because of the fear of that cold water treatment. And after one week they replaced one monkey. They put a new monkey and took out the old monkey and... But the new monkey does not know this treatment. When he tries to climb, all the monkeys beat him left and right, so after getting 5-6 times beating, he stopped climbing, climbing that ladder, climbing that ladder. So, then they replaced second monkey, the same thing happened with second monkey. Then they replaced the third monkey, then they replaced fourth monkey, they they replaced fifth monkey. Now all 5 monkeys have not gone through the cold-water treatment but all 5 of them are beating each other and not allowing anyone to climb the ladder. That’s exactly the Indian education system. Why you are not climbing? Nobody knows. “As a tradition, we don’t climb. As a tradition, we don’t climb.”

(41:28)

See, never study in a system which is designed for mass. Mass means what? Any designing done for mass is done for the lowest rung. How can genius people be produced with something which is designed for the lowest rung. Always study in a system which is very concentrating, attending to your needs, not bound by any of the syllabus, marking, accreditation, tupu, tupu, tupu, no. No. I am really telling you.

The day I got the Encyclopedia of Hinduism, I really finished all the 10 volumes in 3 days. When I got the Encyclopedia of Shaivism, I finished it in one week! I can create My kids do that. But if they learn from a regular, so-called mediocre system, “Oh, this volume, 1000 page book 1 volume means 3 month semester.” The dirt is being inserted into the heads of the kids, and that stupidity of the examination fear, never kids understand.

I always tell, read all the books, whatever you need to remember you will remember, whatever you forgot you don’t need it, forget it! Your life has nothing to do with that – what is forgotten. What you remember your life is going to be only to do with that! Live that! Over.

(43:49)

The fear of forgetting, if it is completed, the amount of information you remember, recollect, use in your life will become 100 times more. All these words remains as theory because I was never able to demonstrate it. Now I have first batch of 41 kids, I will demonstrate it. I will demonstrate all this. He is 18. Not only Sannyas, with all the powers I will just send him around to demonstrate. “See my first release from the Gurukul”.

I am going to send a bunch of kids. Even though, even now bunch of kids are going around, they are more Krama Brahmacharis, small kids. But, adult, legally adult, a clear decision making adult with all these powers, demonstrating them and Sannyasi, going around, telling the world what is possible. By this Jayanti we will have at least few release from Gurukul. No, I have to tell the world! I have to tell the world! “You guys gave Me your kids, and see what I made out of them!”

(45:38)

Not just this third eye, not just this third eye, the way they are going to live a conflict-free, highest conscious, radiating joy and ecstasy, spiritual powers and enlightenment, everything. The first batch of Sannyasis from Gurukul.

I am also going to send them officially for Parivrajika yatra; formally they are going to do Parivrajika yatra. I am just preparing their body and mind. No, it is time, world need to know what seeking can do to your brain! What seeking can do to your brain. Just this few kids, My first batch, sending them all over the world is enough; in 2 years I will have 10,000 kids here doing PhD in Hinduism! I will have Vidyalaya also, means regular school also, but separately. I am going to divide both, maybe within next 2 or 3 years. I will also show to the world even as a Grihasta, doing PhD in Hinduism pays you, it’s a career; I will establish that. It’s not just joblessness, it’s a career: like a career in chemistry, medicine, law, engineering, it’s a career which is not affected by global recession. All other fields will be affected by global recession, this will never be affected by global recession; because even during the global recession, they will have more customers and clients because these guys are going to remove the suffering.

(48:17)

Now I have so much freedom, I am going to put few kids to do PhD in economics as per Hinduism, construction as per Hinduism, astrology. Actually in Indian, Hindu tradition, astrology and astronomy are very closely associated. Doing PhD in that line and doing research on the rituals, different departments like Vaimanika Shastra (sacred science of flights), everything. Above all I will make them demonstrate powers; I think that will be the real way the world will understand what I am doing here.

Seeking can change your very brain map, understand. It can change the very way your brain thinks, the very way the brain functions, the very way brain cognizes. I know in 2-3 years, 10,000 kids will be there, 10,000 is a small number I am telling, will be here to do Hinduism PhD. But this first 41 kids are historical batch. Just like first batch of Gurukul. 10 years before when I started the Gurukul, first batch, like that this is the first batch of Balasants. The boldness the parents showed, boldness the kids showed, I really want to put this on record –“Thank you guys. You are the future of Hinduism.” The courage parents showed, the clarity kids demonstrated.

(50:38)

The way things are doing to flower, I tell you guys, Veda Mātā is celebrating all of you. The whole Kailasa (abode of Lord Shiva) and Vaikuntha (abode of Lord Vishnu) is celebrating you guys, celebrating this happening. They are all celebrating this happening because they know what this means for their future. Devatas, Gods know what this means their future, because they are going to get more Havis, more avirbhāga (oblation offerings in fire to the divine), more puja, more worship, more respect. So they know what it means for their future.

I can say the foundation, real foundation for Sarvajnapeetha is done with this 41 kids. If you have given one kid, understand you have given 100 crore to Sarvajnapeetha, not just 1, you have give 100 crore (10 million) to Sarvajnapeetha; because even with 100 crores what I am going to do? Only if the kids are there to study, I can educate them, evolve them, make them express this powers and energy and train them and send to the world. So, if you have given 1 kid to be Balasant, you have given 100 crore, I am telling you; much more than 100 crores. I am just giving a rough, just to equate, because we understand only numbers, naa.

(52:47)

Seeking changes the very way you cognize things. Now I am so confident, we have a reason to exist. We have a reason to build everything. These 41 kids are the first batch, now I know it will just expand. Because the first decision only. See, Indians are like goats only; the first goat has to jump the fence, then all goats, tatak tatak tatak, will jump. I am not disrespecting you guys by saying goats. The first jumping goat is the Guru, Guide, then followers. Now the first batch has taken the jump! You will see now, it becomes a trend; it becomes a trend. They will have the so-called regular education only after 10th, after that directly they will start working towards the doctorate in Hinduism, various subjects. The essence of Hinduism will become experience, will be established legitimately, through My kids, through My Balasants.

(54:50)

So essence of today’s satsang is Seeking. That is the essence of all the last 15 verses of Isavasya Upanishad. So I will continue on the next verses in next further satsangs. So today we will not have sarvadarshan, but in further sessions I will sit for you with you guys, sit for you guys for sarvadarshan. Today I think it’s time. So I bless you all: Let you all radiate with Authenticity, Integrity, Responsibility, Enriching, Causing Living Shuddhadvaita, Shuddhadvaita Saiva, Living Shuddhadvaita Saiva, the Eternal Bliss, Nithyananda. Thank you. Be Blissful! (55:55)